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January through February, 2004

  Visitor: a little boy at heart
Reference: looking for other like me who have left 
           childhood cults
 Location: Canada
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: trannyboy@hotmail.com
     Date: Sun, Feb 29, 2004 at 15:03:15 (EST)

Comments: hi I have been searching for others who understand and have been through this hell, all I know is you are a brave soul... You seem to be quite the compassionate man to be able to see your mother after all of this hell. Your site soothes me you have done a wonderful job

  Visitor: Rainey Moon
Reference: From Poetry Passions
 Location: Va
  WebSite: Rainey Moon
 Web Info: Poetry & Works of Rainey Moon
  Contact: raineymoon@raineymoon.com
     Date: Sat, Feb 28, 2004 at 00:59:39 (EST)

Comments: Hi Wolf, I wanted to take a minute to get to know you as I have thoroughly enjoyed reading your postings and look forward to reading more. You are a fine poet which I am honored to have come to know through your words that echo the voices of so many unheard cries. Blessed Wishes! Rainey Moon

  Visitor: saskia
Reference: a friend
 Location: Hamburg
  WebSite: kiezbilder.de
 Web Info: Partypics........
  Contact: saskia@kiezbilder.de
     Date: Fri, Feb 27, 2004 at 17:03:32 (EST)

Comments: Hi. Its a cool site. I look around. If you have time. visit my site: www.kiezbilder.de saskia

  Visitor:  Daniel M Arnold
Reference:  Surfed in
 Location:  Shawnee ks, 66203
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: 
     Date: Thurs, Feb 26, 2004 at 17:29:11 (EST)

Comments: Anyway to finish from our declaration of independence to now our civilization is about 228 years old ,look how quickly we have become technologically advanced compared to other civilizations around the world.The major difference in the equation is our constitution and bill of rights. Something that none of the other countries,nations or regions of the world have.Granted it was the chinese discovered gunpowder long before other civilizations even existed but without a constitution they were no more than a feudal state or you could compare to a terrorist state like a afghanistan or somalia in the past and those civilizations never last because there is no official government ,in other words given the resources anyone could walk andf takeover.Second none of these regions or countries or nations have a bill of rights which means none of its occupants unless otherwise brainwashed are going to have any loyalty to those in power. Given what happened during the french revolution and how it was repeated in 1917 and the spanish inquisition catholism is the only threat.

  Visitor:   Daniel M Arnold
Reference: 
 Location:  Shawnee ks ,66203
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: 
     Date: Thurs, Feb 26, 2004 at 15:13:23 (EST)

Comments: I have had to take somewhat a step back and wonder because there is alot of raw data that I overheard on june 1st,1999 at approx.4:35pm it could easily as be the nazis or the kgb responsible for ritual abuse and mind control. The truth I have points either way but based on what I know historically it is the catholic religion,because you have to remember the spanish inquisition and the french revolution.I say this because I looked also into nostradmus's prophecies.Concerning the 9/11 attack in 2001 it resembles his prophecies but probably like all the prophecies, they probably are a repeat a history of before,perhaps even before he was born.The one that concerns the 9/11 attack could also be the chicago fire which has been recently said to been caused by a meteor, the previous reference to a cow kicking over a lantern could be reference to taurus the bull from astrology,also chicago Ill. would be the new city as compared to st louis Mo.Also the word st. or San is from the catholic religion also their are the San Francisco earthquakes throughout history.Also there is the large meteor that hit the Yukatan pennisula 65 million years ago , there is the meteorite that is said to struck the Roman collisium all these in the areas of new cities.But here is what I find of possible interest, what if alot was lost in the translation of what we know about dinosaurs and that particular prophecy that concerns 9/11 it refers to a king of terror shall fall from the sky well that could mean the greek translation for T-rex a dinosaur.And there is my theory that these people particularly in the catholic religion live like dinosaurs believing that they rule the earth when they don't plants and microscopic life do.I believe that it was not the dinosaurs that died 65 million years ago but nearly mankind on the Yukatan pennisula.The dinosaurs possibly died earlier because of mass overgrazing and when the herbivores died the carnivores would have started to die with them the only ones that would have survived would have been the ones able to fly and their diet would have been meat or fruit.So I believe our calender is off the chinese have a calender that is 19,000 years old and the hebrew calender is 15,000 years old.The calender we have is based on the roman calender which is between 12 or 14 months long based on how Julius Caeser extending the calender ot 14th months long to keep the Roman senate in power.Also a variable in the formula is the fall of the roman empire first to catholism and the what remaining fell to the mongols which would be two dark ages and Nostradamus would existed during the third.Two books of interest to anyone should be once and future king and another the book of wicca if you can find it. Now we get to the juicy part, what I have turned over to the F.B.I. and what yet is still compiling in my mind the catholics were not behind but responsible for the assassination of JFK (one of their own leaders) and the world trade bombing on 9/11 2001.As far as the JFK case I still have collected all the raw data yet.But here is what is confirmed by what is available on Religious tolerance .org under cults and mind control ,Factnet,American Family Foundation,and survivorship.org.There were references to first 7/11 which also a convenience store chain now owned by the japanese which first is sept 11 on the old roman calender oct also means eight.There was a reference to a 911 attack which is now sept 11 again.There were more references made such as monopoly and collect $200 and pass go and there was a reference to candle light vigil which someone made to number 1 that would be 2001,a kid one of the cult members wanting honeycomb the cereal or maybe that is serial as in killer.The 7/11 again would have been red ,white, and green as the cult members are color programmed.Also the retalitory strikes in afghanistan did not begin until 10/8 which is reference to police code for out of commission.The JFK assassination is pretty easy just use the resources I mentioned and you will find out who is responsible as there were references made in both cases that day made to Joseph in the Holy Bible which backward is elbib yloh (which is spanish probably for a bib colored yellow) st joseph would be the likely area that the 9/11 attack was planned the anthrax everything they planned to use the identity of the previous attackers to cover a mass suicide.Also there were aircraft references made that day such as the peace symbol of the 1960's and T.W.A. management located in Olathe ks for Backyard burgers for the stores in this area .And the color of the store is red white and green again which is the color of the italian flag again.

