Visitor: SleepyHead
Reference: from a LOTH sister whose anniversary is tomorrow
Location: Louisiana
WebSite: In Memory of Robby
Web Info: a memorial in honour of my beloved infant
Contact: rened5@yahoo.com
Date: Sat, Oct 30, 1999 at 13:24:45 (EDT)
Comments: GhostWolf--I have been sitting
here for hours, battling fatigue, tears, and CompuServe, reading your horror
story. No, I did not read it for kicks--I wanna go puke, and then I wanna
beat the living hell out of all the people who ever hurt you or any other
of God's children. There are no words I can offer to ease your pain, or
the aches of other abused children out there. I, too, was abused, and it
was incestual in nature. But I never went through the hell you have lived
through. I gotta tell you, tho, that Satan still lives in the eyes of both
your mother and Rachel. I pray that as Peggy lives in whatever world she
now inhabits that her only experiences are happy cheerful ones. I want to
rage to God, and ask Him how in the name of all that is holy could He have
allowed you babies to be put through the fires of hell you went through.
I know He loves us, and doesn't will for us to live in these pits, but I
still sometimes wonder why. Then, I see that there are others out there
who need to hear your story, that need to feel your pain, and know that
they are not aberrations, and they are entitled to their hate, their feelings.
GhostWolf, be a ghost no longer, but be the Heart of the Wolf--forever you
will be to me, not GhostWolf, but WolfHeart---he who possesses the heart
of the wolf and nurtures his children...
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Visitor: Dove
Reference: AAR
Location:
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact:
Date: Thurs, Oct 28, 1999 at 02:32:44 (EDT)
Comments: I found your site very informative
and down to earth, and it brought back many sad memories. Memories that
nobody should ever have. I'm new to recovery, having failed at pushing the
past away, am now trying to confront it. I wish you peace and thank you
for creating these pages. Leslie
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Visitor: Kenya M. Tate
Reference: Using a searh engine
Location: South Carolina
WebSite: None
Web Info:
Contact: Kenya.Tate@adidasus.com
Date: Wed, Oct 27, 1999 at 11:04:23 (EDT)
Comments: I am very happy that you have
decided not to continue the cycle of abuse. I will pray for you in your
continuing recovery and I hope that your web site helps someone that may
be in the situation you described so vividly in your biography. Forgiveness
is an ongoing and everyday process.
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Visitor: Dan
Reference: A.A.R
Location: Michigan
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: bigmagic@modempool.com
Date: Mon, Oct 25, 1999 at 21:53:59 (EDT)
Comments: After I looked at your pictures
my head was flooded with memories of my own childhood. The one that bothers
me the most is the one where you mother is looking out the window to make
sure you don't do anything wrong. I'm sure that if you looked at her she
would have given you that,thats right I'm watching you so you better not
fuck up look. I remember that feeling of being watched so carefully. I am
really having difficulty writing this right now. I have been in recovery
for nine years now and sometimes I actually feel like I am making progress,
but when I see pictures like that everything comes back to me so quickly.
It is a constant reminder that I may never be a totally whole person. Don't
get me wrong I have done a lot of work toward my recovery. It's just that,
well you know, how it all seems to get back to you at one time or another.
I am new to the AAR group and I have been reading some of your responses
to postings. I see you have a gift for profound insight. I will look forward
to reading more of your postings. I really like this website you have created.
You've done a great job putting it together. Keep up the good work. Well
I would love to stay and write some more more however, I don't want this
to turn into a novel nor do I want to bore you to death. Take care of yourself,
and I hope peace finds your heart. Dan
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Visitor: Mickey Johnson
Reference: Yahoo.com Search engine
Location: Brewton Alabama
WebSite: MICKEY JOHNSON's POETRY PAGE
Web Info: Original poetry with a message of hope for humankind's future from he who dwells in the endless abyss of dreams called eternity. -Mickey Johnson
Contact: mickeylearn@yahoo.com
Date: Mon, Oct 25, 1999 at 13:57:54 (EDT)
Comments: I really love and identify with
your poem America. I could not continue to read more of your poetry before
I complemented you on this one. I am going to be adding a links page to
my site in a matter of days, a page dedicated to poets who I consider special,
so I wanted to see if you would mind if I included a link to your wonderful
poetry.
