Welcome to GhostWolf

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January through February, 2000

  Visitor: jan
Reference: browsing for poetry
 Location: shelbyville   indiana
 Web Info: 
  Contact: jkmartz@svs.net
     Date: Sat, Feb 26, 2000 at 06:21:40 (EST)
Comments: This is my first time to stay awake all night reading a website...My work in life is author, poet, and i have worked in group homes as a manager for the past 8 years...My residents there have been through the many sufferings that you describe...I am very dedicated to their healing and love them greatly, I can not fathom this pain..Thank you, sir, for this websit.I know that your unfathomable courage in speaking out will make great healing in this world..jan
Reference: WEB RING
 Web Info: 
     Date: Fri, Feb 25, 2000 at 01:06:53 (EST)
Comments: I am indian also which is what drew me to your page i am also an incest survivor. I was also sexually abused by my husband for twelve years. he was recently arrested for abusing his natural daughter from a previous marriage. we have been seperated for five years. I have to tell my nine year old son why his father is in jail i have no idea how to try. i have alwalys been honest with all my children but am having trouble this time. please any ideas would be greatly appreciated. this is an honest inquiry. if you have any advice you would feel comfortable sharing i would be thankful to hear it. mother earth and father sky must be very proud to hold close one so sharing and brave i respect your heart. thank you ava
  Visitor: geri jones-cloyd
Reference: search engine
 Location: maryland
  WebSite: none
 Web Info: 
  Contact: none
     Date: Thurs, Feb 24, 2000 at 17:37:42 (EST)
Comments: i'm a survivor of spousal abuse. i was looking for more info on other types of abuse for documentation in my divorce.
  Visitor: Kim Wilson
Reference: Surfed from Brotherhood of the wolve
 Location: San angelo, Tx
  WebSite: Kim's wolves pages
 Web Info: Info on wolves
  Contact: msknwi@aol.com
     Date: Thurs, Feb 24, 2000 at 01:27:37 (EST)
Comments: Ghost Wolf, last night I was surfing to find info on wolves. I came across a site, that you put 2 banners on my site and link back to them. Kind of like save the wolves. they are suppose to send me a wolve pic to put up on my site. Well I lost the URL for it. Stupid me. Got the banners and links for the site. But lost the URL banner for the site. Have you heard of this site?I think it came from brotherhood of wolves but not sure. I have just spend 2 hours trying to find it again. Email me if you know of the site I am talking about. Thanks. Love your site. Wolf pic's beautiful.
  Visitor: Wolf
Reference: just hunting for others like me
 Location: lawton, oklahoma
  WebSite: none
 Web Info: 
     Date: Thurs, Feb 24, 2000 at 01:06:09 (EST)
Comments: please write sometime...send me any new morsels wolf 2154 smith lawton, ok. 73507
  Visitor: cyan
Reference: Dark Poets E-group
 Location: nowhere special
  WebSite: Twisted Whispers
 Web Info: poetry, etc...
  Contact: infinite_scream@angelfire.com
     Date: Wed, Feb 23, 2000 at 05:22:09 (EST)
Comments: you have captured the feelings of one who suffered, perfectly... your words mean a lot to me and others out there who have been through the same thing... thank you, it's nice to know I'm not alone (it has always seemed as if I was)... This is a very beautiful site and I will be back often..
  Visitor: lizann
Reference: searching for fellow survivors
 Location: oceanside,calif
  WebSite: i don't have one 
 Web Info: no site
  Contact: smokeonthewatr@aol.com
     Date: Tuesday, Feb 22, 2000 at 13:59:39 (EST)
Comments: THANK YOU SO MUCH !!!! I TOO was abused as a child in all forms. i find it very comforting to know that i am not alone in this world of recovery, to read about other people that have lived to tell there stories is such a great help to me you are a courageous man ! and i THANK YOU !!
  Visitor: David White
Reference: Searching MPD/DID
 Location: n. Georgia
 Web Info: 
  Contact: rightjustice@webtv.net
     Date: Sun, Feb 20, 2000 at 22:23:25 (EST)
Comments: Thank you for sharing your life story. It has helped me to face my fears that have come from my abuse. It made me happy to hear about your son, who grew up free from abuse, breaking the chain. We are trying to do the same thing with our daughter.