  Visitor: zoe bowlt
Reference: google
 Location: alnwick(uk, northumberland)
  WebSite: dont have one....
 Web Info: 
  Contact: bimbet1234@yahoo.co.uk
     Date: Wed, Feb 25, 2004 at 05:56:35 (EST)

Comments: good website but it could do with more personal stories and poems.....

  Visitor: John
Reference: Through a link
 Location: New York, NY
  WebSite: Poet Club
 Web Info: Poet Club.  This is forever.
  Contact: Jwaltao@yahoo.com
     Date: Tuesday, Feb 24, 2004 at 15:07:11 (EST)

Comments: Great site Ghostwolf, it gets better everytime I visit.

  Visitor: Laura Mae Oldham-Brownell
Reference: Poetry Passions Poet Pages Posted Link
 Location: Lindsborg Kansas
  WebSite: Poetry Passions
 Web Info: A Web Community Where Poets May Gather And Grow
  Contact: lauramae@carrollsweb.com
     Date: Sat, Feb 21, 2004 at 00:31:16 (EST)

Comments: GhostWolf, I am very impressed with your homepage and plan to visit often. We have much in common. I too knew the pangs of hunger in my youth. I also survived a relatively non-existant, less than ideal, and abusive childhood. I have always felt old. I want to thank you for allowing me to see this side of you. You are a truly remarkable person GhostWolf. I admire your ability to triumph in the face of such harsh adversity. I am proud to say that I know you, and even prouder to call you a friend. You are the only person I have ever met in cyber-space that I hold in this regard. I hope that is alright with you. ~ Sincerely, Laura

  Visitor: Mattias Guilotte
Reference: From a Swedish page
 Location: Sweden
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: 
     Date: Wed, Feb 11, 2004 at 07:17:55 (EST)

Comments: I just wanted to tell you how shaken and sad I became by your story. I really admire your courage to write about your childhood. You kept me reading page after page, though I was almost crying. It sickens me that your tragic fate is happening to thousands and thousand of children around every day. Keep up your good and very very important work! Yours Truely Sincerely, Mattias Guilotte, Sweden

  Visitor: Jun
Reference: Tracked
 Location: USA
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: no thanks
     Date: Wed, Feb 11, 2004 at 00:47:03 (EST)

Comments: “They dog his footsteps, dazzle his senses, enter into him, harass and deceive and torment him in a thousand freakish and mischievous ways. The mishaps that befall him, the losses he sustains, the pains he has to endure he commonly sets down, if not to the magic of his enemies, to the spite or anger or caprice of the spirits. Their constant presence wearies him, their sleepless malignity exasperates him; he longs with an unspeakable longing to be rid of them altogether, and from time to time, driven to bay, his patience utterly exhausted, he turns fiercely on his persecutors and makes a desperate effort to chase the whole pack of them from the land, to clear the air of their swarming multitudes, that he may breathe more freely and go on his way unmolested at least for a time.” Communicating Christ in an Animistic Culture, Gailyn Van Rheenen

  Visitor: Lemura
Reference: linked
 Location: Ohio
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: Myonlyweakness2@aol.com
     Date: Mon, Feb 09, 2004 at 14:38:52 (EST)

Comments: Hello, I wanted to tell you how brave you are for telling your story. I too was sexually abused as a child by a family member. Thank goodness when I told I was taken out of the situation. However, the man who abused me had also abused my aunt when she was a child she never told out of fear. When I told it gave her the strengh to tell. Even though it was a 20 year gap. Anyways, I admire your strengh to overcome and deal with everything the way you have. many blessing to you!!!!

