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November - December 2000

 



Visitor: Angela Baker
Reference: looking through abuse survivors pages
Location: Kansas City Missouri
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: angmarie0027@hotmail.com
Date: Sun, Dec 31, 2000 at 03:20:16 (PST)
Comments: You are a source of inspiration for me!!! I suffered emotional abuse and neglect when I was a child (I am only 22 now) and that has caused me some emotional problems that I deal with every day. But I realize now I am a good person who can overcome whatever happened to me and make my life as good as I want it to be. It is so cool to see someone who overcame as well.

Visitor: Stanice Anderson
Reference: Excite Search Engine
Location: East Coast
WebSite: 12-Step Programs & Other Spiritual Resources
Web Info: Lists 70+ programs
Contact: stanice@stanice.com
Date: Wed, Dec 27, 2000 at 13:29:36 (PST)
Comments: I like your site and appreciate the information that you are making available.

Visitor: VANESSA BARCLAY
Reference: FLUKED IT
Location: AOTEAROA KNOWN 2 PAKEHA AS NEW ZEALAND
WebSite: NIL
Web Info: NIL
Contact: nu13vadar@hotmail.com
Date: Wed, Dec 27, 2000 at 05:04:04 (PST)
Comments: kai-ora my names vanessa i 2 am a native but of aotearoa {new zealand}im maori,funny how our races have things in common,my race 2 has been ripped off of our land, sea's,rivers,& culture,indiginious peoples unite,maybe united natives from all over can make a difference, I wish all ur peoples strength,& self belief 2 know they can do what ever they wish,u have such beautiful people, arohanui {lots a love} vanessa

Visitor: Karen
Reference: through a friend, and from yourself, Ghost
Location: midwest
WebSite: none
Web Info:
Contact: Kasoucie@aol.com
Date: Tuesday, Dec 26, 2000 at 09:35:44 (PST)
Comments: Ghost, I find myself continuing to go back to the various sites you've created. I find comfort in what I read. I find a sense of comoradary. I find a sense of self that I always felt never exsisted, really. I find a world where I belong, for once. I find reality, when I strive so desparatly so often, to live in my self-created world of un-reality, for survival, I suppose. I am thankful to have your websites to read. It helps me realize how much I need to face myself.. Thank you Ghost. Karen.

Visitor: Tracey
Reference: I was just searching
Location: North Pole, Alaska
WebSite: don't have one
Web Info:
Contact:
babytooth15@hotmail.com
Date: Sun, Dec 24, 2000 at 16:17:27 (PST)
Comments: I LOVE WOLVES WITH ALL MY HEART.. I WOULD ONE DAY LIKE TO MAYBE HAVE ONE OF MY OWN AND TO STUDY THEIR HABITS. I WOULD LOVE TO SEE ALL THE PICS THAT YOU HAVE OF WOLVES.. PLEASE WRITE ME BACK.

Visitor: Becky
Reference: i am a survivor....i found you :-)
Location: Farmington, Missouri
WebSite: none
Web Info:
Contact:
miri10@hotmail.com
Date: Wed, Dec 20, 2000 at 18:07:15 (PST)
Comments: As an abuse survivor, i just made it thru a series of grand-mal seizures.... the have reocured my whole life. The visions i see before going into the seizures are horrible, so horrible that i can't remember them afterwards....or if i'd even want to. I know in my heart that they are flashbacks. My abuse was sexual for the first 14 years of my life. I am 45 now and the seizures were worse than they've ever been. This time i am scared. It makes me realize how fragile life really is. Everyone is looking at me like they can't believe i'm still alive. I've had seizures since i was one. And i can remember my dad messing with me as far back as three. The medical world labels it Epilepsy.....but i know in my heart that it's a deep dark ugliness. An ugliness i run from when the de-ja vu hits...this time i got an ugly black left eye. It was swollen shut for two days. I still don't know what i hit it on. I think the brow bone is cracked cause the knot isn't going down. I have to wonder if seizures are a form of self abuse...the strange part to me is, i don't dwell on my past abuse. It's like sudden flashbacks of deja-ju that trigger them. it's a misery that no medications have controlled, ever, yet. I'm still praying for that medicine.

Visitor: Buffalo Woman
Reference: A friend
Location: Illinois
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: BuffaloWoman@aol.com
Date: Mon, Dec 18, 2000 at 06:26:40 (PST)
Comments: This site is remarkable, very educational, very enlightening.

