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Adams, Jeanne. (1999) Drawn swords: My victory over childhood ritual abuse. See http://www.mrlight.org/order.html.
NOTE: An autobiographical account of healing from childhood ritual abuse as told by an adult woman and her dissociated alter part, Lil' Jeannie.

Bain, Donald. (1976) The control of Candy Jones. Playboy Press, Chicago, IL.
TABLE OF CONTENTS: Foreword by Herbert Speigel, M.D.: Introduction: Part 1: The marriage: The wedding night: The next day: A conscious recollection of childhood: The first tape: Conover('s) Girl: The setup: The triangle emerges: The office in Oakland: The "hatching" of Arlene: The early assignments: Oakland - The programming continues: Taught to hate: Viewing each other: The attack. Part 2: The missions: The return to Taiwan: The subject on display: Attempting to quit: The present, Appendix 1: The hypnotic induction profile. Appendix 2: Report to the President by the Commission on CIA activities within the United States.

Barton, B. (1990) The secret life of a satanist: The authorized biography of Anton LaVey. Feral House, Los Angeles, CA.

Beckylane. (1995) Where the rivers join: A personal account of healing from ritual abuse. Press Gang, Vancouver, Canada.

Brown, Rebecca. (1986) He came to set the captives free. Chick Pub, Chino, CA and (1997) Whitaker House, New Kensington, PA.
NOTE: Story of a nurse's recruitment and escape from satanism. Christian viewpoint, with many scriptural suggestions for fighting satanism.

Buchanan, Laura. (1994) Satan's child: A survivor tells her story to help others heal. CompCare, Minneapolis, MN.

Chase - The Troops for Truddi Chase. (1987) When rabbit howls. Dutton, NY, NY and 1990 Jove Books, NY, NY.

Collins, A. (1988) In the sleep room. The story of the CIA brainwashing experiments in Canada. Lester and Orpen Dennys. Toronto, Canada.
NOTE: A factual account of Ewen Cameron and the Allan Institute.

Crowley, Aleister. (1969) The confessions of Aleister Crowley: An autohagiography. Cape, London. Also (1970) Hill and Wang, NY, NY and (1979) Routledge and Kegan Paul, London and Boston.

Crowley, P. (1990) Not my child. Doubleday: NY, NY.
NOTE: A mother's account of discovering her daughter's ritual abuse in day care and the struggle to prosecute.

Daymore, Rosie. (2001) Blessed: reclaiming my life from the hidden horror of ritual abuse. Life Path Pub. House, Indianapolis, IN.

Feldman, Gail. C. (1993) Lessons in evil, lessons from the light: A true story of satanic abuse and spiritual healing. Crown Publishers, NY, NY.
NOTE:  A therapist's account, with many quotations from the survivor, of healing by an Afro-American survivor of Satanic abuse.

French, Joel. (1991) The secret diary of a satan worshipper. New Leaf Press, Green Forest, AZ.
NOTE: Christian biography

Gillmor, Don (1987) I swear by Apollo: Dr. Ewen Cameron and the CIA brainwashing experiments. Eden Press, Montreal, Canada.

Goobie, Beth. (1994) Scars of light. NeWest: Edmonton, Canada.
NOTE: Poetry by a survivor of pseudo-Christian ritual abuse, child prostitution and child pornography. Includes poems about her brother being forced to participate, about his suicide at age 16, and how she was able to finally forgive him.

Gosch, Noreen N. (2000) Why Johnny can't come home. Johnny Gosch Foundation, West Des Moines, IA.

Hayden, Torey L. (1991) Ghost girl: The true story of a child in peril and the teacher who saved her. Little, Brown, Boston, MA.
NOTE: A special education teacher recognizes ritual abuse in one of her students.

Hersha, Cheryl, Hersha, Lynn, Griffis, Dale, and Schwartz, Ted. (2001) Secret weapons: Two sisters' terrifying true story of sex, spies and sabotage. New Horizons Press, Far Hills, NJ.

Hertenstein, M. and Trott, J. (1993) Selling satan: The tragic history of Mike Warnke. Cornerstone Press, Chicago, IL.

Jadelinn.  (1997) Spirit alive, A woman's healing from cult ritual abuse. Women's Press, Toronto, Canada.

Kilroy, Jim, and Stewart, Bob. (1990) Sacrifice: The tragic cult murder of Mark Kilroy in Matamoros: A father's determination to turn evil into good. Word Pub, Dallas, TX.