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Visitor: ~Tasha~
Reference: been here before.
Location: usa
WebSite: Tasha's Spot
Web Info:
Contact:
Date: Sun, Oct 24, 1999 at 23:10:27 (EDT)
Comments: do you write poetry? come post
it here!!
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Visitor: Cheri Contreras
Reference: Wolf Art
Location: Washington
WebSite: Threads of Light
Web Info:
Contact: netfisher@nwi.net
Date: Fri, Oct 22, 1999 at 13:14:40 (EDT)
Comments: I have some Cherokee Indian in
me and I'm always wanting to learn more about indians and the cultures.
I have always wanted to know about Ghost Wolf.
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Visitor: Kaye
Reference: From another guestbook
Location: Oregon Coast USA
WebSite: Kaye's Homepage
Web Info: A place where people can meet me and my family and kinda see where and what kind of people we are.
Contact: okay60@hotmail.com
Date: Wed, Oct 20, 1999 at 10:54:03 (EDT)
Comments:
Hi, I dropped by after visiting
Charlotte's Web...because she had visited me...and read what you had wrote
in her book and thought he sounds like a peaceful nice person lets go
there :-) so here I am...I enjoyed meeting you and your wife and family
on your pages...feel free to stop by mine.
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Visitor: Charlotte
Reference: Looking for Native American Sites
Location: Tennessee
WebSite: Charlotte' Web
Web Info: It's in the work,in time you will find many pages on difference subjests.
Contact: cswaw@hotmail.com
Date: Tuesday, Oct 19, 1999 at 17:14:27 (EDT)
Comments: You have made a great site.
The information found here we all need to know. We need to know theirs live
after. Please the site open.
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Visitor: Robert
Reference: on your car
Location: SF
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact:
Date: Mon, Oct 18, 1999 at 21:11:14 (EDT)
Comments: Good luck in your journey. These
pages made me stop and look at my own life, and my Family. You have made
me sad, but grateful Thank you robert
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Visitor: Silenced
Reference: web search on incest
Location: America - dont' want to say where
WebSite: I don't have one
Web Info:
Contact: silenced@deja.com
Date: Mon, Oct 18, 1999 at 12:50:43 (EDT)
Comments: GhostWolf, thank you for writing
your pages and talking about what happened. I've got to be very careful,
because my parents are real web and net savvy; my dad works for a very large
computer firm, and he's one of my abusers. I've adapted something I found
on one of your link pages and added some of my own stuff, and posted that
to a lot of survivor and education groups; you've probably already seen
it - Why we don't talk. Someone emailed me back with a URL you might want
to use for your resource links; http://www.stopitnow.com. Thanks for showing
me and my friends that we aren't bad and that we didn't ask for it. Silenced
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Visitor: Willena Jennings
Reference: Search Engine - Incest
Location: Rohnert Park California
WebSite: Herbs and Things
Web Info: A site made for a college corse.
Contact: willena@sonic.net
Date: Sat, Oct 16, 1999 at 01:58:36 (EDT)
Comments: Greetings Ghost Wolf, I am also
an incest survivor. I was unable to even admit that I had an unhappy childhood
until I was 41. I've been in thearipy for 3 yrs now. My story is not as
bad as yours, but your attitude about what happened to you helped me to
find the strength continue the healing process. Thank you. Willena Jennings
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Visitor: Larry Ray Stewart
Reference:
Location:
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact:
Date: Tuesday, Oct 12, 1999 at 23:19:17 (EDT)
Visitor: Just_Me_G
Reference: link from another site
Location: My mom but rumor has it I was hatched..lol!
WebSite: Don't have one yet
Web Info:
Contact: Lady_of_Honor@yahoo.com
Date: Tuesday, Oct 12, 1999 at 02:10:04 (EDT)
Comments: I would like to thank you for
both your courage and your strength!! Bravo!! A well written biography.
