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May through June, 1998

  Visitor: Wolf Eyes
Reference: I don't remember...but it's book marked
 Location: The Stars
  WebSite: A Walk In The Stars
 Web Info: all about wolves :-)
  Contact: wolf-eyes@usa.net
     Date: Tuesday, Jun 30, 1998 at 18:10:52 (PDT)
Comments: Hello :-)
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  Visitor: Jerry Davis
Reference: 
 Location: 
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: zaccheus@webtv.net
     Date: Sun, Jun 28, 1998 at 23:38:19 (PDT)
Comments: Your story is heartwrenching. I appreciate you having the courage to share it. God bless you. You have endured so much. I cried a lot while reading your history. I am sorry these things happened to you. I found it all very mind boggling, difficult to beleive and grasp. But I do believe it. Best wishes to you. I want to see you in heaven and all abused children. We will all be safe, happy, and content there. All unrepentant evil people will be punished according to their deeds and will eventually perish. The righteous shall live forever with God. You are very brave and worthy of great honor. I wish you love and peace.
  Visitor: Jerry Davis
Reference: 
 Location: 
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: zaccheus@webtv.net
     Date: Sun, Jun 28, 1998 at 23:27:43 (PDT)
Comments: Your story is heartwrenching. I appreciate you having the courage to share it. God bless you. You have endured so much. I cried a lot while reading your history. I am sorry these things happened to you. I found it all very mind boggling, difficult to beleive and grasp. But I do believe it. Best wishes to you. I want to see you in heaven and all abused children. We will all be safe, happy, and content there. All unrepentant evil people will be punished according to their deeds and will eventually perish. The righteous shall live forever with God. You are very brave and worthy of great honor. I wish you love and peace.
  Visitor: Sharon Smith
Reference: browsing  web for mental health resources
 Location: Massachusetts
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: rutalees@kersur.net
     Date: Sun, Jun 28, 1998 at 21:25:10 (PDT)
Comments: I am a psychiatric clinician in a small community hospital. We see many survivors in our work. I am collecting internet resources to give to patients for their recovery. Your site will be very helpful. Thank you for your courage in sharing, and your work in creating.
  Visitor: Timberwolf ,
Reference: LWWG
 Location: New Jersey
  WebSite: Timberwolf's Den
 Web Info: furry art, wildlife art, personal, beekeeping,horses
  Contact: rcclark@jnlk.com
     Date: Thurs, Jun 25, 1998 at 01:15:20 (PDT)
Comments: Will be back to read, have been there, will want to look at rest of sight,
  Visitor: Kristen Stone aka-Wytwolf(it's my totem)
Reference: webcrawler ritual abuse
 Location: Denver,Colorado
  WebSite: 0
 Web Info: 
  Contact: http://brandonhudson.attnet
     Date: Wed, Jun 24, 1998 at 22:17:27 (PDT)
Comments: Thank you for being brave enough to share your story.I am sorry for everything you have gone through.I also am a ritual abuse survivor and was surfing the web looking for information.I started my healing process about 12-14 years ago when not much was out there for survivors. I am glad to see people like you helping others out. Over all I think your web page is very well designed and helpful. The warnings were a good idea.Thanks again.Wytwolf from Colorado.
  Visitor: Norm Ingalls
Reference: Whitewolf (Sharron Mohitka)
 Location: Parish, NY (north of Syracuse, NY)
  WebSite: N/A
 Web Info: N/A
  Contact: normi@scctel.com
     Date: Wed, Jun 24, 1998 at 20:32:14 (PDT)
Comments: Although I'm not Indian (native-american), I'm told my beliefs, thinking, ways of looking at life are akin to Indian ways. I have always agreed with the ways Indians think about the earth, the animals, fellow humans. I have always been in sympathy with the rights of Indians to continue their cultures without the interference of europeans. When I was a kid on a hill farm in the southern-tier in New York State, my uncle and I used to find flint arrowheads after plowing and dragging the fields. This conjured up for me a whole picture of life on that same ground many years ago. It has stayed with me and grown since then. I am impressed and humbled by your web-site.
