Visitor: lee magness
Reference: a friend
Location: oxford
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: emwolfe@mindspring.com
Date: Tuesday, Jun 29, 1999 at 07:49:43 (EDT)
Comments: one of the first things i
saw was about words. ons time i had this to share with a friend. WORDS
ARE AS THE WINDS. YOU CAN'T SEE THEM BUT YOU SEE WHAT THEY DO...... The
one behind the eyes i know i am wolf....... great spirit and wolf are
the great teacher of my people. only spirit of wolf can carry my people
in to the furture......
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Visitor: Betsy Kendrick
Reference: Netscape search
Location: Georgia
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: peacechic@hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, Jun 29, 1999 at 00:09:51 (EDT)
Comments: This page is excellent & I
am so fortunate I found it. Thankyou for sharing everything with us.
I love Native American Culture, & have wolf-hybrids. This site touched
my heart. It has such a personal touch & many varied topics all together.
I, too, believe if human families were more like the wolf family's...we
would be much better people. We can learn from their wisdom.
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Visitor: Tiffs
Reference: refered by you 8*)
Location: North Carolina
WebSite: Tiffanys' Labyrinth
Web Info: Original poems and stories by abuse survivor, favorite
quotes, various and sundry things.
Contact: tiffs1478@aol.com
Date: Sat, Jun 26, 1999 at 22:25:06 (EDT)
Comments: Wow, GW, you've been busy
since we last visited your page. I had never seen your drawings before.
You are a very multitalented artist!!! From what I know about you, I
really like the person that you have become. Am sorry that you had to
go through all that crap to get here though. If it helps to know, you
help me get through each day, even though you're not aware of it. Thanks
for your courage. Thanks for *you!*
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Visitor: Skip Best - Jerry Lee Lewis's Uncle & Webmaster
Reference: A WebRing Award Site
Location: Memphis, TN
WebSite: JERRY LEE LEWIS WORLD FAN CLUB
Web Info: A website dedicated to The Killer with souvenirs;
pictures; concert information & more!
Contact: skip@jllewis.com
Date: Sat, Jun 26, 1999 at 12:49:41 (EDT)
Comments: WOW! This is a very powerful,
moving website!!! Thanks for sharing and wishing you a happy, prosperous
life!
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Visitor: Charles Sullivan
Reference: Search of Native American Sites
Location: Planet Earth, North American Continent; Eastern
mixed mesophytic forest; Potomac Highlands; Potomac River
Drainage--Hedgesville, West Virginia
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: cesull@ix.netcom.com
Date: Wed, Jun 23, 1999 at 11:27:17 (EDT)
Comments: You have a wonderful web site,
my friend. Many thanks for sharing the deepest secrets of your heart
and soul with us. You have a beautiful spirit. May you find your way
to the Sacred Path and find your way to perfect contentment. I especially
like your poems.
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Visitor: Bonnie
Reference: link
Location: Boston,ma
WebSite: Poetry fo the Soul
Web Info: poetry from abusers
Contact: frazled61@hotmail.com
Date: Wed, Jun 23, 1999 at 01:04:02 (EDT)
Comments: Not sure if you got my letter
and not sure if this is working. didn't last time.; but I though I would
try one last time. :-) Very brave of you to put your story out there.
I am so glad you are here to help other's I had some questions also but
not sure if I should ask. I am a survivor too and have a site with poetry
from my self and others. It really does help get our mixed feelings out.
I may try a story one someday. In the meantime, can I link to yours?
Thanks for your bravery and GodBless~~
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Visitor: Sno
Reference: Surfing
Location: Sierra Nevada
WebSite: MindCraft... The Anthology Of The Human Spirit
Web Info: Dedicated to the survivorship of all who have
suffered atrocities.
Contact: mindcraft@fcmail.com
Date: Mon, Jun 21, 1999 at 15:39:38 (EDT)
Comments: Great webpage Ghostwolf!!!
I too, am a survivor of abuse of all kinds and am in tune with the spiritual
nature of being part Cherokee. A Cherokee medicine man gave me the name
SnoFeather about a decade ago and was a great friend of mine who gave
me strength when I began to retrieve memories of physical, sexual, psychological,
and ritual abuse. Although he has since passed away, I still carry the
gift of hope and strength which he taught me. Kudos to your page and
the gifts you give to those who happen to cross your path to survivorship.