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Visitor: jubal bear
Reference: in search of support groups
Location: portland,oregon,currently in alaska
WebSite: none
Web Info:
Contact: jubalt@hotmail.com
Date: Mon, Oct 11, 1999 at 01:03:48 (EDT)
Comments: thank you for putting energy
into getting good words out to others so that they may heal and grow. the
great spirit is at your shoulder always. peace
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Visitor: Carolyn
Reference: surfing
Location: Maryland
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: khaki44@aol.com
Date: Sun, Oct 10, 1999 at 13:00:46 (EDT)
Comments: Ended up at your site while searching
to find ways to help friends who are victims of abuse.Further interested
because of my Native American background and love of wolves.But your history,
your story was much more than I bargained for. First, I had no idea that
such organized and far ranging cults existed. Secondly, I am weak with pain
for what you and the other children have experience.Third, my heart is aching
for children who right now might be going through such atrocities.I am stunned.I
cannot take it all in at one reading. Your story must get out so that people
can be made aware! What can people do to help these children? You are indeed
a testament to the strength of the human spirit, and the spirit of the wolf.I
would be interested to know what religious, spiritual inclinations you now
have.
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Visitor: Rhonda Sanford
Reference: cult look
Location: Buena Vista ,GA
WebSite: none
Web Info: none
Contact: rsanford@soweganet.com
Date: Fri, Oct 08, 1999 at 11:55:45 (EDT)
Comments: I WAS TRYING TO FIND OUT IF SDA
WAS AN CULT GROUP
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Visitor: pamela Jean O'Keefe
Reference: i stumbled across it
Location: im argenly from conn and i moved to iowa in sept
WebSite: none yet.
Web Info: well if i did have one i would call it danceing with wolves.
Contact: linaer_angel_69_1999@yahoo.com
Date: Mon, Oct 04, 1999 at 03:43:08 (EDT)
Comments: i have read your life history
and it sounds just like mine. my stepgrangfather malested me when i was
5 years old and my cousins too. now he is dead i can get on with my life.
im 28 years old and i have one son that well he lives with his grandparents
right now till i can take care of him. when i do have my home page set up
i will e-mail u. bye for now and good luck.
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Visitor: THOMAS VAN GILLESPIE
Reference: HUNTING THE WEB
Location: SOUTHERN CA.
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: THOMAS_VAN@MSN.COM
Date: Fri, Oct 01, 1999 at 02:35:39 (EDT)
Comments: I REJOICE IN FINDING FELLOW
SURVIVORS WHO UNDERSTAND.... MY PURPOSE IN LIFE IS TO EDUCATE PEOPLE AND
TO LIFT UP VICTIMS OF RA TO THAT WHICH IS ABOVE AND BEYOND SURVIVOR....
UNTO WARRIOR FOR YOU AND I AS TRUE CITIZENS OF THE UNITED STATES FACE A
MOST ABOMINABLE DOMESTIC ENEMY. IN THIS WAR A GUN OR A BOMB IS OF NO USE..
OUR WEAPON OF CHOICE.... THE TWO EDGED SWORD OF TRUTH.
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Visitor: Bruce
Reference: previous link
Location: Australia
WebSite: IT REALLY IS OK TO TALK ABOUT IT
Web Info: A site listing numerous links and my own battle with PTSD
Contact: bpollard@hotkey.net.au
Date: Thurs, Sep 30, 1999 at 08:14:17 (EDT)
Comments:
It took me literally weeks to work my way through the site, but I took your
advice and a little at a time, and it was worth every bit of it. Thanks
Bruce.
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Visitor: Traci
Reference: netscape
Location: jax, fl
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: whitleyt@carfinance.com
Date: Tuesday, Sep 28, 1999 at 11:51:30 (EDT)
Comments: Tour survival is a blessing/many
prayers for you and your family
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Visitor: Crystal Caseboldt
Reference: Searching Child Abuse Webs
Location: Oklahoma
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact:
Date: Mon, Sep 27, 1999 at 13:24:26 (EDT)
Visitor: Robert D. Silvera
Reference: Link
Location: Virginia Beach
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: asabove@ddaccess.net
Date: Mon, Sep 27, 1999 at 00:29:29 (EDT)
Comments: Your poetry is good. Because
someone calls me a failer dos'nt mean it's true I know I am not. It dos'nt
matter. I have come to realise the people who judge others are doing it
to cover up their own misdeeds. I wish you the best of everything. Robert
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Visitor: karen
Reference: i was looking for information re: sexual abuse from the survivor perspective
Location: st. louis, mo
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: nilegodess@AOL.com
Date: Sun, Sep 26, 1999 at 23:44:40 (EDT)
Comments: It is difficult for me to put
into words the feelings I experienced while reading your life story. As
a social worker, I felt anger/hatred toward the people who hurt you, disgust
at the system that failed to protect you, and genuine sorrow for what you
have lived through. But I rejoice in the fact that you could empower yourself
and transcend the evil you were subjected to. As a trainer of foster/adoptive
parents, it is imperative that I make them understand the pain abused children
suffer, and instill in them the drive to help children heal and know there
is safety, warmth and love in the world. Thank you for sharing this painful
story from which others will learn... some child out there may be saved
because we are watching.