  Visitor: Patty Parsons Ritzenthaler
Reference: looking for information relating to loass of employment after bi-polar diagnosis made known to employer
 Location: the eastern shore of Maryland, now living in Baltimore
  WebSite: none
 Web Info: 
  Contact: EasternSho@aol.com
     Date: Wed, Jun 24, 1998 at 08:34:18 (PDT)
Comments:
  Visitor: Winona Mc Andrews
Reference: looking for help
 Location: OKLA
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: noni43@willinet.net
     Date: Wed, Jun 24, 1998 at 06:34:54 (PDT)
Comments: I'am manic/depressive i'am always looking for sites that can provide information, as a 9yr old my adopted father sexuallly abused my sister and I. I'am now 43 and just learning to deal with it, he is dead for years now but I still wish him harm. Your site has helped me a great deal as im now sure my sister and I are not alone. There is so much relief in knowing just that. I just wanted to thank you for being where I could find you. You have helped in more ways than I could ever thank you for. Winona (noni)
  Visitor: Inanna
Reference: From my own link to it :)
 Location: Right here, now.
  WebSite: Nobody's Hair is REALLY This Colour
 Web Info: hmm.. stuff about me - a lesbian, christian, self harming abuse survivor. And why I'm a whole load more than that too. :) Lots of good stuff there.
  Contact: inanna@asarian.org
     Date: Wed, Jun 24, 1998 at 05:23:02 (PDT)
Comments: I feel proud to know you from Sanctuary.. talking with you is always inspiring, and visiting your pages is once again a reminder of the courage and strength that we as survivors have. Thank you. Inanna
  Visitor: Kila Peterson
Reference: Through my brothers web page.
 Location: In.
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: sweets_57@hotmail.com
     Date: Tuesday, Jun 23, 1998 at 21:44:49 (PDT)
Comments: You have taken me. Your passion eludes me. I'm completely sympatric toward your situation. I feel at lose for you. I myself am only fourteen. To comprehend such pain it makes deeply depressed. I hope you have found some reverence in such an atrocity. When you go to Heaven you will have many jewels on your crown. You are particularly amendable. love and peace be with you, Kila
  Visitor: Brent Hale
Reference: Searched it on Alta Vista search engine
 Location: Burleson, TX
  WebSite: I do not have one yet...
 Web Info: I am working on one and hopefully, SOON!
  Contact: bwh@hpnc.com
     Date: Mon, Jun 22, 1998 at 23:18:16 (PDT)
Comments: Your story was very touching. I am part American Indian on my Mother's side (I am not 'half', But I am not sure how much or which tribe) so in a sense, I connect with you. Your story was very sad but insightful. I never had to go through any of that, but I visualized much of it and there were times I held my face in my hands and nearly wept. The thought of families having sexual relations with one another is extremely evil and disturbing. I admit I haven't seen the other parts yet, but your story had me hooked. Tomorrow 6/23, I'll come back and see other parts of it. It is hoped that you heal all of your internal wounds and not to forget that your Spirit will always remain strong and true, for we are all equal in spirit. Again, a very touching story and I hope it does help those in desperate need. May The Great Creator continue to bless you and your family and keep you all from Harm.
  Visitor: shellbe 
Reference: project/ for my graphics class
 Location: Hays ks 
  WebSite: FHSU.edu 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: 
     Date: Mon, Jun 22, 1998 at 22:27:17 (PDT)
Comments: NICE WORK GHOST, STAY TRUE TO THE GAME
  Visitor: Believer
Reference: 
 Location: 
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: 
     Date: Mon, Jun 22, 1998 at 19:20:44 (PDT)
Comments: Dear GhostWolf. There really aren't any words to sympathise with you, and I can only be eternally grateful that I can't empathise. I couldn't read all of your story, it was too disturbing. You must have been a remarkable kid, and you must be a remarkable man to have the courage to have written this. I am crying to think of the horror you've had to deal with. Its just so so so so evil. How do you ever find the strength to learn to live. I guess you knew in your heart despite what they said that love and people are all that is worth fighting for. I wish so much that I was God, and that I could have stopped something, for you or other children. It ain't fair. Shout your story louder brother so that the shame can be subjected to the light, and the horror cowered by it. May you live long and well.