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Visitor: Debbie
Reference: browsing
Location: NewYork
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: Masela@bolt.com
Date: Mon, Jun 21, 1999 at 14:03:42 (EDT)
Comments: I tried to email you but its
not working.Did your mom get custody of your brothers and sisters?Why
didnt your grandparents get custody of them?Do you keep intouch with
Peggy?How is she doing?Why didnt you ,Peggy and your bothers and sisters
run away from home?Did your mom get custody of your brothers,why? My
mom said that I might have been abused,but I only remember what she has
told me.There were two times when I was little,the first time I was 1
or 2 years old.When my mom picked me up from a babysitters house she
found bruises on my butt. The second time was when I spent the night
at my friends' house.Her brother and his friend told us to take our clothes
off.I dont know if anything happened.
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Visitor: Sandra
Reference: browsing through the computer
Location: Plano Texas born in houston and 16 years old
WebSite: cant give it out
Web Info: dont have one sorry
Contact: cant give it out
Date: Fri, Jun 18, 1999 at 17:40:07 (EDT)
Comments: Wonderful drawings you have
helped me survive my abuse thank you so much and may God bless you and
your family thank you
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Visitor: A girl in the middle
Reference: referred by search
Location: Spain
WebSite: don't have one
Web Info:
Contact: alix@jet.es
Date: Tuesday, Jun 15, 1999 at 11:20:53 (EDT)
Comments: Congratulations, you have been
to hell and back. I don't think it's very easy to hold on to a belief
when everything around you shatters, crushes your shell and leaves you
out in the cold. I certainly have nothing left to believe in but myself
and those who chose to walk my way. I think you have come to the same
realization. You have inmense strength and it has certainly helped me
fuel mine up.
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Visitor: red--
Reference: pure accident
Location: oregon
WebSite: none
Web Info: none
Contact: none
Date: Sat, Jun 12, 1999 at 21:58:06 (EDT)
Comments: Hi ghostwolf not sure if you
remember me but i will take the chance! hope all is well and i like your
site! tell everyone hi and i am doing ok :) red--
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Visitor: Kelly and Scott Huls
Reference: through the back door
Location: Astoria, OR
WebSite: we're Newbies, aaahhh!!!!
Web Info:
Contact: scott@pacifier.com
Date: Sat, Jun 12, 1999 at 03:32:00 (EDT)
Comments: We are interested in info.
on the Blackfoot and Cherokee, if you know any good sites. My husband
is registered Cherokee with a mix of German and Scottish, and I'm a mutt
with a little Blackfoot in my veins. Thank you for your homepage. It
is informative and thought provoking. Good luck in life to you and yours.
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Visitor: Shot Gun
Reference: Revolutionary Cafe
Location: Canada
WebSite: iNFOx Helter Skelter -- Magazine of the New Wave
Web Info: Pro-thought, freedom site dedicated to fighting apathy.
Contact: ixhs@sprint.ca
Date: Thurs, Jun 10, 1999 at 22:07:54 (EDT)
Comments: ... the man at the cafe was
right... this is one of the most moving, and beautifully made and kept
sites I have ever come across... I wish I had the intellect and experience
to convey, with my heart, all that I mean...
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Visitor: JD
Reference: Surfing for ritual abuse resources
Location: New York City
WebSite: -
Web Info: -
Contact: -
Date: Fri, Jun 04, 1999 at 13:51:47 (EDT)
Comments: Dear Ghostwolf: I have been
recovering memories of ritual abuse for the past three years. Recently
I've been feeling especially traumatized and afraid, as I've become aware
how rampant and pervasive this type of abuse, especially here in New
York. Occult shops here sell knives and human heads, and no one looks
twice. Public denial is so massive, sites like yours are instrumental
in educating the public on the horrors and danger of ignorance and denial.
To survive the horrors originally, and then to surmount the triggers
and programming and survive the memories is such an amazing feat, you
are an inspiration to my healing. I have a long road to ahead of me in
the healing process and often think suicide is an option, but your testament
assures me it is not the only option. I thank you again.
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Visitor: Stutley
Reference: So long ago now....
Location: CA
WebSite: Australians in America
Web Info: A resource for Australians living in America
Contact: sam@ozinamerica.com
Date: Wed, Jun 02, 1999 at 03:40:45 (EDT)
Comments: Great to see you again GhostWolf,
and thank you for your continued work on these pages. *hugs* to you and
Mou, Shane and Lisa :)
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Visitor: owl
Reference: been here quite a few times.....