  Visitor: White28
Reference: Webbie
 Location: Greece
  WebSite: *** Gallery ***
 Web Info: Linkware design
  Contact: white28@geocities.com
     Date: Sun, Feb 20, 2000 at 03:36:46 (EST)
Comments: A very interesting site. I spent hours in here. Bookmarked it and I'll return often. Thank you
  Visitor: Sheila
Reference: Am interested in Indian folk lore, a 
           friend sent it.
 Location: Am in Florida
 Web Info: 
  Contact: Maraposa6@aol.com
     Date: Fri, Feb 18, 2000 at 07:36:35 (EST)
Comments: Thanks so much for sharing your wonderful page on wolves and other stories an pictures... God bless...
  Visitor: Jan McLaughlin
Reference: AAR
 Location: NYC
  WebSite: SeaXons: a Homer-erotic Thriller and Memoir
 Web Info: creative non-fiction re: healing from sexual 
  Contact: janmclaughlin@msn.com
     Date: Thurs, Feb 17, 2000 at 10:56:44 (EST)
Comments: Ghostwolf, Been reading your posts on and off for years and wanted to thank you for the site and for all your good words. You helped me immensely and didn't even know. This is the Internet at its best. Thanks, Jan
  Visitor: Debi Chadwick
Reference: survivor web ring
 Location: kansas
  WebSite: Author D.A. Chadwick
 Web Info: Books I have written
  Contact: chadwick@law.com
     Date: Tuesday, Feb 15, 2000 at 12:44:07 (EST)
Comments: Like you, I took the 'get over it' approach and it basically worked. I expressed myself in painting, writing songs and books. Everything fell apart when Mom died from cancer and we found out that dear old Dad had pictures of Jonbenet Ramsey hid in his drawer along with much K-Y jelly. I tried to get him charged for our abuse and the grandchildren, but as usual no one is really interested in seeing pedophiles do time. I did ruin his big secret by publishing a book based on my experiences, but in the book chickenhawks do not get a free ride.
  Visitor: Barbara Yoes
Reference: by chance - Native American Page
 Location: La Jolla, Ca
  WebSite: Don't have one
 Web Info: 
     Date: Mon, Feb 14, 2000 at 20:09:42 (EST)
Comments: Please call or write to me - 4070 Oregon St, San Diego, Ca 92104 (619) 296-0696 I am an abuse survivor (child molestation by Catholic school teacher.) Thank you, Barbara
  Visitor: Crystal Angela Rose
Reference: from a friend of a friend  =)
 Location: Milwaukee WI, live in Buffalo NY
  WebSite: Sites by Milwauttowa
 Web Info: All have poetry - one is only on abuse and 
           belongs to a support group - the other has 
           abuse, uveitis information, humor & more.  =)
  Contact: crystal_rose24@yahoo.com
     Date: Sun, Feb 13, 2000 at 05:43:46 (EST)
Comments: I should take that introvert test you mentioned, I wonder how I'd rate! I've always wanted to draw, I can envision what I want to create but my hands lose the picture. I have been blessed with the gift of words though. As an artist (visually & verbally) I think your work is awesome. I think I've heard your name before but this is the first time I've come to your site. I plan on coming back many more times! If you ever want to join our online support group, I'd be honored, I think you'd have much to offer. Thank you for sharing. :)
  Visitor: Roxie Sanders
Reference: looking for articles on sex abuse for school 
 Location: Franklin, NC
 Web Info: 
  Contact: roxieelaine@smnet.net
     Date: Sat, Feb 12, 2000 at 20:26:42 (EST)
  Visitor: crazy ladyhorse
Reference: by the guestbook of wolfseeker
 Location: Switzerland
  WebSite: crazy's pastures
 Web Info: site with poems about life, love and wolves... 
           also with a fantasy
  Contact: pascale@village.ch
     Date: Sat, Feb 12, 2000 at 09:06:10 (EST)
Comments: Hi Wolf! your site has been very interesting to me... I loved to read about you... your art is very nice... :o))... I like the pictures... I hope you will have a good future... keep smiling... craze
  Visitor: Debra R. Lehman-Masters
Reference: you visited my site
 Location: Austin, TX via Spokane, WA
  WebSite: Brianna's Forest of Beliefs
 Web Info: i am a survivor
  Contact: debra21@swbell.net
     Date: Wed, Feb 09, 2000 at 03:38:17 (EST)
Comments: thanks for visiting my site. i am reading through yours. i am praying for you.