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Visitor: Arthur Cunningham
Reference: Searching for history of the Souix Nation
Location: Larkhall, Scotland
WebSite: none
Web Info:
Contact: Arthur@broomfield36.freeserve.co.uk
Date: Sat, Sep 25, 1999 at 15:57:20 (EDT)
Comments: Without love we could not survive.
Human beings are social creatures, and a concern for each other is the very
basis our life together. These are the Dalai Lama's words.
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Visitor: Mike Marr
Reference: A Unicorn sent me
Location: Pennsylvannia
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: mikemarr@mail.mlynk.com
Date: Fri, Sep 24, 1999 at 12:30:35 (EDT)
Visitor: Laura
Reference:
Location: Toronto
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: midnight_canada@Hotmail.com
Date: Wed, Sep 22, 1999 at 17:59:03 (EDT)
Comments: Ive visited your site few times
now. I have had a rough life myself over the years, I learnt at a very young
age though, that no matter how little you have....another has less... No
matter how much u suffered....another has suffered more. We are both survivors
in our own way. Thank you for sharing your life with us all, and im happy
you found someone to love and trust.
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Visitor: Aj/MoonWolf
Reference: Have you bookmarked!
Location: Idaho
WebSite: Jericho~MoonWolf's Haven
Web Info: My site is dedicated to saving our wolves and for the love of my Wolfdog..
Contact: jericho@cyberhighway.net
Date: Tuesday, Sep 21, 1999 at 13:46:31 (EDT)
Comments: It has been a very long time
My Wolf Brother since I traveled amoung your pages. I am so very glad to
see you are still with us & continue to share your story and fight your
fight. Your site is an inspiration to all and your beauty shines thru..Be
well and always walk with Peace, Beauty & Light..
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Visitor: Aj/MoonWolf
Reference: Have you bookmarked!
Location: Idaho
WebSite: Jericho~MoonWolf's Haven
Web Info: My site is dedicated to saving our wolves and for the love of my Wolfdog..
Contact: jericho@cyberhighway.net
Date: Tuesday, Sep 21, 1999 at 13:45:27 (EDT)
Comments: It has been a very long time
My Wolf Brother since I traveled amoung your pages. I am so very glad to
see you are still with us & continue to share your story and fight your
fight. Your site is an inspiration to all and your beauty shines thru..Be
well and always walk with Peace, Beauty & Light..
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Visitor: Crystal Wayne
Reference: just looking through web sites
Location: Denton Texas
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: Canyou777@aol.com
Date: Fri, Sep 17, 1999 at 02:45:20 (EDT)
Comments: Thank you for your web site.
I have enjoyed looking through it. Also thank you for putting in the information
about wolves. I have always felt attached to them and love to learn more
about them. I hope that you have found the peace you need and the love you
need and deserve. God love you and keep you. Crystal Wayne
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Visitor: Glormae
Reference: NG/Alt.Abuse
Location: TEXAS
WebSite: N/A: new to net,teaching myself :0
Web Info: N/A I hope to make one on my life of 32 homes as ward of state and to have a place for others like me!
Contact: Glormae@aol.com
Date: Fri, Sep 17, 1999 at 01:30:43 (EDT)
Comments: WOW! What can I say! Never been
to a place like this, just got here and I know I will be up here awhile,thank
you and your wife for linking and sharing with me;it helps me and make me
glad,gonna go now and see the rest, can't wait! What a thrill!!!! Your talents
are outstanding,I don't know alot about net right now bit am good learner,
know a thing(one or so) about art though, worked with an ANTARSIA ARTIST
making print books(by hand) and got to watch her at work. It was one of
the most rewarding times of my life to be able to see such skill, I see
it here also! Great Work!