Kor, Eva Mozes. (1995) Echoes from Auschwitz: Dr. Mengele's twins: The story of Eva and Miriam Mozes. Candles, Inc., Terre Haute, IN.
NOTE: Autobiography.

LaBrier, deJoly. (1997) Diary of a survivor in art and poetry Shadowood Publications

Letulle, Claude J. (1987) Nightmare memoir: Four years as a prisoner of the nazis. Louisiana State University Press, Baton Rouge, LA.
NOTE: Autobiography.

Lieberman, Elizabeth. (2006) The Collective Mind: Poetry From My Multiple Personalities. Publish America. http://www.publishedauthors.net/elizabethlieberman/index.html
NOTE: Poetry by a ritual abuse survivovr.

Lorena, Jeanne Marie and Levy, Paula, eds. (1998) Breaking ritual silence: An anthology of ritual abuse survivors' stories. Trout and Sons, Gardnerville, NV.

Lovelace/Marciano, Linda. (1986.) Out of Bondage. L. Stuart, Secaucus, NJ.
NOTE: Linda Lovelace, who was forced to star in Deep Throat and did not receive compensation, wrote this autobiography before she died.

Malachi, Martin. (1976, 1992) Hostage to the devil: The possession and exorcism of five contemporary Americans. HarperSanFrancisco, San Francisco, CA.

Matthew, Laurie. Behind enemy lines. See http://www.rans.org.uk/shop/shop.htm
NOTE: Anthology of twenty-seven ritual abuse survivor stories.

McKenna, Annie. Paperclip Dolls. See http://www.paperclipdolls.com
NOTE: Annie McKenna’s story about healing from = being placed into a government program known to her as Project Monarch at birth by her father who was military intelligence. The book is her personal account as relayed through her journaling, supportive research, and other writings of exactly how her memories revealed themselves, their impact on her life, and how she was able to understand and gain control of her multiplicity.

McMoneagle, Joe. (1993) Mind trek. Hampton Roads Pub Co, Charlottesville, VA.
NOTE: Autobiography of one of the first military/CIA remote viewers.

Morehouse, David. (1996) Psychic warrior: Inside the CIA's Stargate program: The true story of a soldier's espionage and awakening. St. Martin's Press, NY, NY.
NOTE: A first-person account of the Pentagon's remote-viewing  project "Stargate." Morehouse was a whistleblower on the development of weaponry in this project. After numerous attempts on his life and a court-martial, he resigned from the military. After his Internet web site was blocked, Morehouse wrote this book.

Nickson, Elizabeth. (1994) The monkey-puzzle tree. Knopf, Toronto, Canada. See http://www.literascape.com/Readers/Archive/1994Fall/monkey.htm
NOTE: A fictionalized account of the author's mother's experiences at Allan Memorial Institute, under the care of Dr. Ewen Cameron.

Noel, Barbara. (1992) You must be dreaming. Poseidon: NY, NY.

Nyiszli, Miklos. translated by Kremer, Tibere and Seaver, Richard. (1986) Auschwitz: An eyewitness account of Mengele's infamous death camp. Seaver Books, NY, NY.

O'Brien, Cathy and Mark Phillips, Mark.(1995) Trance formation of America:  The true life story of a CIA slave. Reality Marketing, Las Vegas, NV.
NOTE: Cathy O'Brien alleges she was a MKULTRA Presidential Model (e.g.: slave to presidents and other heads of state). Anyone who has had DC-level MKULTRA experiences are advised not to read Cathy's book until most of their memories have been independently recovered and documented. Good reference list and index.

Oke, I. (1991) Blood Secrets: The true story of demon worship and ceremonial murder. Berkeley Publishing Group, NY, NY.
NOTE: A Nigerian describes his experience as a priest of traditional and perverted juju, from which Voodoo and Santeria are derived.

Olsen, Sarah E. (1997)  Becoming one: A story of triumph over MPD. Trilogy Books, Pasadena, CA.
NOTE: A first-person account of recovery from MPD.

Post, Connie. (1997) The House on Survival Avenue
NOTE: Poetry about surviving incest and ritual abuse.

Reid, Greg. Nobody's angel: A  true story of satanic ritual abuse, occult bondage and redemption. Youthfire Publications, Box 370006, El Paso, TX 79937.
NOTE: (From the publisher) True account of a survivor of childhood satanic rituals and sexual abuse who became a teenage occultist before breaking away. Part one, "Forget", details childhood traumas, occult practices, and eventual extraction from the occult. Part two, "Remember", details recalling the past and recovering from the trauma. Christian viewpoint.