  Visitor: SHEREE
Reference: Looking for self harm crap
 Location: New Zealand
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: sv800984
     Date: Mon, Jun 22, 1998 at 18:42:39 (PDT)
Comments: People give me strategies to cope. I don't think I want to stop tho. I think I like the scars. Its like I'm wearing my tears on my wrists. And I don't do it too bad. I just get creative. It occupies me. I've cut with dental floss. I've injected bleach. I've sewed thread through my fingers. I come up with all these theories on why I'm like this, but I don't really know. People tell me I'm not unhappy. But I am, theres no peace inside. I'd lose myself if I didn't cut. The pysch said I wasn't depressed. I just dunno. I try not to kill myself for my familys sake. I wish I could.
  Visitor: Tracy Adams (MOMATRACY)
Reference: THROUGH A&R
 Location: ALABAMA
  WebSite: NONE
 Web Info: 
  Contact: MOMATRACY@AOL.COM
     Date: Sun, Jun 21, 1998 at 14:32:51 (PDT)
Comments: I am also a survivor and in recovery from addiction. Thanks for the website!
  Visitor: Jennifer Dockstader
Reference: surfing
 Location: Onyata'ak - Oneida Nation(Ontario)
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: 
     Date: Sat, Jun 20, 1998 at 15:49:26 (PDT)
Comments: Continued best wishes in your healing.
  Visitor: Christain Peterson
Reference: just surfin
 Location: Indiana
  WebSite: Christian's Home page
 Web Info: A site to try to help people.
  Contact: christian_peterson@mailexcite.com
     Date: Fri, Jun 19, 1998 at 20:59:20 (PDT)
Comments: Dear Ghost Wolf, If you don't mind I would like to link up wioth your site. Please, come and see my page and give commints.
  Visitor: Jodi-Lynn Spearman
Reference: Just browsing
 Location: Ottawa, Ont.
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: jodilynn005@hotmail.com
     Date: Thurs, Jun 18, 1998 at 09:11:50 (PDT)
Comments: Everyday night I go through the same things, but different animals and things.
  Visitor: SUNNY MURCHISON 
Reference: DOING RESEARCH ON DOMESTIC VIOLENCE COLATIONS FOR MY MASTERS WORK.
 Location: OKLAHOMA
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: bamp@ou.edu
     Date: Wed, Jun 17, 1998 at 17:32:01 (PDT)
Comments: DEAR GHOSTWOLF: ADMIRE YOUR WORK, YOUR LIFE AND YOUR OVERCOMING AND BECOMING A SURVIVOR. AM A SURVIVOR,TOO. YOU ARE SPECIAL GHOSTWOLF LOVE AND PEACE, SUNNY MURCHISON
  Visitor: NYSTECH
Reference: Using a search engine to see if my site was entered
 Location: New York
  WebSite: Unsung Heroes
 Web Info: We have created an audio CD for EMT's, Firefighters and their families.
  Contact: unsung@websolut.com
     Date: Tuesday, Jun 16, 1998 at 16:40:11 (PDT)
Comments: Very nice site, well crafted, comprehensive and a great theme. Keep it up!
  Visitor: Freda Brodie
Reference: Hopped in to read more
 Location: Still in Scotland
  WebSite: Same as before
 Web Info: 
  Contact: 
     Date: Mon, Jun 15, 1998 at 15:45:08 (PDT)
Comments: Just wanted to let you know I have been back and read some more. The more I read the more my respect for you grows. I take your compliments of my page as a great honour becuase your pages have no equal that I have found. You have great courage telling your story the way you have. I only hope that I can find a half of the courage and strength that you show.