Visitor: Keri Barnett
Reference: Friend
Location: Texas
WebSite: Sad Cake Secret's and Memoirs
Web Info: Personal poetry stemming from my incestuous childhood-PLUS!
Contact: kerbear@txucom.net
Date: Mon, Dec 18, 2000 at 05:33:15 (PST)
Comments: Mr. Davidson- Thank you for sharing! I too, have a site much like yours devoted to the awareness of this crime. Also like you I am Chotaw on my mothers side and Chipawa (I believe) on my fathers side. I had 2 abusers, astep-dad & step-granddad. I am 43 years and recovering from breast cancer. I had repressed memories for over 20 years. You will like my web site and be glad you visited. I too have wonderful poetry. Hope to see you soon! Thank you for your support- Keri aka-KerBear (I need to learn HTML) *SMILES*

Visitor: Etta Smith
Reference: web search
Location: denver, Co
WebSite: none
Web Info:
Contact:
esmith114@hotmail.com
Date: Sun, Dec 17, 2000 at 12:09:56 (PST)
Comments: This is a subject which has interested me for many years...

Visitor: David
Reference: surfing
Location: UK
WebSite: none
Web Info:
Contact:
david@howells.tc
Date: Fri, Dec 15, 2000 at 17:40:49 (PST)
Comments: I have read your story with both sadness and awe. Sadness at being confronted with such evil, and awe with the way YOU have been able to pull yourself away from such a dreadfull early life. During my childhood, I was NOT abused in any way, and it hurts SO MUCH to think that thousands of other children did not have the same upbringing, but were brought up in a hell on earth!!. If what you are doing can save one child from further abuse, then it will be so worthwhile. I salute you GostWolf...

Visitor: Diana
Reference: WebRing
Location: Southern USA
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: icelynn63@hotmail.com
Date: Wed, Dec 13, 2000 at 16:57:43 (PST)
Comments: Your courage is astonishing. I'm 47 yrs. old. My mom died 6 weeks ago, and I never had the courage to tell her what her nephew (much older) did to many of the little girls in the family. He got each one to submit by thinking they were protecting the younger girls. I only found out when I was 40 yrs. old, that the bastard was raping my older sister. She was protecting me :*( He died when I was 13. He was alone, insane, with his wife dead on the sofa for 10 days before they were discovered...a slow painful death with TB. I still dance on his grave. I can't even bare to think of living with that monster under the same roof *cries* *Gentle Hugs* GhostWolf your story has set me free...in many ways. Your Mou is pretty awesome too :-)

Visitor: Two -Feathers(Melanie Lynn Smith)
Reference: GREAT SPIRIT
Location: Danville,Va.none
WebSite: none
Web Info: alot like yours (smile)
Contact:
swampr@yahoo.com
Date: Sun, Dec 10, 2000 at 18:25:54 (PST)
Comments: A man called Grey-Cloud once told me,When the student is ready the teacher will come.I am ready.I was so excited and over-whelmed when I found your site, I literally started to cry.Please send e-mail,I'd like that.Now, Iam going to make like the Bear, and digest some long awaited knowledge! This is the best site I have ever found. Thank you!

Visitor: Two -Feathers(Melanie Lynn Smith)
Reference:
Location:
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact:
Date: Sun, Dec 10, 2000 at 18:06:29 (PST)
Comments:

Visitor: Karen
Reference: Through a friend of yours
Location: PA
WebSite: Karen's Corner
Web Info: A bit about me, friends and family.
Contact: a.karen@angelfire.com
Date: Tuesday, Dec 05, 2000 at 04:34:22 (PST)
Comments: What an awsome job you have done here. I enjoyed wandering through your site very much. Will be back often to visit.

Visitor: kimberly crouch
Reference: search engine
Location: AR
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: groupy5@aol.com
Date: Mon, Dec 04, 2000 at 13:48:16 (PST)
Comments: I am a adult survivor of child abuse thank you for the support

Visitor: Susann
Reference: kinda happened upon it
Location: Kentucky
WebSite: I dont have one :(
Web Info:
Contact:
hidden_angels@hotmail.com
Date: Sun, Dec 03, 2000 at 07:50:01 (PST)
Comments: Wolf..I really enjoyed your pages and praise your words. I would very much like for others to see what a wonderful site this is!

