Visitor: Walter Gamboa Sandoval; Psic.
Reference: Searching for sexual absed child to help
Location: Monterrey, N.L. Mx.
WebSite: Don't have.
Date: Fri, Oct 30, 1998 at 07:41:16 (PST)
|Comments: I'm sure your history and experiencies wil help many people and prevent kids from sexual abuse.
Reference: looking up information on mental health/abuse
Location: Washington State
Date: Thurs, Oct 29, 1998 at 12:19:32 (PST)
|Comments: I think this sight is great. I've been wokring on a reasearch project on multiple personality dissorder. I found that many people don't know of dissorders and abuses' there are and i think this sight is a great way of helping people learn what is going on with them. It also lets them know that there is nothing wrong with them and that they aren't the only one's going through it. I found also that there are many people that are embarassed or don't what people to know and i think some of that is because of the lack of information on the subject for the public. People with dissorders or who have been abused in some way are not always accepted in society. I feel that these web pages are helping people learn and accept a person wheather they have a dissorder or not. Many people I have talked to don't understand that this is real and that people suffer drasticly from it. I myslef have never experienced anything like this but i have met a few people who have. I never totally understand their pain but seeing what i saw, talking to them, and reading web pages like this one i have a totally different and more positive perspective on the whole subject. Thank you.
Reference: just bubmled along here
Location: Worcester, England
WebSite: havent got one yet
Contact: email@example.com/ firstname.lastname@example.orgemail@example.com
Date: Thurs, Oct 29, 1998 at 08:40:21 (PST)
|Comments: Well, ghostwolf, this was a really exe;ent site. I saw a picture of you taken by cynderlla on geodes memorial page on asarin site.
I havent spoken with you yet in the NG i dont think, but you sound like a really caring person, a really warm man.
Reference: from a post to aar
WebSite: I don't have a personal page yet.
Date: Tuesday, Oct 27, 1998 at 12:48:49 (PST)
|Comments: nice page! I'll come back when I have time to poke about a bit.
Visitor: David Darr
Reference: You are on a list of Technical Writers a person at work passed it on to me
Location: In the begining Colorado Now Antelope Valley California
Date: Tuesday, Oct 27, 1998 at 07:49:01 (PST)
|Comments: Excellent - - excellent web sit thank you
Visitor: Mistie Jenkins
Reference: searching for survivors
Location: Fort Worth, TX
Date: Sat, Oct 24, 1998 at 21:04:25 (PDT)
|Comments: I have just spent the last few hours reading your story, and my heart is heavy and sad for the torture and humiliation you endured. You are indeed, a real hero. I am a survivor of mental conditioning (not ritualistic), daily physical abuse, and inscest. I do not claim to understand your pain or trauma because it is far greater than mine, however in a small way, I feel I do understand. I want to commend you for having the courage to come out with your story. In my personal experience, I still fear writing about it or saying too much of it. I have had counseling for a little over a year, and was able to speak of it--though it was hard and emotional. The question that lingers in my mind is: How were you able to forgive your own mother for letting this go on and on? I do not believe my mother will ever have my forgiveness--or my love--or understanding. You are indeed an incredible survivor. Thank you for sharing your wounds and triumph. Hugs.
Visitor: Fran Valenta
Reference: from Mom's Secrets
WebSite: FranApple Foundation for abused children
Web Info: I am starting a foundation for abused children and their families
Date: Sat, Oct 24, 1998 at 19:27:35 (PDT)
|Comments: I visited your site a log time ago and I was glad that Gypsy reminded me of you. I have never forgotten your words or your great way of dealing with the pain. Visit my Site I believe you will appreciate what I am doing. My husband just got downsized out of his very good PECO energy job and he has to start a new career. I am part Cherokee and Sharon Mabe has an online catalog for Indian needs. She is making me a Dreamcatcher. I have had a lot of stess and I don't sleep well. Thank you for being there you sure made Gypsy feel better.