  Visitor: Standing Free
Reference: great!
 Location: Thunder Bay, Ontario, Canada
  WebSite: none
 Web Info: none
  Contact: none
     Date: Tuesday, Feb 08, 2000 at 14:39:18 (EST)
Comments: Hello there! I am an ojibway indian and I can relate to alot of the material in here, because, even though I am someone totally different - I find that I am the same. I have seen many foster homes in my day, because I grew up in an alcoholic family is all about. At this point in my life I see my path, but it is still blurry. I could go on and on, but I won't. Very good to see you brother - take care.
  Visitor: DAVID TOZER
 Web Info: 
  Contact: DMTOZR@CS.COM
     Date: Tuesday, Feb 08, 2000 at 10:14:10 (EST)
  Visitor: Christopher
Reference: Native webring started on Sungmanitu Isna's 
 Location: GA
 Web Info: 
  Contact: cswolf4winds@yahoo.com
     Date: Tuesday, Feb 08, 2000 at 08:16:56 (EST)
Comments: Thank you for sharing. I had a very moving day after accidentally finding your site. My mother is recovering from sexual abuse as a child. I thank Spirit that the circle ended with her and she broke a long chain of abuse. She is a very healing part of my life, however, knowing what went on with my maternal grandparents has been very hard on me. Thank you for an avenue of healing [that I didn't expect :) ]. Ho. Mitakuye Oyasin.
  Visitor: Fraser Beach
Reference: From Webbieworld
 Location: Toronto, Canada
  WebSite: The address of your next home
 Web Info: See for yourself.
  Contact: fraser@select-plan.com
     Date: Fri, Feb 04, 2000 at 22:23:46 (EST)
Comments: Stay calm. Be brave. Wait for the signs
  Visitor: Morgan
Reference: internet
 Location: New York
 Web Info: 
     Date: Thurs, Feb 03, 2000 at 21:05:09 (EST)
  Visitor: AnyThing 
 Location: Clifton Park
  WebSite: The Great God Pan Lives
 Web Info: Smile...  Pan Loves You
  Contact: Chrysologus@hotmail.com
     Date: Thurs, Feb 03, 2000 at 20:34:12 (EST)
Comments: W.W.P.D? What Would Pan Do
  Visitor: brandi
Reference: roaming
 Location: lafayette
 Web Info: 
     Date: Thurs, Feb 03, 2000 at 09:58:51 (EST)
  Visitor: Lisa
Reference: link on another survivor's page
 Location: sc,pa,ny
  WebSite: the beginning
 Web Info: really starts with my wedding, but i'm 
           telling my story...
  Contact: lisalisa@wpmedia.com
     Date: Wed, Feb 02, 2000 at 22:42:19 (EST)
Comments: Wolf, you amazed me. I am so happy that you are alive, loved, and well. I don't know what else to say except you and your wife and son are or have been brought together by some miracle, and I don't mean to use those kind of words. After all you've been through, I 'd love to know how you became the man you seem to be today, to be able to go back to visit, to be in a happy, healthy relationship, to again, be really alive. My story is a miniscule fraction of yours, but I feel so inspired by your strength. Maybe after I spend a few years writing the rest of my life out...My love to you, Mou, and your son, your siblings, and all the ones who helped you live.
  Visitor: Tricia Procaccini
Reference: I am doing a report on freedom in America and 
           if I believe that freedom is the same for 
 Location: Trumbull, CT
 Web Info: 
  Contact: triciap525@yahoo.com
     Date: Tuesday, Feb 01, 2000 at 21:20:02 (EST)
Comments: I think that your webpage is very interesting and I learned a lot of things about American Indians that I never knew.