Location: WA state
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact:
Date: Mon, May 31, 1999 at 05:36:22 (EDT)
Comments: hey there: just stopped by
to see if you had anything new..... hope all's well with you. blessed
be, owl
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Visitor: Rich Ghost Wolf
Reference: Yours is named like mine.
Location: Everywhen.
WebSite: Ghostwolf
Web Info: It just is.
Contact: gwolf@ghostwolf.com
Date: Sun, May 30, 1999 at 23:41:26 (EDT)
Comments: Hi. It's interesting, you...we
are similar. I've only encountered one other Ghostwolf in my life, and
he had the same things happen that you did...and I did. Something happened,
though. Maybe a reaction to it? I don't know... but it's a sensitivity,
an awareness, like being awake inside of awake. Perhaps it's the cosmic
balance swinging our way; no matter what pain we're given, pain does
not last, for nature and the cosmos abhor an imbalance. Perhaps those
of us abused and cast down are given gifts to comfort us; a deeper awareness,
a sharper sense of being...? These things given us to protect others,
of course, but it feels like far more than that...
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Visitor: Alison
Reference: had to do a report on child abuse
Location: california
WebSite: i don't have one
Web Info:
Contact: snookles_16@hotmail.com
Date: Wed, May 26, 1999 at 13:48:20 (EDT)
Comments: Thank you for the opportunity
to read your site, it touched me in ways you'll never know.
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Visitor: Carrie Johnson
Reference: I've known you for like forever :-)
Location: Soon to be Bellevue, NE (4 now, MPLS)
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: carriej64@hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, May 25, 1999 at 17:18:21 (EDT)
Comments: I just wanted to say hello
and recheck your site...see what you've been up to. It's been a long
time my friend. I hope you are well. Please say hello to Mou for me and
anyone else who might care :-). I think of you every once in awhile and
ask the universe to hold you in it's care. In that way, you continue
to touch my heart even when I haven't seen you recently. Many blessings
to you my friend!
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Visitor: Paula
Reference: From Tahoepru
Location: Michigan, USA
WebSite: Paula's Banner World
Web Info: Get your banner here, or post your banner here.
Contact: pdsf32@aol.com
Date: Sat, May 22, 1999 at 16:51:17 (EDT)
Comments:
You have such
a story to tell, it has nearly brought tears to my eyes. It has
taken me quite a few visits to get through your whole site, and
I still find things here that I missed the last visit. I hope that
through all of your pain and endurance you have suffered that the
site you have put together will help a great many people.
I have so much respect for you for publishing this site to the
web, in hopes that others will prevail. I can imagine it is also
still a way of getting through your past. I know several years
have past, but it must still have left a scar with you to live
with forever. I am glad that you have such wonderful people in
your life now. You most certainly deserve that. I also hope that
this site never causes you any further grief. Thank you for sharing
your life....I has definitely made an impact on me.
I pray for you all the best in your world for the rest of your
life, you are entitled to that.
Take care, and thanks for stopping by my site and for the comments
you have left. Visit again any time.
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Visitor: LON
Reference: NET SURFING
Location: ILLINOIS
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: SCRMNHAWK@AOL.COM
Date: Fri, May 21, 1999 at 03:10:55 (EDT)
Comments: WHEN I WAS ACHILD,I WOULD
WAKE UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND SEE A PACK OF WOLVES AT MY BEDROOM
ENTRANCE.I NEVER FELT AFRAID AS I KNEW THEY WERE THERE TO WATCH OVER
ME THEY WOULD LEAVE WHEN MY FATHERS ALARM RANG AND HE GOT UP.
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Visitor: Toni
Reference: Another lover of the Wolf
Location: Nevada
WebSite: Tahoe's Spirits
Web Info: My site is about wolves, their place on this earth,
and how I can help to preserve and protect them, along with my
own hands-on experiences. It's grown to more than that...