Visitor: angela long
Reference: searching trough alcohol anonymous stuff
Location: sandusky , ohio ight now
Date: Fri, Oct 23, 1998 at 18:59:46 (PDT)
|Comments: your story is painful, but i thank you for sharing it. it is
a comfort to know that recovery is an option. i too am an
incest survivor, although not as severely as your own
experiences. i am dumbfounded and can think of nothing more
to say right now, but again i thank you! god bless you and
Reference: you signed my book
WebSite: Mom's Secrets
Web Info: A place for sharing, learning and thoughts.
Date: Thurs, Oct 22, 1998 at 21:20:52 (PDT)
|Comments: Ghost Wolf,
I have no words. My heart cries for you, and my heart soars that you are learning to be free.
Please, visit me again.
You are in my prayers, and they will be heard.
Visitor: michael p. friedel
Reference: link from a page
Location: glen burnie, MD
WebSite: wolf pages - your link will be posted this weekend
Date: Thurs, Oct 22, 1998 at 17:28:29 (PDT)
|Comments: i liked your page the first time i loged on to it
great work.(lost child story will be up this weekend)
any other story like this please e:mail them to me.
thank you my friend
(p.s.) if you have a sound card add some music to your pages
if you need midi files let me know
glen burnie, MD
Visitor: Cory Heidtman
Reference: browsing for survivor's of cults
WebSite: don't have one
Web Info: I don't have one
Date: Thurs, Oct 22, 1998 at 16:28:36 (PDT)
|Comments: I have been reading your stories. I feel so bad that all that bad stuff happened to you, and your sister and brother. It must of been horrifing for you. and Very painful, If you would like to e-mail me I would like that, I am a survivor also, and working through therphy,
Visitor: Ginger Holliday
Reference: Via a link
Location: N. Florida by birth - N. Idaho by choice
WebSite: Home for the Hollidays
Web Info: WolfCam, True Stories, 1000s of links
Date: Wed, Oct 21, 1998 at 13:13:18 (PDT)
|Comments: While I'm sickened by what you've written in your pages, GhostWolf, I'm also heartened to know that the effects of horrific abuse CAN be overcome. I hope through your honesty you'll be able to help others who may not be as strong. Thanks for inviting me to visit. I leave a bit more aware. A bit more knowledgable.
Reference: By browsing the
Date: Tuesday, Oct 20, 1998 at 11:40:53 (PDT)
|Comments: Hello, I was just looking on the net to see about bi-polar, as I havejust been diagnosed as having this illness in the last 2 months. Ghost Wolf sounded like a Native Name so I decided to check you out as I am Native as well. I am very computer illiterate so I will never figure out how I got here but you can reach me at firstname.lastname@example.org. Hope to hear from you.
Visitor: Jessica Chubb
Reference: History Research
Location: Ashtabula, Ohio
Date: Tuesday, Oct 20, 1998 at 05:46:01 (PDT)
|Comments: I, too, am an abuse survivor. I know very well the pain and frustration that comes with this label. In my seventeen years of life, I have been tossed around between five foster homes and the receiving home. Please believe me when I tell you that I feel the pain you and your people have felt. I understand the ache that results from feeling unwanted and unloved all of your life. I have also found my release through writing poetry and songs.Don't ever give up on your dreams!
Reference: Surfing The Web To Learn More
Location: Washington DC
Date: Mon, Oct 19, 1998 at 12:06:09 (PDT)
This is the fourth time in as many months that i have visited your site, which is one of the most informative places that i have been. My God, i'm sorry, but this is very disturbing. i can only take small doses each time.
i admire your bravery and honesty.