  Visitor: darktides
Reference: old friends
 Location: bc canada
  WebSite: darktide rising
 Web Info: understanding multiplicity and depression
  Contact: darktide@direct.ca
     Date: Mon, Jan 31, 2000 at 13:06:51 (EST)
Comments: wolfies... so glad to see you're back. you have been in our thoughts and hearts all along. just stopping by to send lots of love to you and 'mou... thinking of you all... love darktides and sassy
  Visitor: Ethereal Savage Wolf
Reference: Recommended by Sister Sylvia
 Location: Dark Side of the Moon
  WebSite: None yet, but in my head. Maybe one day. 
 Web Info: Only privy to me.
  Contact: MAD_Daddy_MAX@yahoo.com
     Date: Sun, Jan 30, 2000 at 03:14:41 (EST)
Comments: ...honored to meet you, brother wolf. I thought I was alone. Your words and expressions give articulation to our pain and struggles. Fight on brother warrior Wolf. You give your younger siblings hope and yes, even a reason to live and fight. We are unrelated by birth locale, yet we've traveled similar paths in different times. Know that your words are not unheeded...nor unappreciated. That is all I can say for now.
  Visitor: Oliveoil473
Reference: A friend told me about this site..and I am 
           glad she did...
 Location: Milwaukee, WI
  WebSite: no homepage
 Web Info: 
  Contact: Oliveoil473@aol.com
     Date: Sat, Jan 29, 2000 at 00:26:49 (EST)
Comments: Wolf I don't know where to begin...first off I will say that I am completely impressed by the amount of work and time you have put into this wonderful site. Your choice in music and backrounds are beautiful and your words are extraordinary. You are so very courageous and articulate to say the least. Anyone reading this cannot help but admire your strength. I started reading this morning and haven't stopped till now. I hope that this site will inspire others to protect ALL the little children, even if they are not their own. Our children are the most precious thing we have and they are to be empowered not controlled and abused. God Bless you and yours Wolf, you deserve every happiness in the world and I hope you can continue to heal. I will keep you and your WHOLE family in my prayers. Thank you for sharing your life with us.
  Visitor: Andrea Devorak
Reference: Searching for info on Grandmother & Oklahoma
 Location: Corsicana, TX, but orig Wagoner, OK
 Web Info: 
  Contact: adevorak@hotmail.com
     Date: Tuesday, Jan 25, 2000 at 10:54:28 (EST)
Comments: I'm searching for my roots and something about my grandparents. There isn't alot known about my grandfather, Joe Cephus Killins other than he walked onto a ranch leading a cow mumbling about killings so they named him. Then he met my grandmother, Rosa Myrtle Bell, in Oil City, OK and they married in Gainesville, TX in Nov., 1900. They had at least 9 children and she had one or two prior. She was 1/2 French and 1/2 either Cherokee or Shoshone. HELP please, if you can.
  Visitor: RICH DE HOYOS
  WebSite: N/A
 Web Info: 
  Contact: DEHOYOSR122
     Date: Sun, Jan 23, 2000 at 17:36:18 (EST)
  Visitor: Jennifer
Reference: completely by accident
 Location: OH
 Web Info: 
  Contact: bielik74@aol.com
     Date: Sun, Jan 23, 2000 at 01:55:53 (EST)
Comments: I came across your website as I was reading an email about stalkers. Actually it was a website dedicated to survivors of abuse and your name sounded intereting so I clicked on it. I was not expecting to actually read it, just skim through it. But I have been sitting here for almost two hours and I have read every word. I couldn't pull myself away even when I thought I was going to vomit. All I could do was cry. I am so sorry for everything you and your siblings went through.
  Visitor: Ea_survivor
Reference: Signing another guestbook...and I've been 
           here before:)
  WebSite: Surviving Emotional Abuse
 Web Info: Memories of emotional/physical abuses, 
           poetry, and my thoughts.  
  Contact: ea_survivor@hotmail.com
     Date: Sat, Jan 22, 2000 at 23:55:47 (EST)
Comments: I could have sworn I signed this before...I sure meant to! I think you are so very very brave and strong. I wish I had a tenth of your strength and fortitude. Thank you so very much for sharing your stories and your thoughts. You are truely an inspiration.