Visitor: Jackie
Reference: I got lost- and -was found here
Location: Kali4nia
WebSite: Innocence Wasted
Web Info: It's dedicated to educate and help those that are in abusive relationships or those who are walking the path to healing.
Contact:
innocence_wasted@hotmail.com
Date: Sun, Dec 03, 2000 at 06:33:37 (PST)
Comments: Hiy@z! I'm J@ckie! Nice to meetch@ =o) I lOve wh@t y@ h@ve dOne here, thnx§ yOu §O much for §h@ring yOur §tOry @nd wi§dOm, it dOe§ a wOrld Of gOOd!! *huggz* I'd like to invite yOu to InnOcence W@§ted.InnOcence W@§ted is my §ite @bout @bu§e Of @ll kindz.It h@s a gOOd number of @v@i@ble re§Ource§ Online a§ well @§ n@tiOn@lly.(plu§ @ few lOc@l)I'd like to extend my lOve @nd hOpe tO @ll Of yOu while inviting yOu tO cOme §ee me @t InnOcence. ~*~*T@ke c@re Of yOu @nd yOur§*~*~
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Visitor: Little Feather Woman
Reference: through webring
Location: Virginia
WebSite: none
Web Info:
Contact:
Gbeck325@aol.com
Date: Sun, Nov 26, 2000 at 15:40:02 (PST)
Comments: I wanted to thank you for sharing your soul, it helped me a great deal to know that the demons I posses inside ARE real. Thank you-Aho

Visitor: Emma Muldowney
Reference: Surfing the net
Location: Ireland
WebSite: have none
Web Info: -
Contact:
emmamuldowney@hotmail.com
Date: Wed, Nov 22, 2000 at 02:18:02 (PST)
Comments: I just love your site so much! It has really inspired me to think about who I am deep down. I just want to thank you for opening my eyes and showing what life is meant to be all about. I admire you guys so much. Pray for me.

Visitor: Marilyn Traver
Reference: The Family of God.net
Location: Metaline Falls, WA
WebSite: n/a
Web Info: n/a
Contact:
metraver@potc.net
Date: Sun, Nov 19, 2000 at 23:25:47 (PST)
Comments: I thoroughly enjoyed your website. Your art is great. Loved your photos. I too was a victim, but of spousal abuse for 28 years. I didn't leave but he did -- he passed away in 1987 -- and I have since been rebuilding my life as you have. It hasn't been easy, not until I realized I was no longer a victim and would never be again. God bless you. Marilyn Traver

Visitor: Catherine
Reference: Link
Location:
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact:
Date: Sun, Nov 19, 2000 at 07:51:17 (PST)
Comments: what guts it must take to have this web page. to say all that and not give a crap if it's believed or not. No one believes me. No one believes it was as bad as it was. I am always being called a liar. They know of the physical abuse..but anything worse that I say I get everyone has a rough childhood. you're exaggerating You give me hope. One day I'm gonna just say it. and I'll keep saying it. over and over. and it won't matter if they don't believe me.

Visitor: Lotusbud
Reference: Visiting another
Location: Canada
WebSite: Lotusbud's Spiritual Journey
Web Info: A journey of spiritual growth
Contact: lotusbud@coastnet.com
Date: Wed, Nov 15, 2000 at 20:05:04 (PST)
Comments: I was very moved by your story. Your courage and strength bring confirmation to those who visit just how strong the human spirit is. I am grateful for your words, for they bring the gift of hope to others. Thank you so much for standing up and speaking out. Gentle Hugs Lotusbud

Visitor: Koalaghost
Reference: surfing
Location: Australia
WebSite: Downunder Zone
Web Info: Australian themed family & animal friendly, caring.
Contact: koalaghost@yahoo.com
Date: Tuesday, Nov 14, 2000 at 04:11:35 (PST)
Comments: Your pages and your story touched my heart. Your art is expressive and very powerful. Talent and spirit abounds here. I hope to return often. Be well, Wolf.

Visitor: shawn
Reference: through a yahoo search
Location: ontario canada
WebSite: n/a
Web Info:
Contact: powerp1s@yahoo.com
Date: Mon, Nov 13, 2000 at 10:54:48 (PST)
Comments: impressive. about a week ago i stumbled upon kimmies site, www.listen.to/kimmie .and its astounding,the courage, the strength that the survivors have.i also am a survivor of multiple abuse,and i understand the pain some of these people have suffered, so to find a place such as this,where their stories may be told ,is a godsend. keep up the good work. ps/ i will keep checking back for updates.

Visitor: curlsred
Reference: surfin
Location: USA
WebSite: don't have one
Web Info:
Contact: curlsred@ivillage.com
Date: Sat, Nov 11, 2000 at 22:46:10 (PST)
Comments: Very poweerful site. I am not sure if you would remember me but I was red-- on IRC about 5 years ago. I like poping in here to see what is new or different or reading tid bits of your site.