Reference: researching/browsing for teen topics for educational purposes
Location: Pennsylvania, USA
Date: Mon, Oct 19, 1998 at 09:58:35 (PDT)
|Comments: I've never browsed a site as thoroughly as yours, nor have I ever signed a guestbook...Your story touched me deeply and I felt compelled to acknowledge your incredible strength, humanity and spirit despite the horror of your experiences...I found myself rushing through your biography to learn of your rescue...I'd love to hear how you're doing now...Que Dios te acompañe...Maritza
Visitor: Kimberly Dacke
Reference: Dogpile Search
Location: Houston, TX
Date: Mon, Oct 19, 1998 at 07:07:47 (PDT)
|Comments: I was very interested in your website. I am also a survivor of sexual abuse. It has caused alot of problems for me, in the past and present as well, my father is Potawatami and Cherokee-my mom had a little Cherokee and mostly English. I was suprised how much we have in common.
Visitor: Blair Whitechurch
Reference: Researching school Assignment
Date: Sun, Oct 18, 1998 at 00:07:12 (PDT)
|Comments: Well at first I quite literally couldn't believe that another human being could inflict so much mental and physical pain on another. Before I knew it I was crying uncontrolably... My heart goes out that family and any other families who are subjected to such abuse...
Visitor: Holli Kelley
Reference: Through the RA site
Location: Harper, Kansas
Date: Wed, Oct 14, 1998 at 07:43:34 (PDT)
|Comments: I came into this site to learn about satanic rituals. I have read many books about people involed in rituals. Your biography has to be the most detailed and most cruel. I feel for you in every way possible. I don't know what I would do if I was in your position. I hope you can go on to live a normal life. I hope these people that did this to you face the death penalty and rot on hell.
Visitor: Holli Kelley
Date: Wed, Oct 14, 1998 at 07:37:01 (PDT)
Visitor: valerie lively
Reference: I just looked around
Web Info: It's my address
Date: Tuesday, Oct 13, 1998 at 16:06:13 (PDT)
Visitor: Afraid to tell
Reference: by searching
Location: Dallas, Tx area
Date: Sun, Oct 11, 1998 at 22:31:21 (PDT)
|Comments: Hello, I'm 36, always had
these uncomfortable half dreamlike memories from the age of 3-5 or six,
being led to outside, night, circle of people, some women, saw a shoe
and hose, dark robes, white rock in center. Real memory of being in bed
with grandmother, sick to stomach, cant' wake her, try and try. Vomit
on bed, fall asleep. Grand mother freaks about what I throw up, saves
it, shows to my parents, they ask if maybe I doo-dooed. It's black and
tarry with grayish fibery stuff in it. Family accusses me of false memory
syndrome. Several known generations of sexual abuse on both side of family.
Grand father I know is perpetuator. Many nightmares of dead babies, drowning
tan dog, trying to save babies, mauloleums, embalmed bodies, cut up bodies.
Themes of wood and water. Gfather was Church of Christ. Later found out
that pastors son, also pastor at same church, thought that Satan was keeping
his wife from having his child, this child would be son of God. Wife left
pastor and told my mother story several years ago. question, if the church
was involved, is there some place where persons report this stuff to see
if others have similar stories. I know the name of the church, but don't
know if CHurch was a cover for ritual practices, or just a coincidence
and my gfather, and several others from the town took part in this, I
feel strongly that a funeral home director was in on it from my dreams.
Abuse from him stopped when my grandmother died at age 8, he was put in
nursing home. we moved at age 6 to town farther away so I feel that he
didn't have access to me past 5 or 6. How do I find if church had a history
of problems?? Thank you for all your sharing, caring.
Visitor: Lisa B. Bobo
Reference: Web Browing Ritual Abuse Sites
Location: Amherst, Ohio (near Cleveland)
Date: Fri, Oct 09, 1998 at 09:44:58 (PDT)
|Comments: Thank you for such a wonderful and inspiring web site, particularly in consideration of the WHY. You have truly chosen God's way of dealing with pain and you are an encouragement to me. My 11 year old daughter has been in her father's custody for 4 years and shows many signs of abuse and neglect. I wish I could make connections with someone who could help me with the ritual abuse aspect in particular. Trusting her care with God has been so difficult and my hope is that she has the strength to overcome, as you have.