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Visitor: Louis H. Behr
Reference: Exploring the internet
Location: Phila., PA
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact: BEHRFAMILY@954ACCESS.NET
Date: Thurs, Sep 16, 1999 at 17:29:00 (EDT)
Comments: Thank g d you made it through
and have someone that cares about you. So sorry to read about your oldest
sister.
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Visitor: Louis H. Behr
Reference: Exploring the internet
Location: Phila., PA
WebSite:
Web Info:
Contact:
Date: Thurs, Sep 16, 1999 at 17:27:22 (EDT)
Visitor: lyne*aka*paradise
Reference: from one of your friends
Location: RAOK
WebSite: lyne's spot on the web!
Web Info:
Contact:
Date: Thurs, Sep 16, 1999 at 10:14:22 (EDT)
Comments:
Have the most wonderful day ever!!!!
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Visitor: Lynn Wright
Reference: Im on the Ng as you AAR
Location: Cambridgeshire UK
WebSite: Havent got one sorry
Web Info:
Contact: lynnwright@cix.co.uk
Date: Mon, Sep 13, 1999 at 22:03:54 (EDT)
Comments: Thanks for interesting site,
talk to you soon on AAR I'm nearly at the end of Open University Exam time
(Oct) then I will be back in AAR (aka lindsey) Lynn
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Visitor: John
Reference: From another site condemming child abuse.
Location: Australia
WebSite: Positive Steps
Web Info: A site devoted to helping others through Positive Thinking.
Contact: john@positivesteps.zzn.com
Date: Sun, Sep 12, 1999 at 01:16:59 (EDT)
Comments: Thank you for sharing your life
with us all. I hope you give others the courage to speak out against child
abuse. It is a very important step in the healing process. Thank you again.
Fondest regards. John
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Visitor: Sandy
Reference: newsgroup
Location: Texas
WebSite: none
Web Info: none
Contact: Gsandy
Date: Sun, Sep 05, 1999 at 11:16:33 (EDT)
Comments: I do not know what to say, I
am only half way thru your site and am so blown away, when I read 'you can
not put a bandaid on a broken bone,it made so much sense, it is wonderful
to know that someone understands, it really does hurt to keep it in. Thank
you for what you have done for me. Sandy
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Visitor: Fran E. Valenta
Reference: return visit
Location: Wrightsville, Pa 17368
WebSite: FranApple for abused children
Web Info: healing from abuse
Contact: franvalen@aol.com
Date: Sun, Sep 05, 1999 at 11:10:21 (EDT)
Comments: Just coming back to see what
might be new As always you give renewed strength to all who view your recovery.
Fran
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Visitor: Stella
Reference: a link from other page
Location: germany
WebSite: Paths into the light
Web Info: its about us, with arts, our story and fairytales in german and english
Contact: system1@gmx.net
Date: Sat, Sep 04, 1999 at 17:27:19 (EDT)
Comments: Hello saw your arts. i am not
often outside. i care for the lils and sometimes paint. but another of us
went to your side and i saw your arts from inside and came out. thank you
for sharing. Stella
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Visitor: Starshine
Reference: another's guest book
Location: Sydney, New South Wales, Australia
WebSite: Welcome to Starshine's page
Web Info: mixed bag of favourite stuff
Contact: mmcdonal@eagles.com.au
Date: Thurs, Sep 02, 1999 at 08:05:36 (EDT)
Comments:
| I just dropped by to say hello.
I have enjoyed my visit.
You have wonderful pages. Keep up the good work
Visitor: tribble
Reference: the final find was prism's links
Location: the great white north
WebSite: the fantabulous pages of tribble
Web Info: just another abuse/survivor site
Contact: tribble@asarian-host.org
Date: Thurs, Sep 02, 1999 at 03:35:39 (EDT)
Comments: what can i say gw? every time
i read your pages i'm blown over by your strength, courage and caring. i
wish for all the world that you didn't experience what you did..but wishing
won't make it go away :( but i'm glad you're around. take care of yourself...tribbs
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