  Visitor: usbaldo galindo jr
Reference: searching for poetry
 Location: new york
 Web Info: 
  Contact: ozzie1999@aol.com
     Date: Sat, Jan 22, 2000 at 11:02:42 (EST)
Comments: I printed out your poems and wrote them down in a journal so that i may read them when ever i need inspiration and strenght,most of us have to walk thru the dark places in life before we can ever reach the light,So at times it is a welcome feeling to realize that one is not alone in that path. Thank you
  Visitor: Bruce
Reference: To Check in again
 Location: Australia
 Web Info: A site listing numerous links and my own 
           battle with PTSD
  Contact: bpollard@hotkey.net.au
     Date: Fri, Jan 21, 2000 at 06:54:07 (EST)
Comments: I came to return to the site that inspired mine. It was well worth returning and remembering. Thank you Ghost Wolf.
  Visitor: G. White 
Reference: surfing the net
 Location: N.H.
 Web Info: under constuction
  Contact: Wolf-Master@msn.com
     Date: Thurs, Jan 20, 2000 at 04:36:42 (EST)
Comments: I read the poem you wrote during a very difficult time in your life. I to went through a difficult time in my life. That then was the time I read a poem about wolfs and found I could relate to thier spirits,thier unity and last but not least thier willingness to stand and fight alone. I found strength in the poem. I read the poem in a time in my life when I needed strength to stand alone to fight alone and to protect the one thing that was dearest to me my son.If for no other reason I should exist on this earth I shall be there strong and proud for my son and always willing to fight to protect him. For this world has taken on many faces of evil for which I will stand and fight for my sons right to walk this world in peace, to breathe the air to run free like the spirits of the Wolfs..
  Visitor: Tony
Reference: just surfed onto it randomly
 Location: Wisconsin
  WebSite: Dude Power!
 Web Info: A forum dedicated to preserving the dignity 
           and self-worth of the male gender in society
  Contact: dude_power1@hotmail.com
     Date: Mon, Jan 17, 2000 at 23:53:54 (EST)
Comments: A wonderful, prolific page you have here! I'm thoroughly impressed :-)
  Visitor: steven j. sofolo
Reference: web search for abuse survivors
 Location: illinois
 Web Info: 
  Contact: sofolo@cin.net
     Date: Mon, Jan 17, 2000 at 19:33:11 (EST)
Comments: i read with fascination and horror the abuses you suffered as a child. my experiences pale in comparison. i applaud your courageousness and tenacity in your journey for healing. i am inspired by you. i thank you for making your story available.
  Visitor: Star*Shine
Reference: You signed my guestbook but it is bookmarked 
           for a long time...
 Location: Ontario,Canada
  WebSite: Soul to Soul
 Web Info: Survivor Pages, Missing Children, Adoption
  Contact: starshine1@home.com
     Date: Sun, Jan 16, 2000 at 10:30:14 (EST)
Comments: Dear Wolf,
I cannot begin to say how much pain I feel when I read about your past and the horrible abuse you and your brother and sister have had to endure...but what amazes me sooo much is your strength and courage...and most important the ability to be able to forgive...I read about your reunion with your Mom. I am in total amazement at the great courage you have had to turn your life around and Break the Silence! God bless you sooo much for all that you do...and I just know that your pages are helping many others...you are a TRUE Survivor and deserve so much Love and Peace...after living such terrors. I wish you and Mou the very very best always...