Thank you again! Lisa Bobo
Reference: Abuse yellow pages
Location: Manhattan, New York
Date: Thurs, Oct 08, 1998 at 21:41:23 (PDT)
|Comments: I am a clinical social worker and hear stories like this just makes me feel even better about what i do. I see cases like this numerous times a day, and I always wonder what really happens to these kids after they grow up. Now i see a case, and i almost brought me to tears. God and I are with you. God bless your power.
Visitor: Christina Shuy (aka Caitlin/C-Peoples)
Reference: *grin* Wolfie, you gave me the addy!
Location: madison, Wisconsin - Los Angeles, CA...
WebSite: Ummm... none yet.
Date: Thurs, Oct 08, 1998 at 17:55:42 (PDT)
|Comments: I liked the site a lot. I'm glad you have it up. I'm not sure there is still the text-only bit... I'm at school on Netscape. ANyway... keep safe@!
Visitor: Mary Jane Kendall
Reference: just browsing
Location: Granbury, Texas
Web Info: na
Date: Wed, Oct 07, 1998 at 16:04:04 (PDT)
I, too am an abuse survivor. I lived in an abusive marriage for 12yrs. Unfortunately it took getting shot and many weeks in the hospital for me to escape.I am better,healing slowly, but alive. Thank you for this site. Although I haven,t visited it all yet, I'm sure it will aid in my recovery.
Date: Wed, Oct 07, 1998 at 09:27:13 (PDT)
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It is only
a tiny rose bud a flower of Gods design;
But I Cannot
unfold the petals with these clumsy hands of mine.
of un folding flowers is not known to such as I.
God opens so sweetly in my hands would fade and die.
If I cannot
unfold a rosebud
of God's design, Then how can I thin I have wisdom
to unfold this
life of mine?
So I'll trust
in Him For His Leading each moment of every day,
and I'll look
to him for His guidance
each step of
the pilgrim way.
For the pathway
that lies before My Heavenly Father knows
Him to unfold the moments just as he unfold the rose
Click Here For
Gift Of Love
Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world
give I unto
you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.
THE IMAGE AND
Visitor: courtney cole
Reference: earthlink, abuse incest support
Location: fresno, ca
Date: Tuesday, Oct 06, 1998 at 12:30:32 (PDT)
|Comments: I checked out yor web site for a soc. class, but was completley awed by your beautiful spirit and couragous heart.Your poetry is beyond what most souls could ever imagine reaching, you are truly a magical spirit for your ability to come out of the past with the courage to heal as well as the want to help others.You are a truly life affirming entitey who helps me know beautiful souls do exist.Thank you , and bless your sweet spirit!
Visitor: chalain macalynn
Reference: from another site
Location: my mom
WebSite: there is a path
Web Info: survival of 2 sons rape by minister
Date: Mon, Oct 05, 1998 at 16:12:21 (PDT)
|Comments: if my earthly blood line is sioux is that ok? hope so!
thank you for telling like it is. i like your other pages to. I am glad that you have the courage to tell your
story and stand up for what you believe in. God bless you and all that you do.
Visitor: Dragon Wolf
Reference: viewing another guestbook
Location: Phoenix, AZ
WebSite: Silver and Dragon Wolf's Den
Web Info: Wiccan/Pagan based site.
Date: Sun, Oct 04, 1998 at 18:48:21 (PDT)
|Comments: I thank you for visiting my site. I had to visit yours and I am glad I did. Your site is wonderful! I have it bookmarked and I will be back to visit.
Bright Blessings To You And Yours,
Dragon Wolf ^..^
Date: Sat, Oct 03, 1998 at 21:11:11 (PDT)
|Comments: It has been a long time. I hope your family and you are fine. And your writings are no longer giving you trouble. *Joy
Visitor: Becca James
WebSite: BELIEVER IN JESUS CHRIST !