Contact: Tahoepru@aol.com
Date: Tuesday, May 18, 1999 at 03:27:24 (EDT)
Comments: Hi Wolfie...I just had to
stop in and tell you how great your pages are looking. Please stop by
my site and take a look. Your surprise is waiting there for you...Love~Toni
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Visitor: Skip (Eaglesnest)
Reference: a cyber friend
Location: Louisiana
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: cusco@bellsouth.net
Date: Sun, May 16, 1999 at 20:41:00 (EDT)
Comments: Reading your message raised
much hope. There are many who do not hear the voice of the one who have
been abused, especially of the Cherokee children. Though I am only part
Cherokee, I hear the voices of the weak ones crying out to the sky above
them for someone to at least hear them. Thank you for offering a beautiful
site that carries hope for those who feel they are forgotten. May the
Mother Earth be kind to your fields of beauty and hope.
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Visitor: Saundra
Reference: Surfing
Location: Ohio
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: Saundralf@aol.com
Date: Sat, May 15, 1999 at 00:02:07 (EDT)
Comments: I can relate to your shape
shifting poem....my last name means wolf in hungarian.....i hope you
are seeing the better sideof life since the time when the poem was conceived.
Middle age is tough, tough, tough, tough (rolling stones). Even for those
who are not victims of abuse, life is a grave challenge in middle age.
It gets better if only because we become inured and when amends have
been made for the mistakes of our youth be they what they may, one can
rest on ones laurels, so to speak....thank you for the wolf dream...sf
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Visitor: linda owens
Reference: I was looking up about the Melungeons
Location: Lexington, ky
WebSite: none
Web Info:
Contact: Linda_owens@asgitpa.com
Date: Fri, May 14, 1999 at 16:50:28 (EDT)
Comments: I found your site very imformative.
I have always been interested in American History. I think I may be a
Melungeon descendant. I am currently lookin into this.
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Visitor: linda owens
Reference: I was looking up about the Melungeons
Location: Lexington, ky
WebSite: none
Web Info:
Contact: Linda_owens@asgitpa.com
Date: Fri, May 14, 1999 at 16:49:28 (EDT)
Comments: I found your site very imformative.
I have always been interested in American History. I think I may be a
Melungeon descendant. I am currently lookin into this.
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Visitor: linda owens
Reference: I was looking up about the Melungeons
Location: Lexington, ky
WebSite: none
Web Info:
Contact: Linda_owens@asgitpa.com
Date: Fri, May 14, 1999 at 16:48:28 (EDT)
Comments: I found your site very imformative.
I have always been interested in American History. I think I may be a
Melungeon descendant. I am currently lookin into this.
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Visitor: Cheryl Blue
Reference: Friend
Location: Oklahoma
WebSite: none yet
Web Info:
Contact: BlueRez434@AOL.com
Date: Fri, May 14, 1999 at 16:27:10 (EDT)
Comments: Lost a good friend to this
same kind of thing. They left her alone for a few years, just long enough
for her to begin to feel she could live in peace. Her husband is a wonderful
man who will safegaurd her children for as long as there is breath in
him. I miss her so. Your site helped me to understand her terror and
why she chose to give up,So her children could be free.
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Visitor: Umm.... call me chicken
Reference: http://www.angelfire.com/ns/barbados7/world.html
Location: NY
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: hungry-cook@geocities.com
Date: Thurs, May 13, 1999 at 09:34:30 (EDT)
Comments: Above is url by which I found
your link.
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Visitor: Umm.. call me chicken
Reference: via male survivors links
Location: NY
WebSite: none
Web Info: none
Contact: hungry-cook@geocities.com
Date: Thurs, May 13, 1999 at 01:23:28 (EDT)
Comments: Very touching ... found your
site today; surviving such a horrific legacy of abuse I find virtually
impossible, but for your presence and web site here. I am overwhelmed
at merely considering the amount of courage, strength and brute (is there
a better word?) determination, against all the odds you've faced so alone,
you had to not only survive, but also to finally enjoy life. I have no
such agonizing history, just relatively minor abuse. But, I find, rather
surprisingly, some empathy in some of the mental and emotional processes
you've so eloquently put into words. I am still trying to sort out my
mental confusion - I've only just begun to peer into my own dark abyss
- but I thank you for sharing so much of your history publicly. I haven't
read your entire site yet, but I look forward to keeping up with it.
Wishing you much continued strength, courage, and affection.
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Visitor: Abby
Reference: Tahoepru
Location: Utah
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: Abby3000gt@aol.com
Date: Sun, May 09, 1999 at 00:48:40 (EDT)
Comments: Very interesting.