Sincerely, Star*Shine (Anita)
  Visitor: Michael McKendrick
Reference: Link From Barbados
 Location: Montreal, now Vancouver, BC
 Web Info: 
  Contact: saynotosynthesis@hotmail.com
     Date: Sat, Jan 15, 2000 at 20:27:55 (EST)
Comments: Researching abuse of men, I found your site, and read your stories. I appreciate your courage and candour. These are hard to read, I get jealous. I've never met anyone nor any writing that can help me understand why I feel this way when I encounter a story of abuse worse than mine, I suspect more is buried, suspect a melodramatic longing for same, run around somewhat confused, pray, and find the strength to impatiently continue my life. Thank you so very much again. Michael
  Visitor: Sharon Donnelson - Feather River Tribal Health 
           Circles of Care Children's Mental Health Project
Reference: Keyword - Native American Recovery
 Location: Northern California
  WebSite: Feather River Tribal Health - 
Behavioral Health Services Web Info: Native American community based projects Contact: skddi@aol.com Date: Fri, Jan 14, 2000 at 19:12:32 (EST)
  Visitor: Craig
Reference: PMOTW webring
 Location: Sydney, Australia
  WebSite: Alchemy
 Web Info: online journal
  Contact: candrews@ihug.com.au
     Date: Fri, Jan 14, 2000 at 01:30:26 (EST)
Comments: ...ahhh...I'm speechless. Glad you've put this stuff out there; glad that you care enough about yourself to write it out and believe that it will count to have it out there; glad that you've come through it all alive and with a sense of self-treasure. I can only echo the previous entry: May you and Amou continue to walk in faith and love with each other and may your journey continue to lead you into peace and healing.. Amou and You 's relationship is so important now. Take care - and a HUGE HUGE {{{HUG}}} to Amou for being with you; and a HUGE HUGE {{{HUG}}} to you for being. Craig.
  Visitor: Lady Sunny
Reference: Guestbook
 Location: New Brunswick, Canada
  WebSite: Reflections
 Web Info: Surviving *g*
  Contact: ladysunny@faeryhill.com
     Date: Thurs, Jan 13, 2000 at 06:49:42 (EST)
Comments: As I was reading your life story, the thought came to me that everyone who will survive childhood abuse, survives on their own level. We are all not the same because the abuse is not the same. Each of us live in our own hell and learn to rise above it through words we ourselves speak, or the words of others. I thank you for your words. All events in our lives shape us into the person we become. If we wish away the abuse are we wishing away ourselves? I don't know and can't answer that question but it still is one I ask. Thank you for your honesty not only with us, your readers, but with yourself. May you and Amou continue to walk in faith and love with each other and may your journey continue to lead you into peace and healing.
  Visitor: Rev. Johannes Erich Myors
Reference: you signed my guestbook
 Location: Americus, Georgia
  WebSite: Pedal Prayers
 Web Info: 
  Contact: pprayers@yahoo.com
     Date: Wed, Jan 12, 2000 at 22:00:00 (EST)
Comments: Shalom Ghostwolf. Thank you so much for the touching message that you left in my guestbook. I'm glad that my site helped you in a way. I wanted to stop and check out your great site. Also, I wanted to wish you a happy new year and leave a prayer or two behind so that this year will be more effective and productive for you than last year was. Take care in Y'shua.
  Visitor: Diana
Reference: you signed my guestbook
 Location: all over
  WebSite: Diana's Place in the Grand Scheme of Things
 Web Info: Photographic/Written Journey of Survivorship 
  Contact: msdiana@ivillage.com
     Date: Mon, Jan 10, 2000 at 13:03:42 (EST)
Comments: I've *never* been to a site that was like a book I couldn't put down before. I am in absolute awe of your strengths and energies, what it took to have survived and then put together this site. I wish I knew what else to say other than thank you for sharing your experience and I wish you all the more healing and love in your journey.
  Visitor: A fellow wolf
Reference: researching domestic violence
 Location: Texas
 Web Info: 
  Contact: jowolfe@mail.utexas.edu
     Date: Sun, Jan 09, 2000 at 03:43:06 (EST)
Comments: I am just amazed. Like many of the other signers of your guestbook, I had some disbelief reading your story. I don't want to believe these things can happen. But you have nevertheless opened my eyes. I was exceptionally moved. I hope that your site helps others who are similarly recovering from childhood trauma. Judging from the other entries in your guestbook, it already has.
  Visitor: Samantha 
Reference: While doing some research for my own work
 Location: Texas now originally Soutern Cal.
  WebSite: working on one
 Web Info: I do petroglyph and hyroglyph site recreations 
           of stone
  Contact: frytm@juno.com
     Date: Sat, Jan 08, 2000 at 21:42:30 (EST)
Comments: I really like that there is a start not just a middle to your work, I am learning everything thru a babies eyes I thinki when it comes to the images I want to put on stone...hopefully I will get there and do some good along the way.