  Visitor: Isabel
Reference: surfing the web for incest survivors
 Location: Texas
  WebSite: none
 Web Info: 
  Contact: webquenbelle@aol.com
     Date: Fri, Jan 30, 2004 at 00:00:19 (EST)

Comments: I cannot tell you how much your story saddened me as well as gave me You see my 14yr old sister was raped by my stepfather(her real dad) and it occurred several times. I see the pain in her eyes and my heart cries each time i look at her and know all that she has been through. I'm scared for her because i don not know what the future holds for her and how she blames herself. I too had wished evil thoughts on this monster that caused my little sister all this pain. I prayed so much for god to take this anger away and ask god to forgive me for the bad thoughts. He answered my prayers when i knew i know longer hated this man. I knew god would deal with him in his own way and when he chooses to. I know that it is going to be a long road of recovery for her but i pray that she makes it. I cannot understand how grown people can hurt children for their own sick pleasures. you are an inspiration to so many who have been abused. I will pray that god watch over you and heal your wounds. Isabel

  Visitor: Baby Nina
Reference: 
 Location: 
  WebSite: http://acne-treatment.neobax.com
 Web Info: Clear for all blackhead and pills
  Contact: neobax.com
     Date: Sat, Jan 24, 2004 at 07:07:16 (EST)

Comments: I am much impressed after visiting this site. The great work and useful contents. Thanks to webcompilers. Baby Nina http://acne-treatment.neobax.com The Guaranteed Acne Treatment with Acne-R Herbal Pills.

  Visitor: Paul Gilbert McFetridge
Reference: google
 Location: Canada
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: !
  Contact: mcfet@sfu.ca
     Date: Thurs, Jan 22, 2004 at 05:58:47 (EST)

Comments: I liked your site. Good work!

  Visitor: Leila
Reference: from the site reaching for the light
 Location: Finland
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: leila.holm@saunalahti.fi
     Date: Wed, Jan 21, 2004 at 12:35:34 (EST)

Comments: You are a strong person and you should be proud that you have managed to break the vicious cycle of your past. I am also a victim of physical, sexual and emotional abuse but I haven't been through as bad things as you. Although, I am now working for the abolition of corporal punishments of children and I am also doing research about child abuse. Corporal punishment has been outlawed in Finnish schools since the 50s and in the homes since 1984. It rarely happens anything at school, but the abuse of children in the homes is still very common. It is up to people like us to change the attitutes of parents to come.

  Visitor: LadyRose
Reference: link from google
 Location: U.S
  WebSite: Verge of a Miracle
 Web Info: A site for survivors of rape, sexual 
           assault or abuse.  You are not alone!
  Contact: LadyRose@mail.com
     Date: Wed, Jan 21, 2004 at 02:21:57 (EST)

Comments: Thank you so much for this listing. I know it will help so many people.

  Visitor: Neesie
Reference: Sanctuary
 Location: New England
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: dehok@sover.net
     Date: Tuesday, Jan 20, 2004 at 22:40:21 (EST)

Comments: I wanted to take a moment to let you know that I am am truly happy that you have found a way to find some peace and joy in life. I do not know *your* pain, but I do know that my own still runs quite deep. Again, thank you for sharing with me and others. It means quite a lot.

  Visitor: Belinda
Reference: 
 Location: England
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: yellowbel2000@yahoo.com
     Date: Mon, Jan 19, 2004 at 05:24:06 (EST)

Comments: I never relised the sheer hell of ritual abuse, I am a survivor of sexual abuse. Thanks for writing your page, I now know I can get over the abuse I went though. To tell your story must have taken a lot of guts and bravery, thank you for having that courage, its helped me as I am sure its helped others.

  Visitor: Beverly
Reference: 
 Location: Fair Haven, Michigan
  WebSite: my fishbowl
 Web Info: survivor/information site
  Contact: grittiegirlie@hotmail.com
     Date: Sun, Jan 18, 2004 at 21:17:35 (EST)

Comments: I really like your site. Thank you for all of your efforts to help others.