Reid, Greg. Diary of a devil hunter: A ten year odyssey of a satanic crime investigator. Youthfire Publications, El Paso, TX and The American Focus on Satanic Crime: Vol. 28, American Focus Publishers, Edison, NJ.

Reynolds, M. (1991) The reality: The truths about satanic/ritualistic abuse and multiple personality disorder. Privately printed, P.O. Box 68l83, Portland OR 97268.
NOTE: An excellent introduction to the recognition of satanic abuse, with a glossary, lists of phobias and holidays, etc., and a first-person account of several rituals.

Rich, Mary and Jose, Carol. (1996) Evil web: A true story of cult abuse and courage. Horizon Press, Far Hills, NJ. 
NOTE: This is Mary Rich's story of her involvement, along with her husband's and children's, with an abusive Christian-based cult.  It details the emotional and physical horrors of abuse, which they lived through, her own escape, her fight to find and reclaim her children, and the successful criminal prosecution against the cult leader, Ronald Larrinaga.  It can be very triggering, especially for those who react to Biblical verses coupled with abuse, and mothers who do not, or cannot, protect their children from abusive religious authorities.  A short afterword on cults is provided by Robert T. Cross.

Richardson, Anna (1997) Double vision:A travelogue of recovery from ritual abuse. Trilogy Books, Pasadena, CA.
NOTE:  A first-person account of remembering and healing from severe trauma in a cult setting.

Rowe G.T. (1976) My undercover years with the Ku Klux Klan, Bantam Books, NY, NY.

Rutz, Carol. (2001) A nation betrayed:  Secret cold war experiments performed on our children and other innocent people.  Fidelity Publishing, Grass Lake, MI. See http://www2.dmci.net/users/casey
TABLE OF CONTENTS: Preface Part I Mind Control Experiments on Children Prologue 1  The Spoils of War 2  A Star is Born 3  Home Sweet Home 4  Men Behind the Shadow Government 5  Training for the Agency 6  Dr. Black 7  Conclusion   MKULTRA Documents   Part II Radiation, Biological and Chemical Experiments Radiation Experiments   Human Research at the Bomb Tests   Flashblindness Experiments   Research On Protective Clothes   Human Radiation Experiments    Infants, Children and Pregnant Women   The Iodine 131 Experiment in Alaska   The Oregon and Washington Experiments   The Green Run   Other   Biological and Chemical Experiments Sea Dumping of Chemical Weapons   Human Testing   The Incapacitant Program   LSD Testing   Biological Weapons and Testing   Open Air Testing   Army Contracts with Outside Agencies   FOIA Requests   Appeal to Lawmakers by MKULTRA Targeted Individuals   End Notes   Index

S., Joe. (1991) Out of hell again: Satanic ritual abuse and recovery. Available from: State of the Art Publishing, Carmel CA.
NOTE: Excerpts from the journal of a survivor who is helped by his Christian faith, therapy, and the Twelve Steps of ACOA.

Sargant, William Walters. (1967) The unquiet mind; The autobiography of a physician in psychological medicine. Preface by D. Ewen Cameron. Little, Brown, Boston, MA.

Smith, Michelle, and Pazder, Larry. (1980) Michelle remembers. Pocket Books, NY, NY.
NOTE: While in therapy, a Canadian woman relives fourteen months of satanic childhood abuse. Catholic viewpoint. One of the first first-person accounts of ritual abuse..

Spencer, J. (1989) Suffer the child. Pocket Books, NY, NY.
NOTE: A readable account of satanic abuse that resulted in multiplicity.

Spencer, J. (1997) Satan's high priest: A true story. Pocket Books, NY, NY.
NOTE: Biography of a small-town high priest, his family, and his loss of power within and outside of the cult. Good descriptions of the psychological processes of each family member.

Stardancer, L. J. Returning to herself. Available from Stardancer, P. O. Box 1284, Lakeport, CA 95453. $9.00.
NOTE: Poetry on healing from ritual abuse.

Stardancer, L. J. Turtleboy and Jet the Wonderpup: A therapeutic comic for ritual abuse survivors. Available from Stardancer, P. O. Box 1284, Lakeport, CA 95453
NOTE: Comics on multiplicity, family life, therapy, and healing from ritual abuse.

