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January through February, 2003

  Visitor: Nicole
Reference: reference
 Location: Maine
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: herpo15@hotmail.com
     Date: Fri, Feb 21, 2003 at 14:35:49 (EST)

Comments: Hmm, first of all, to those who posted ads for internet casinos and...*shudder* fetish material, this is hardly the place to advertise. It is not appropriate. You should have more sense than that. I'd just like to say that anyone who could survive such abuse is truely one with strength of charactor. I have relatives who were abused, and I am also native, so I can relate in that sense. Though I have no memory of any abuse, I do find myself sensitive about sexual issues, so it is a suspicion of mine that something may have happened to me.

  Visitor: Conny
Reference: http://wwwreachingfortheLight4u.de.vu 
 Location: europe
  WebSite: Turmstachel
 Web Info: just a funny page
  Contact: stachelturm@aol.com
     Date: Fri, Feb 21, 2003 at 13:21:53 (EST)

Comments: Hello Wolf, I´ve read your page (via an interpreter program, smile). And I found out I have one question: How did you learn to get on a table again, jump and trust that someone is caring enough to catch you? Your site is really amazing. Do you mind that I link to you??? Greetings to you Conny

  Visitor: Ingrid Andersson
Reference: Because I read the book The Wind is my mother
 Location: I´m from Sweden
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: idany58@hotmail.com
     Date: Sun, Feb 16, 2003 at 10:56:54 (EST)

Comments: My english is not very good so I cant express my feelings, but when I read the book I deeply agree what Bear Heart wants us to learn about life.How easy everything is if we just let us to learn to listning and observe.

  Visitor: Jesica Brown
Reference: 
 Location: 
  WebSite: Homepage
 Web Info: 
  Contact: jesica@pie-girl.com
     Date: Thurs, Feb 13, 2003 at 12:03:36 (EST)

Comments: Cool Web Site. I really enjoyed the visit, and hope to come back soon.

  Visitor: Carol
Reference: web ring
 Location: Endwell, NY
  WebSite: Little Cassy's Corner
 Web Info: My story, poems, surviving sexual abuse as 
           a child, finding my soulmate on the internet, 
           pic's of family & pets.
  Contact: littlecassygirl@yahoo.com
     Date: Tuesday, Feb 11, 2003 at 16:24:43 (EST)

Comments: Wow! I don't know where to begin, your homepage is awesome! I found your work history so very intresting. Right around the corner & down the street from us is the huge IBM plant in Endicott, NY. I bookmarked your page so I can read more or your poems. Your talent shines through them as well as your artwork. My Mike will be as intrested in your homepage as I am, especially your American Indian page. Thank you for a great homepage!!

  Visitor: Dave and Denise Caster
Reference: God's Will
 Location: Springfield, MO
  WebSite: International Organization of Heterosexual Rights
 Web Info: fighting homosexual pedophilia
  Contact: director@inoohr.org
     Date: Fri, Feb 07, 2003 at 02:10:06 (EST)

Comments: Ghostwolf, You have touched my heart and soul. I cried with and for you, and laughed and smiled over your triumphs. I couldn't wait to see photos of you and your wife, thank you. My husband and I found your website through a 'google' search for 'gaia' and 'abuse'. You were the only site with the truth about the inside workings. We are currently working on a expose` of 'gaia', and how it affects us today. Your website, with your permission, will be linked, to show what abuses are inflicted on children in this cult. Please email us!

  Visitor: Ken Murphy
Reference: Web search for me
 Location: Oklahoma, but now living in New Mexico
  WebSite: Ken's Law Enforcement Page
 Web Info: 
  Contact: sheriff@innocent.com
     Date: Fri, Jan 24, 2003 at 06:20:01 (EST)

Comments: I found a link to my old page from your web site. Thank you very much for honoring my site with your comments. I am trying to recover my pages from the old files and have just re-posted some of them at the URL above if you'd like to update your link. I hope to clean them up in the days to come. Your site is very extensive and wonderfully built. I have learned from your site and appreciate your work. I wish you a very happy future.