  Visitor: Starwind
Reference: 
 Location: Texas
  WebSite: Soliloquy Forest
 Web Info: 
  Contact: starwind@wats-ts4-12.ppp.iadfw.net
     Date: Sun, Jun 14, 1998 at 21:59:39 (PDT)
Comments: Excellent work, my friend.
  Visitor: It's that Brit again!
Reference: I cheated, I knew the URL.
 Location: The stork brought me.
  WebSite: The FbC Gift Ring
 Web Info: Shan't!
  Contact: snafu@asarian-host.org
     Date: Sun, Jun 14, 1998 at 21:25:19 (PDT)
Comments:

*** I CAN'T HELP IT IF I'M CUTE! ***

Happy Mon Wolfie! :)

  Visitor: Freda Brodie
Reference: Linked from Survivors Ring
 Location: Falkirk in Scotland
  WebSite: fred on the web
 Web Info: I am a survivor also and am using my site to heal just as you have.  This site tells of my family and what I am up to just now.  Still building the site, and still healing.
  Contact: fredabrodie@cableinet.co.uk
     Date: Sun, Jun 14, 1998 at 15:05:55 (PDT)
Comments: As with all the sites on the survivors ring you are helping others heal. Giving us the strength to go on healing. Keep up the good work. I respect you for who and what you are.
  Visitor: Jane
Reference: From Abuse guide at miningco.com
 Location: NY
  WebSite: frozen leaves
 Web Info: i dont have know where to begin
  Contact: coffintree@aol.com
     Date: Thurs, Jun 11, 1998 at 13:51:51 (PDT)
Comments: Hello, I got here quite by accident and I want to tell you that you are admirable and that I wish you and your siblings the best... you are an inspiration to abuse survivors because you've been through hell and you took yourself back.
  Visitor: Helen
Reference: Survivor's Line Around the World
 Location: Brisbane, Oz
  WebSite: Her Dreaming
 Web Info: A site for survivors featuring heaps of poetry and some other stuff too.
  Contact: l_sheep@hotmail.com
     Date: Wed, Jun 10, 1998 at 22:58:58 (PDT)
Comments: Your site has been highly recommended all over the place - and they weren't kidding! I haven't looked at everything, but I am totally in awe of your creative talent, as well as your willingness to share your experiences. I'll be back!
  Visitor:  Cindy
Reference: My address book!
 Location: US
  WebSite: none :\
 Web Info: 
  Contact: 
     Date: Wed, Jun 10, 1998 at 07:12:02 (PDT)
Comments: You've been in my thoughts and prayers. I hope you are doing well and continuing the process of healing. The world is a better place because of you!
  Visitor: ads
Reference: netscape
 Location: akron,ohio
  WebSite: n/a
 Web Info: 
  Contact: shuler3@uakron.edu
     Date: Mon, Jun 08, 1998 at 13:22:38 (PDT)
Comments: good info. thanks
  Visitor: Barb
Reference: Surfing
 Location: Canada
  WebSite: Barbie's Playhouse
 Web Info: Where dreams do come true
  Contact: hummingbird5@hotmail.com
     Date: Sun, Jun 07, 1998 at 08:10:41 (PDT)
Comments: My heart goes out to you. May God protect you and care for you.You are truly a man among men. hugs
  Visitor: peacelily1@aol.com
Reference: 
 Location: 
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: peaceliliy1@aol.com
     Date: Sat, Jun 06, 1998 at 15:04:06 (PDT)
Comments:
  Visitor: It's me...Joey
Reference: re-found it in Highspeed's guestbook
 Location: Duquesne, Pa
  WebSite: PudlLustn's Home Page
 Web Info: too much to tell....besides, you've been there
  Contact: pudllustn@aol.com
     Date: Wed, Jun 03, 1998 at 16:44:35 (PDT)
Comments: Remember me? You wandered onto my website before and we chatted a little through email...but then we lost touch. I just found the link to your site again in someone else's guestbook. Well, when you get this, email me and we'll BS for a while. K?