Stratford, Lauren (1988) Satan's underground. Harvest House, Eugene, OR.
NOTE: First-person account of a woman's recruitment into satanism and escape. Christian viewpoint.

Stratford, Lauren (1993). Stripped naked. Pelican: Gretna, LA.
NOTE: Survivor's account of coming to terms with ritual abuse memories and multiple personality diagnosis. Christian viewpoint..

Sullivan, KathleenUnshackled: A Survivor's Story of Mind Control. Dandelion Books, Tempe, AZ. See http://kathleen-sullivan.com/Unshackled.htm       
NOTE: A non-fictional account of Kathleen Sullivan's experiences as part of a criminal network that includes Intelligence personnel, military personnel, doctors and mental health professionals contracted by the military and the CIA, criminal cult leaders and members, pedophiles, pornographers, drug dealers and Nazis. 

Symonds, John. (1951) The great beast: The life and magick of Aleister Crowley. Rider and Co. London, England and (1971) Macdonald and Co., London, England.

Taylor, Brice. Starshine: One woman's valiant escape from mind control. Available from Brice Taylor Trust, P.O. Box 655, Landrum, SC 29356.

Warnke, Mike, Balsiger, Dave and Jones Les. (1972) The satan-seller. Logos International, Plainsfield, NJ.
NOTE: First-person account of an adult's indoctrination into a satanic drug and sex ring, his escape and recovery. Christian viewpoint.

Weinstein, Harvey. (1988) A father, a son, and the CIA. James Lorimer, Toronto, Canada.
NOTE: Dr. Weinstein's account of his father's abuse at the hands of Dr. Ewen Cameron, and the successful fight to win judgments against the Canadian government. This is the Canadian edition of Psychiatry and the CIA: Victims of mind control. American Psychiatric Press, Washington, DC.

Weinstein, Harvey M. (1990) Psychiatry and the CIA: Victims of mind control. American Psychiatric Press, Washington, DC.
TABLE OF CONTENTS: Part 1: Loss -- The nightmare -- The Canadian and “Al Jolson” -- Memories of the beginning -- When “Al Jolson” lost his voice -- Becoming a psychiatrist -- Part 2: Discovery -- My awakening -- My father's doctor: Ewen Cameron, M.D. -- The experiment -- Supply and demand -- Stitching the pieces together -- The story of Jeanine Huard: Opportunities lost -- The story of Dr. Mary Morrow: The pain of a physician -- Part 3: The fight -- Learning the law -- Psychiatry and politics -- Medical ethics and human experimentation: Nuremberg, Montreal, and now -- A story with no end -- Part 4: The aftermath -- Afterword: The settlement -- Sources -- Index. 
SUMMARY: (from the jacket) It was more than 20 years later that Dr. Weinstein realized what had actually happened to his father, while reading an article about secret mind-control projects funded by the U.S. Central Intelligence Agency (CIA). These research experiments had been conducted between 1957 and 1960 at the Allan Memorial Institute in Montreal under the direction of Dr. Ewen Cameron -- the same time period and place that Dr. Weinstein's father, Lou, was being treated for anxiety by the world-renowned psychiatrist. This program (really mind-control experiments) was funded by the CIA and the Canadian government, and was carried out by Dr. Ewen Cameron without the knowledge or informed consent of the patients or their families. Dr. Weinstein chronicles how he spent eight years fighting to help obtain justice for his father, who, along with eight other Canadians, was suing the CIA for negligence in its sponsorship of Cameron's experiments. That program included lengthy periods of multiple electroshocks, hallucinogenic drugs such as LSD (lysergic acid diethylamide), prolonged sensory deprivation, forced sleep induced insulin comas, and psychic driving -- an attempt to alter behavior by forcing patients to listen to taped messages over and over again. Dr Weinstein describes his feelings of horror and helplessness while watching his father's health and personality be destroyed as he underwent Cameron's experimental protocol.

Wood, Wendy Ann and Hatton, Leslie (1988) Triumph over darkness. Beyond Words Publishing, Hillsboro, OR.
NOTE: Poems and stories

Wood, Wendy Ann (1993). Triumph over darkness: Understanding and healing the trauma of childhood sexual abuse. Beyond Words Publishing: Hillsboro, OR.
NOTE: Includes healing strategies, personal accounts, poetry, questions and answers, "progress reports" on survivors, and chapter on ritual abuse.

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