Date: Sat, Oct 03, 1998 at 15:46:21 (PDT)
|Comments: Dear GhostWolf,
I am a survivor of a trans-generational family cult also, I
can relate to your story very well. I was taught many of
the same things you were, and I feel many of the same
feelings that you did, and probably still do. I am currently seeking confirmation, and so is my Mother, she is
the first to leave the family cult, and she has MPD as a
result, and it almost destroyed my family. Now I have Jesus
because I know he is the truth, and the life, and he has
all the power....So thanx for your web site, it will
reach alot of people....God Bless You !!!!
Visitor: Aaron Lau
Reference: Child Abuse Yellow Pages
WebSite: Kiosk to Aaron's MEGA Site and its affiliates
Web Info: Emotional stories and poems on Aaron's MEGA Site, and much more in other affiliate sites.
Date: Wed, Sep 30, 1998 at 13:24:21 (PDT)
|Comments: Scary, isn't it, of how many people are sexually abused. The bad news is many of us will never recover from the experience.
Reference: Searching for survivor poetry
WebSite: None Yet
Date: Wed, Sep 30, 1998 at 09:55:16 (PDT)
|Comments: Very nice site. I am trying to get mine put together.
Keep up the good work! God Bless and heal you.
Visitor: smiling wolf
Reference: by search engine
WebSite: my homepage
Web Info: poems and fantasy
Date: Sun, Sep 27, 1998 at 18:45:36 (PDT)
|Comments: dear ghostwolf... I love your page.. and thank you for sharing your thoughts with us about your life... may the great spirit protect you and keep you safe!!! keep smiling... smiling wolf
Location: St. Louis, Mo.
WebSite: The Open Circle
Date: Fri, Sep 25, 1998 at 07:57:42 (PDT)
|Comments: Hello Wolfie,|
My, but it's been a long time! Thought I'd gallop by your site and drop off a few bazillion ~moose hugs~ for you. I still don't have that catfish...how about you?
Hope Life is treating you well my Friend, you deserve the very best!
Jese...who is *now* a GrandmamaMoose :-)
Visitor: shaz webster
Reference: self harm as a search word
Location: liverpool, uk
Date: Tuesday, Sep 22, 1998 at 15:02:11 (PDT)
|Comments: i am sorry i have no comments so far as i have oly just opened your page!!!
I do love wolves though :o)
WebSite: robbies survivor pages
Web Info: well its mostly about me and how i can help others like me
Date: Mon, Sep 21, 1998 at 09:42:00 (PDT)
|Comments: hi my name is robbie i was surfin the net to just see how many of us there are.but seems there is not many my age that feels like i do or can express themselves my way.like somehow or someway i just had to make a page not only for others but for myself as well.well your page is great and i really like the dragon pictures thanks for helpin so many .......robbie
Visitor: Terrie-Ann Nielsen
Reference: I am doing a term paper for my law class and. doing the subject on wife battery.
Date: Fri, Sep 18, 1998 at 11:27:55 (PDT)
|Comments: This is an awsome page and i hope you have lots of good luck helping battered women,children and every body else.
Visitor: Jodie Smith
Web Info: none
Date: Tuesday, Sep 15, 1998 at 14:06:17 (PDT)
Visitor: Jodie Smith
Date: Tuesday, Sep 15, 1998 at 14:06:09 (PDT)
Reference: Word of Mouth Families on the Web
WebSite: Rose's Homepage
Web Info: About my family
Date: Sun, Sep 13, 1998 at 19:40:37 (PDT)
|Comments: Hi Robert,
You site is beautiful and there is so much to see. Welcome to Families on the Web. I know you will enjoy being part of our family. The people are great and very understanding.
I will continue to check out other parts of your site. They sound very interesting. My children are part Indian and I try to let them know about it has they grow up. I am not sure what tribe they are. There Grandfather and Grandmother are both died and their father doesn't remember the name. Hope you will visit me soon.