  Visitor: Gypsy Lady 
Reference: Phenomenal Men Of The Web Site
 Location: Canada
 Web Info: 
  Contact: adesertdancer@hotmail.com
     Date: Sat, Jan 08, 2000 at 03:00:25 (EST)
Comments: I'm at a complete loss as to what to say, but I felt like I had to say something. Your story truly mesmerized and horrified me. After I finished reading your pages I felt compelled to go around and kiss my sleeping children as they lay in their beds and whisper to them how much they are treasured and how much I love them more than life itself. I hope that you are all able to find peace.
  Visitor: Janelle O
Reference: happend upon it by accident
 Location: St, Louis, MO
 Web Info: 
  Contact: sweetsfalls@juno.com
     Date: Thurs, Jan 06, 2000 at 17:17:51 (EST)
Comments: I am a mental health professional and began reading you story late at work last night. It is always difficult to hear the painful and horrible accounts of childhood sexual abuse. Your story is particularly compelling to me because it illustrates how anger can be develop into the very thing that helps a child survive such severe and continuous abuse. It is interesting that the very thing that you must cling to in order to survive such torture is the same emotion that becomes an obstacle for so many during recovery. I found your openiness and honesty about your life experiences to be empowering and it renews my resolve to continue to help children that are victims of sexual abuse. Thank you.
  Visitor: kelly kintner
Reference: mentalhelp.net
 Location: wichita falls tx
 Web Info: 
  Contact: kkintner@wf.quik.com
     Date: Tuesday, Jan 04, 2000 at 02:47:27 (EST)
Comments: I'm just trying to find more survivors out there. trying to find a group locally and some books to read
  Visitor: Christina
Reference: i was given this link through a friend
 Location: Nevada
  WebSite: n/a
 Web Info: 
  Contact: rebeccalyanne@yahoo.com
     Date: Mon, Jan 03, 2000 at 05:21:52 (EST)
Comments: it is a compelling read, your biography. and so very hard to believe. not because i wish to doubt you, but because i don't wish to beleive that such things occour. and yet, i suppose, they must. it is a hard thing to wrap your mind around. there is nothing sufficient that anyone can say. and yet, as compasionate human beings, we must try. i am sorry. sorry that you had to experience life in the way that you did, and glad. glad that you survived it and were able to make something positive for yourself as a result. i am certain that you know already, that you are more self-aware and refelctive, more in tune with your emotions, needs, and history than most people ever will hope to be. and that, is a good thing. a very good thing. a very dark cloud indeed. and a slim, yet present, silver lining. continue the struggle. be well.
  Visitor: Tease mmm
Reference: Phenomenal Men of the Web Ring
  WebSite: Just a Tease...
 Web Info: Just a personal site... some poetry and 
           things about my other interest...
     Date: Sun, Jan 02, 2000 at 22:13:47 (EST)
Comments: I am not sure quite what to say. I feel quite speechless at the moment. I have been reading for about two hours. As I began to read I wanted to think that your some kind of crazy person that made this all up as nothing this sadistical could happen to children. I hope that doesn't hurt you. I imagine from what I read that you delt with alot of disbelief. The more I read, the more real it became. I am still so in pain from reading this and yet it is so incredible that you have survived and are sharing this to help others. I have already passed your page on to a few friends and I will pass it on to many more. Truly a page that needs to be seen. May you continue to heal.
  Visitor: Bonnie
Reference: back again
 Location: Boston,Ma.
  WebSite: Breaking the Silence
 Web Info: For abuse survivors to defy their demons 
           and speak out. OR read what others have left.
  Contact: frazled61@hotmail.com
     Date: Sat, Jan 01, 2000 at 17:21:34 (EST)
Comments: Hi Ghostwolf, me again, :-) I love your new look of the site! How have you been doing? I have two ?'s for you, I am now running a site linked to the Poetry one, where you can put your name out to show others that you have survived. As you know too many live in the dark and you seem so brave to put up this amazing site so I was wondering if I could put your name on my Comradery wall? and if so do I put Ghostwolf or Terrie? Also I have you linked from my sites but I was wondering if you had a banner? That would look more appealing then a word link. If you don't have one, I can make one for you. Well, keep up the great work and May the Power of the All Mighty be with you and yours in the New Year.

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