  Visitor: KL
Reference: Surfed on in
 Location: United Kingdom
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: Totally recreational
  Contact: Not given
     Date: Tuesday, Jun 02, 1998 at 18:29:05 (PDT)
Comments: I had my doubts about your site when I first started to read it, but on closer examination I began to trust it more and more. It is beyond the comprehension of most of us exactly what you have experienced. You certainly didn't take the easy way out - and I don't think you ever will.
  Visitor: Lady Wolf
Reference: 
 Location: 
  WebSite: World of Lady Wolf
 Web Info: 
  Contact: ladywolf@ladywolf.com
     Date: Tuesday, Jun 02, 1998 at 08:10:13 (PDT)
Comments: Ghost...****HUGS*** Im so very happy to see your wonderful site back!!!!! Yeah!! I love the new graphics you are creating for they reflect the beauty of your heart and soul. Thankyou!!! So very much for being the very special friend and brother you are... Love you much... Lady Wolf
  Visitor: Gary Elmore 
Reference: Art Bell
 Location: Oklahoma
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: gelmore@yieldup.com
     Date: Tuesday, Jun 02, 1998 at 07:39:38 (PDT)
Comments: Just heard your show on Art Bell, and thought it was a good one.
  Visitor: Nicole Castrucci
Reference: By looking for it
 Location: Earth
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: It's cool.
  Contact: 
     Date: Tuesday, Jun 02, 1998 at 06:03:19 (PDT)
Comments:
  Visitor: Joy8*
Reference: Gust checked back
 Location: The forest city
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: andree8@ibm.net
     Date: Sun, May 31, 1998 at 21:03:50 (PDT)
Comments: So very glad to see you back. My prays are with you an yours. joy8*
  Visitor: sukdev
Reference: From your URL when you very kindly signed my guestbook!
 Location: 
  WebSite: This Child's Journey
 Web Info: 
  Contact: sukdev@usa.net
     Date: Sun, May 31, 1998 at 14:20:05 (PDT)
Comments: I'm glad to see that your web site is up again. It's really very informative. Thank you for the work that you're doing. It's not often that you get to read or hear a male survivor's abuse story. All the best to you.
  Visitor: Waya
Reference: A friend told me
 Location: Georgia
  WebSite: Waya's Home
 Web Info: My site is about the Wolf, Native Americans, German Shepherds, Poems, and my Healing Section.
  Contact: waya1@bigfoot.com
     Date: Sun, May 31, 1998 at 08:30:32 (PDT)
Comments: Your site is excellent. I have enjoyed it, and learned alot from it. It has touched me more than any other site I have seen. Keep up the good work, and the support you offer to all.
  Visitor: Colin
Reference: I just looked an there it was!
 Location: Would you believe under a goosbeery bush?
  WebSite: United we Stand - An Anglo American Family.
 Web Info: Well... it's got stuff about my kids an my musical an all sorts of stuff on.
  Contact: snafu@asarian-host.org
     Date: Sat, May 30, 1998 at 20:28:56 (PDT)
Comments: It'd great to see your site back on Wolfie! All the best, Sanfu Drat and Co. heehee :)

  Visitor: deb
Reference: 
 Location: tucson,az
  WebSite: not one yet
 Web Info: 
  Contact: canary11@juno.com
     Date: Thurs, May 28, 1998 at 23:16:03 (PDT)
Comments: I truly am enjoying your stories and graphics. not only the personal story of your abuse (which i know all about) but about another area of great intrest (bad speller) and that is about the native american history and what is going on right now too. thanks for sharing
  Visitor: Sharron Mahitka....aka...White Wolf
Reference: looking for Raven Wind
 Location: the Shenandoah Valley in Virginia
  WebSite: still working on this....
 Web Info: when done will have info on wolves...and Ameri-Ind. info.
  Contact: whitewolf51@yahoo.com
     Date: Thurs, May 28, 1998 at 15:27:10 (PDT)
Comments: trying to gey all the info i have gathered in the last few years in order and on my pages...lots of music i have been collecting, and poetry and stories...