  Visitor: Katherine
Reference: SURFIN
 Location: TORONTO,ONTARIO CANADA
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: not available
     Date: Wed, Jan 22, 2003 at 22:36:57 (EST)

Comments: u really opend up my eyes,so thank you for sharin ur triumph,pain and growth with me. TAKE CARE,katherine

  Visitor: Abikee
Reference: another guestbook
 Location: Kailua Kona, Hawaii
  WebSite: Abikee's Webpage
 Web Info: Its mostly about me and my life.
  Contact: bessatane@yahoo.com
     Date: Sun, Jan 19, 2003 at 01:37:20 (EST)

Comments: Your pages are excellent! I enjoyed my visit here and looking at the graphics! God Bless you and Aloha! ~Abikee~

  Visitor: candy hall
Reference: sra survivor - researching
 Location: vermont orig.-virginia now
  WebSite: n/a
 Web Info: 
  Contact: candico33@cs.com
     Date: Wed, Jan 15, 2003 at 19:25:38 (EST)

Comments: I AM A SRA SURVIVOR IN THE LAST MAJOR PART OF THERAPY- EMOTIONS. I HAVE ALSO BEEEN DIAGNOSED WITH D.I.D. I HAVE THAT VERY MUCH UNDER CONTROL. I SAW THAT YOU HAD THE HOIDAYS LISTED AND REALLY NEEDED TO TAKE THE CHANCE AND SEE WHAT YOU HAD TO SAY. OTHER SITES TRIGGERED ME, YOURS DIDN'T. AT LEAST NOT THAT MUCH. I AGREE WITH ALL AND GOT OUT A CALENDER AND WROTE DOWN ALL THE DATES THAT ARE VERY SIGNIFIGANT TO ME PERSONALLY.I WAS SURPRISED HOW MANY I TRIED TO IGNORE! I AM IN THE PROCESS OF PUTTING THE PROGRAMMING TOGETHER AND TAKING THE TIME TO BREAK IT. IT WAS A LITTLE FUNNY BECAUSE I WAS JUST TALKING TO MY THEAPIST ABOUT ME BEING 33 AND MY BIRTHDAY 6/26/69. MY BIRTH DATE IS WHAT MADE MY PARENTS FIXATE ON ME. THE REST OF .MY FAMILY WAS NOT EXPOSED. I AM THE YOUNGEST OF 6 AND THERE ARE 8 YRS BETWEEN ME AND THE NEXT CHILD. THEY LIVED WITH THEIR DAD WHEN I WAS 3.THE ABUSED WORSENED THEN. I PLAN ON WRITING A BOOK SOMEDAY PEOPLE NEED TO KNOW. I HAVE A 21 YR OLD AND SHE HAS 3 KIDS NOW. I ALSO HAVE A 15 YR OLD SON

  Visitor: Amber
Reference: search engine 
 Location: Colorado
  WebSite: None
 Web Info: 
  Contact: fccacadvocate@charter.net
     Date: Wed, Jan 15, 2003 at 16:50:57 (EST)

Comments: Hi there! I have been doing some research on male survivors for a project I am involved with. I admire you for speaking out!!! As a survivior myself, I am moved when another brave soul shares their story and breaks the silence. Be proud of your progress and never give up! -Amber

  Visitor: JeseMoose
Reference: A 60 lb. catfish pointed me in this direction ;-)
 Location: Barely west of the Mississippi
  WebSite: Gallery Mong-soa
 Web Info: Artwork, Poetry and other........Stuff......
  Contact: stlouismoose@yahoo.com
     Date: Wed, Jan 15, 2003 at 16:10:13 (EST)

Comments: Was digging through a box and found a 5 page post from you. Miss you, my Friend. Going through a separation, had a good job (note the word had) and then the proverbial doo-doo hit the fan. But hell, we're survivor's, right? So good to see you're still around and about, Ghost Wolf. Missed you lots, but figured we'd just drop by to say we've been thinking of you. Looking forward to hearing from you. {*{*{*{*{*Wolfie*}*}*}*}*} Love & ~moose hugs~ Jese

  Visitor: the YOUTH withe TRUTH
Reference: surfin
 Location: Topeka, KS usa
  WebSite: Invest in thy future, America!
 Web Info: Benevolence-Beyond-Bombastic...
  Contact: theautomann@msn.com
     Date: Mon, Jan 13, 2003 at 17:33:42 (EST)

Comments: All that time I was reading (it took me 2+ hours), I was mesmorized by what you went through. Believe-you-me, God had picked-you-out for a special glory in Heaven to survive alla that (eating feces - totally repulsive). Yes, that's EXactly what Satan does: He doesn't love anyone, but he only uses them to further his worthless, disgusting cause. You saw, didn't you? how your 'parents' abused you N used you? That's EXactly how the Liar's gonna nullify them unbelievers, idolaters, child-molesters who put their faith in superficial vanity N don't repent. But, yet, there's one thing we all must do: Forgive. Can't forget. How could you? It's ingrained in your soul, isn't it? I have made my URL to try N get those who still believe to THINK, as I was involved in a crash, just the same as you, though very different. I, too, was only 15 (my girl was 17) - coma, passed-away (respectfully). Lookit my complete URL. I hope this'll give you some encouragement, hope, joy... to know God sees EVERYTHING, as when you told that case-worker. God knew. God had a plan. He meant for you to suffer. Same as I. God MEANT for you to find that case-worker when you did, just as He meant to influence me to read your story when I did... Nevertheless, may God Bless You and may His face shine upon thee all the days of your lifetime so we can meet in Heaven. Love you, brudda.