Visitor: Carmen
Reference: Tucker
Location: Ohio
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: unanena98@yahoo.com
Date: Sat, Nov 11, 2000 at 17:56:58 (PST)
Comments: Im free!

Visitor: Gypsy
Reference: Long ago on a dark night.....
Location: Arkansas Mountains
WebSite: Mom's Secrets
Web Info: You know....
Contact: moms_secrets@yahoo.com
Date: Sat, Nov 11, 2000 at 12:44:30 (PST)
Comments: Ghost - been awhile. I went in and was FINALLY working on trying to get updated after months..To date I have had 3 back surgeries in 19 mos, and my next one will be scheduled next week. Many things have happen, some good, some bad. Will work my hardest to get my page caught up for you! Hugs! Gypsy

Visitor: sheryl hare
Reference: i was guided-
Location: troy-new york
WebSite: mhare@nycap.rr.com
Web Info: don't have any
Contact: mhare@nycap.rr.com
Date: Fri, Nov 10, 2000 at 20:33:28 (PST)
Comments: hi- i was alone,again in the dark-i hide-even daily-i wait and know tomorrow will be painful,sad.my memories are real .i still no one..i'm going to visit your site more often.i'm 43 . thank-you for shareing .tell no one i complained of my childhood,my mother will take away my computer. sheryl hare @mharenycap.rrcom my mother is marcella the service is in her name thank-u

Visitor: Corhiem
Reference: refered by a dear friend
Location: I'm from michigan, but we could be from anywhere
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: hopelesss@aol.com
Date: Fri, Nov 10, 2000 at 15:38:10 (PST)
Comments: We all need any support we can get! Thanx for the help!

Visitor: WolffMaster
Reference: Browsing
Location: Colorado
WebSite: not up yet
Web Info:
Contact:
mountain_wolff@yahoo.com
Date: Thurs, Nov 09, 2000 at 08:05:50 (PST)
Comments: It's amazing to meet one like myself. You are indeed talented & offer much healing to others in need. I find your work most therapudic. I have a chat of my own that sponsors others to help each other in need. As I'm sure you know......public chats do bring in others that like to destroy a good atmosphere, Again my appreciation to see someone like myself on the same mission. Helping others in need is so important in a world thats seems to forget the cries of those that hurt within. Your poetry is outstanding! I enjoyed it. Thank you for sharing your heart with others.. When my site is up ( on Nov 30th ) I will link your site...... I feel many would prosper within, knowing your sharing apart of your world within. I also believe your words will bring much comfort to those that need an understanding survivor. Thank you again for sharing ~Wolff Master ~

Visitor: Kanga
Reference: Surfing poetry sites
Location: MI
WebSite: nada
Web Info:
Contact:
kangadng@aol.com
Date: Wed, Nov 08, 2000 at 21:36:00 (PST)
Comments: Thank you.

Visitor: Creed
Reference: A friend sent me the link
Location: KS
WebSite: Untitled
Web Info: I know little about making a sight i just wrote what i feel
Contact:
Creed5961@aol.com
Date: Wed, Nov 08, 2000 at 18:38:53 (PST)
Comments: i love what u are doing and i write much poetry for i learned young that in poems i could speak my heart and not be found out, i've sent u one in e-mail do with it what u like. Don't stop, never say die, never surrender, never quit. . .

Visitor: Holly L. Blair
Reference: surfing
Location: Va. Beach, Va.
WebSite: midnitestar
Web Info: surfing
Contact: midnitestar@alltel.net
Date: Mon, Nov 06, 2000 at 18:30:30 (PST)
Comments: need help he saids he will kill me if i do not leave holly

Visitor: Claudia Payer
Reference: just searching the web
Location: i´am from west-germany
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: Wolfsbraut1965@aol.com
Date: Sun, Nov 05, 2000 at 15:57:18 (PST)
Comments: I love your site! it´s beautiful. My fiancè is in a motorcycle-club called MC-Lobo-1973. so we are very interested to find everything about the wulf and his life. if you are interested take a look at our site under www.lobo-mc.de we are living near Trier at the Mosel(River) it´s a great area if you like wine! well i send you greetings from germany claudia

Visitor: The girl with the hair
Reference: Through the help of friends
Location: Toronto
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact:
Date: Fri, Nov 03, 2000 at 17:45:06 (PST)
Comments:

Visitor: dan
Reference: stumbled in
Location: a kind giving mother
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact:
Date: Thurs, Nov 02, 2000 at 14:00:02 (PST)
Comments: im sorry you went through that.thanks for sharing your ordeal
 

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