  Visitor: Jennifer
Reference: AOL Net Find
 Location: California
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: MysticsMis@aol.com
     Date: Thurs, May 28, 1998 at 15:00:37 (PDT)
Comments: I love This Place
  Visitor: Divya
Reference: surfing for survivor pages
 Location: The woods in Western Massachusetts
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: divya@net1plus.com
     Date: Wed, May 27, 1998 at 21:46:43 (PDT)
Comments: I am so delighted to find you back. I have been checking this sight very very often. Thank you God, thank you God. I'll be back very very soon. It's late. I shall be back. Again, thank you GhostWolf. Many prayers. Divya
  Visitor: WHITE CLAW
Reference: LOOKING FOR GUEST BOOKS
 Location: WEST VA.
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: whitclaw@intrepid.net
     Date: Sun, May 17, 1998 at 15:29:44 (PDT)
Comments:
  Visitor: tesserae
Reference: 'cause you'sa my friend! 
 Location: probably not this planet
  WebSite: t e s s e r a e
 Web Info: erm.... a little bit of everything from a multiple system 
  Contact: tess@lunchpail.com
     Date: Thurs, May 14, 1998 at 11:46:46 (PDT)
Comments: dearest wolfie, I'm sorry that you have had to go through this trauma, and I hope that you are able to find continued strength to fight your battles. The web is a medium for self-publishing, but it is also a medium that is without legal precedent nor established law. I am very sorry that you have temporarily taken down your pages, and I hope to see them back up again soon. If there's anything I can do, please let me know. with love, your friend, tess.
  Visitor: Brenda
Reference: searching for missing children
 Location: 
  WebSite: none
 Web Info: 
  Contact: 
     Date: Thurs, May 14, 1998 at 11:31:57 (PDT)
Comments: I will miss your site! It is a pity that some individuals can not respect the emotional and intellectual energy involved in creating something. I wish you well, and hope to see you site back up, protected so nothing else can be stolen from you. As if you did not have enough to deal with already!
  Visitor: Douglas Whitney
Reference: been here before
 Location: Carolinas
  WebSite: don't have one
 Web Info: 
  Contact: dougw@asarian.org
     Date: Wed, May 13, 1998 at 16:10:45 (PDT)
Comments: GhostWolf, I'm mighty sorry to see your pages gone; it was your pages that got me started on recovery, and from what I've read in your guestbook before, got a lot of other people started too, and helped too. It really burns me up that the laws don't protect people who don't have the money to get stuff done, specially people like you who really make a difference. Wish I could help you out somehow Ghostwolf, let me know if there's anything I can do? Doug and Molly Whitney
  Visitor: Kayjay
Reference: from my page
 Location: 
  WebSite: http://www.roadtohealing.home.ml.org
 Web Info: 
  Contact: kayjay@asarian-host.org
     Date: Wed, May 13, 1998 at 15:28:54 (PDT)
Comments: GW I am so sorry to hear this happened :( ..... I will miss your pages so much ... Kayjay - who has no graphics of her own ...
  Visitor: Candyce Brokaw aka Caroline
Reference: abuse sights
 Location: i know you from asd and aar newsgroups
  WebSite: not up yet
 Web Info: write me back and i tell you
  Contact: survivorart@mindspring.com
     Date: Wed, May 13, 1998 at 14:44:22 (PDT)
Comments: or suzie@mindspring.com ghostwolf I am sorry to see you had to pull your page off,AT least I got to see it yesterday and I was going back to look today and puff its gone It was soo good and also you had sooooo may great links too!!!! pleasepleaseplease write me back ok you know me caroline and eloise from asd and aar newsgroups you wrote me some nice letters of support i have written there for the last 3 years i am mpd/famale/44/s.a.s./s.r.a.s. I just formed a 501-c not for profit foundation called the Survivors Art Foundation /for artists poets etc i am both too please write me ok thanks love caroline
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