  Visitor: CM
Reference: surfing
 Location: Maryland
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: 
     Date: Sun, Jan 12, 2003 at 00:33:29 (EST)

Comments: I am sickend by the hell that you and your siblings lived through. You have broke this cycle and beaten this demon. You have seen the devil on more than one occassion and YOU have won. God Bless you and I hope you can continue to heal.

  Visitor: Carrie Johnson
Reference: Little birdie told me
 Location: Saint Paul, MN
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: colvinfan@hotmail.com
     Date: Thurs, Jan 09, 2003 at 17:23:10 (EST)

Comments: I've been wondering how you are my friend. I'm glad to see you still have your website up and running. All is well here in the frozen tundra. I lived in Omaha, NE for three years while I purused law school. I'm finished with that now and am back in MN. I hope you are well. Please say hello to Mou for me. Blessings Wolfie. Carrie

  Visitor: Geri McMahan
Reference: Looking for some way to warn others about 
           my exhusband being a sexual perp
 Location: Colorado
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: nmyfathersser@aol.com
     Date: Wed, Jan 08, 2003 at 03:58:57 (EST)

Comments: I was sexually abused as a child by my next door neighbor. I was raped, sodomized and forced to preform oral sex as an adult in 1982. In 1982 I lost my husband, my daughter, my father, my home, my privacy, my job and my self respect all in the two months surrounding my father's death. The raped happened two weeks after my father died. I have been encouraged to write a book about my survival but I cannot find a writer. I thought I was healed but my last 5 years spent as a victim of another sexual perpetrator has proved otherwise. I must find a way to warn other women of how my exhusband uses his beautiful mountain cabin and its overwhelmingly peaceful surroundings as his lure. The mountains, the pine smell, osprey, bears, elk, moose, pine martins, foxes, fishing, hiking trails, hummingbirds, beautiful sunsets, the quiet solitude, the peacefulness of a winter mountain snowfall, all these he used to lure me into his deviant sex trap. Every morning was hell on --------- Lake. He is not being charged because I kept quiet for so long and was even talked into going back to him after leaving him for awhile. He made many promises that upon walking back into our cabin were immediately broken. He did a 360 degree turn from what he promised and we were right back to where we were before I left. I keep asking myself why? Why was I so stupid to allow myself to be used in such a way again? Why did I believe his lies? etc.,etc. I was getting counseling but it is now cost preventitive. He doesn't have to pay for anything. He's gotten off scott free. Part of me feels sorry for him because he will have to answer to God one of these days, and part of me wants him to have to pay NOW for what he has done. The pain never goes away. Your biography helps me understand some of his thinking and control tactics he used on me. That's what it's all about, control. Is there a way to keep him from victimizing another woman? How can I warn her that the paradise she sees is really HELL ON EARTH?

  Visitor: mick
Reference: searching for pages dedicated to survivors
 Location: 
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: 
     Date: Tuesday, Jan 07, 2003 at 15:59:22 (EST)

Comments: hi there, my name's mick, i'm also a survivor of sexual abuse but not incest, which i would imagine makes it worse. i wanted to say congratulations on your site, it's a work of art, i'll be coming back. hope your recovery is nearing completion if not done already. your bravery and openness on this site says to me you're there, you've done it, you've beaten the beast. again, congratulations. you have my deepest respect and admiration. best regards, mick.

  Visitor: Jean
Reference: 
 Location: Pennsylvania
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: 
     Date: Mon, Jan 06, 2003 at 16:13:01 (EST)

Comments: You are lucky to have survived such cruel abuse. You have great strength and character,... must be the Indian in you ;) I appreciate your thoughts, because they help me understand things that my boyfriend endured while his father abused him sexually and mother abused him through keeping secrets, ignorance and religion. For people like myself who want to support someone who was abused, and who have not experienced the horror you have,... your story brings understanding to thoughts and questions I have that cannot be answered by anyone else. Thank you!

  Visitor: Patricia Poarch
Reference: link
 Location: Virginia
  WebSite: Poarch's Wolf Den
 Web Info: Poems,Graphics,Links
  Contact: staff@wolfpawfarm.net
     Date: Mon, Jan 06, 2003 at 09:00:39 (EST)

Comments: Great site! Enjoyed my visit. I shall make another soon.

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