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Visitor: Shelayla
Reference: been here before
Location: Fargo, N.D. originally
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: Shelayla@webtv.net
Date: Sat, May 08, 1999 at 22:45:45 (EDT)
Comments: okay..I've already signed your
guestbook. I wish I had waited till I read your biography first. Now
I know what the people in my expressive writing class 9 years ago felt
when they said to me wow..did that REALLY happen?...and perhaps you feel
the same way and respond with a shrug..yeah, what's so hard to believe?
it was my life but now i know their amazement and disgust and sympathy.
It took me hours to read your biography. I'm not a slow reader in fact
I'm a life long bookworm. I had to keep stopping to cry , or leave the
page , or binge eat (coping skill). I wanted to stop reading, yet I couldn't
because I feel your story needed to be heard again and again. You need
to publish your story. You tell a story exceptionally well. (from one
former writer to another) If I ever see you in person (which I doubt)
I will bring you huge bunche of bananas with the bananas still in them
and grill you steaks and feed you till you burst. That poor little boy
you were...those pictures ofyou. I think of my daughter ..nearly 2 years
old and ..god.. I don't get it. How they could do this to us without
any care or feeling. I've gotten mad at her but I remove myself from
her or I distract us both. I DON'T GET IT AND I'M SO DAMN MAD AT THEM.
I'm crying now , i've been crying for hours. I sense that you are at
your place in healing that I am after long years of holding it in. You've
let it out as have I. Pedophiles say they love children, they lie..they
only love themselves. they are selfish evil people. I better stop i'm
taking up a whole page...whew...Peace Light Love Hope
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Visitor: Shelayla
Reference: you told me about it ..i think? :)
Location: Fargo north dakota mostly
WebSite: none
Web Info:
Contact: Shelayla@webtv.net
Date: Sat, May 08, 1999 at 19:33:58 (EDT)
Comments: I still have to look around
a bit more but I love the graphics :) I think what you are trying to
do for fellow survivors is great.
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Visitor: Quimera
Reference: previous
Location:
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact:
Date: Fri, May 07, 1999 at 20:43:25 (EDT)
Comments: Nice to see an old friend is
doing so well. God Bless. Quimera.
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Visitor: Christina
Reference: truthfully I don't know, I was just reading and there
you were!
Location: You know Oklahoma?Right?
WebSite: Christina's Castle
Web Info: I think you would like the memorial page I made for
my brother, but I have fairys,dragons, dedications, Robert Frost,
original poems of love I wrote, lots of things
Contact: caringheart2000@hotmail.com
Date: Thurs, May 06, 1999 at 23:31:14 (EDT)
Comments: You have no idea, how I cried,
when I read your story!! It absolutely broke my heart! But we do go on!
Who was it that said, that which does not kill us, makes us stronger
Well, YOU must have the strength of ten! Much love and peace to you in
your life!
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Visitor: Tania Diotalevi-Hodges
Reference: My guestbook
Location: Calgary, Alberta (Stampede City)
WebSite: Talisart Images
Web Info: Outstanding artwork by award-winning Metis illustrator
Contact: cthodges@home.com
Date: Wed, May 05, 1999 at 13:48:11 (EDT)
Comments: Wow! Beautiful site! Thanks
for linking to me...I finally updated my links page. All the best.
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Visitor: Jen
Reference: computer
Location: south US
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact:
Date: Tuesday, May 04, 1999 at 13:39:52 (EDT)
Comments: Hey. i like your poetry. l8r
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Visitor: Gaétan
Reference: alt.binaries.animated.gifs
Location: montréal Canada
WebSite: i don't have
Web Info:
Contact: Gaephil@sympatico.ca
Date: Sun, May 02, 1999 at 23:23:56 (EDT)
Comments: I would realy love to have
my name sign in animeted gif With pen or brush Thank you Gaétan
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Visitor: Jean
Reference: researching child abuse
Location: Florida
WebSite: none
Web Info:
Contact: dixiek@softhome.net
Date: Sat, May 01, 1999 at 14:31:50 (EDT)
Comments: Wow. While reseaching child
abuse, came across your site. I am a social worker and work with children
who have been mentally, physically, sexually and emotional abused. It
can be very depressing but when I read your history, it brought me hope.
I always wonder what happens to these children when they grow up. It's
good to know that there can be a light at the end of a very dark tunnel.
Just pray that more people will call the abuse hot line 1-800-96-ABUSE
when they suspect children are being harmed. You are to be congratulated
on your good work and hopefully will help other survivors of abuse.
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