Reference: butterfly site
Location: high desert, cal
Date: Sun, Sep 13, 1998 at 17:05:30 (PDT)
|Comments: It was very interesting to read.helpful to not feel i'm the only one. thanks.
Visitor: Darwin DeClay
Reference: Researching on a paper titled The challenges Native American Youth.
Location: Whiteriver, Az White Mountain Apache
Web Info: n/a
Date: Fri, Sep 11, 1998 at 11:01:57 (PDT)
|Comments: I do have a question. I would like to get more information on this certian subject. Anything to do Spiritual genocide, because that is my whole purpose of the paper. I want to portray what modern society has on our youth. Would you be willing to give some information on the subject for educational purposes? This would help me out a lot because when you look at it, most libraries do not have any info. on certain subjects. I enjoyed your reading your thooughts on this issue! Personaly, I wish their was more of people out there. Maybe there is, but I just need to find the way to them
Visitor: John Keylock
Location: Wales, UK
WebSite: Survivors R Us
Web Info: It is for people who cannot remember... like I cannot remember, but nonetheless know
Contact: email@example.com & firstname.lastname@example.org
Date: Wed, Sep 09, 1998 at 23:49:02 (PDT)
|Comments: I carefully read all your pages. There are not enough tears for you, for your siblings, for the others out there. I cannot remember, but I know. I know it was there in my past.
I rejoice that you were able to survive, that you had the courage to tell your story.
I will always be in your debt.
Visitor: White Horse
Reference: Linkde from Spirit of the wolf forever
Location: Northern California
WebSite: White Horse Domain
Web Info: Personal- Endangered Species-Earth Circle - Peace Trail web site competition
Date: Tuesday, Sep 08, 1998 at 19:03:42 (PDT)
What a GREAT web-site!
Just surfed in & like what I see. Would like to invite you to enter my web-site competition. A FUN way to promote your web-site & help provide a family friendly
surfing network for others. Interested? Accepting sign-ups now for Sep & Oct Contests.
Check it out.
Reference: i did a search for child abuse adn stubbled upon your site through another guestbook
WebSite: Families on the Web
Web Info: Motto: There is no excuse for child abuse
Date: Mon, Sep 07, 1998 at 15:43:54 (PDT)
|Comments: Hi. I got to yoru page through link in another guestbook after I did a search on child abuse. I really like your site. My heart goes out to all the abused children. They are all unfortunate victums of this terrible crime against our children. Check out my site and join us in helping spread the awareness of child abuse. Abuse must stop.
Reference: Looking for info on Pedophiles
Date: Sun, Sep 06, 1998 at 16:10:16 (PDT)
|Comments: I am an incest survivor also. Your story touched me deeply. Thank you
Visitor: Gregory Shawn Qualls
Reference: refered by native american chat friend
Location: Oklahoma originaly/Dallas now
WebSite: Wolfeyes61 @aol,com
Date: Sat, Sep 05, 1998 at 15:12:06 (PDT)
|Comments: love all that I have seen,, happy to support all that I can,,
just let me know what you need to help,, if I can it will be done
walk in peace
Location: Bakersfield, CA
WebSite: SIOUX CITY RANCH
Web Info: Native american, and just about anything else you can name!
Date: Tuesday, Sep 01, 1998 at 17:53:00 (PDT)
|Comments: I really love your site. I was wondering about your bio you didn't finish it! What happend next??? Obviously you overcame your childhood pain and suffering and you are to be commended.
I enjoyed my visit!
When you find the time
Our door's always Open!
See you soon!
Beauty without vanity, a willing servant
yet no slave to man. ----The Proud Arabian Horse
Visitor: Rod Lindsay
Reference: Search engine looking for symptoms of pedophilia
Location: New York, upstate
Date: Tuesday, Sep 01, 1998 at 17:46:24 (PDT)
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