  Visitor: mr
Reference: 
 Location: 
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: marilynrodriguez@mindspring.com
     Date: Fri, Jan 16, 2004 at 12:40:26 (EST)

Comments: Very informative site. Thanks!

  Visitor: Suelynn Kohan
Reference: From the SRA site
 Location: Ottawa Canada
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: It's presently being rebuilt
  Contact: suelynnsaper@rogers.com
     Date: Thurs, Jan 15, 2004 at 05:25:11 (EST)

Comments: I serve as director of an agency that works with sexual abuse survivors as well as being a survivor of both incest as a child and domestic violence as an adult. You have some good links and a great site. Thank you

  Visitor: JESUS
Reference: GOD
 Location: UP ABOVE
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: HEAVEN
     Date: Thurs, Jan 15, 2004 at 01:30:26 (EST)

Comments: 3 Then Judas, His betrayer, seeing that He had been condemned, was remorseful and brought back the thirty pieces of silver to the chief priests and elders, 4 saying, I have sinned by betraying innocent blood. And they said, What is that to us? You see to it! 5 Then he threw down the pieces of silver in the temple and departed, and went and hanged himself.

  Visitor: steve d
Reference: google
 Location: san diego ca
  WebSite: Murder In San Diego
 Web Info: Please view the site and read entire script.
  Contact: sdwitness500@yahoo.com
     Date: Tuesday, Jan 13, 2004 at 16:46:07 (EST)

Comments: This Is Completely Unrelated, But There Are Three People In San Diego Who Have Murdered Over 100 People Throughout California And They Are Still Loose. They Often Will Murder Tourists Who Are Visiting San Diego, And These People Just Disappear. The Information About Them Is Very Disturbing, But Needs To Be Known By All, So They Can Be Apprehended.The Info Can Be Viewed At The Following Site: http://www.geocities.com/sdwitness1000/adamandeve.html

  Visitor: Stephany 
Reference: www.yahoo.com
 Location: Kansas
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: stephany_feek2005@yahoo.com
     Date: Mon, Jan 12, 2004 at 15:31:41 (EST)

Comments: I was raped my sixth grade year. I am a Junior in high school now. I still have trouble sleeping at night knowing that he is still out there, because I never told anyone. Well, I did but not until five years afterwards. If you would like to talk to me or give me some advice contact me at stephany_feek2005@yahoo.com. Make sure that you put something on the subject about this website or rape. So I know not to throw it away.

  Visitor: Fred Wallace
Reference: a friend
 Location: China
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: fredwall03@ fsmail.net 
     Date: Mon, Jan 12, 2004 at 01:43:23 (EST)

Comments: Make a deal with God

  Visitor: Franni
Reference: just looking
 Location: leeds
  WebSite: don't have one
 Web Info: 
  Contact: don't have one
     Date: Fri, Jan 09, 2004 at 11:32:53 (EST)

Comments: very useful website. i have been harming since i was ten. i liked the way this site gave ways of telling others, as i find that really hard.

  Visitor: PJ
Reference: Link from save-haven.org.uk
 Location: England
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: sorry no can do cos of spammers
     Date: Fri, Jan 09, 2004 at 01:26:42 (EST)

Comments: Keep it going. Ignore anyone who tries to stop you, or even better, save the blood when you next cut yourself shaving and send it to the b*astards. You're doing a great job. Thanks.

  Visitor: Mary Smith
Reference: Grace of God
 Location: The Holy Land
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: mary_smith@hotmail.com
     Date: Thurs, Jan 08, 2004 at 18:10:34 (EST)

Comments: For all who are injured. Jeremiah 29:8-14 For thus says the Lord of hosts, the God of Israel: Do not let your prophets and your diviners who are in your midst deceive you, nor listen to your dreams which you cause to be dreamed Jeremiah 9:1-11 4 Everyone take heed to his neighbor, And do not trust any brother; For every brother will utterly supplant, And every neighbor will walk with slanderers. 5 Everyone will deceive his neighbor, And will not speak the truth; They have taught their tongue to speak lies; They weary themselves to commit iniquity. 6 Your dwelling place is in the midst of deceit; Through deceit they refuse to know Me, says the Lord. 7 Therefore

  Visitor: Mary Smith
Reference: Internet
 Location: California
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: mary_smith240@hotmail.com
     Date: Wed, Jan 07, 2004 at 21:48:53 (EST)

Comments: Becareful anyone here it is a big setup, Karma is coming fast. You can't dodge the bullet forever, it all comes back. Those who practice deception are the most deceived in the end. Don't take what you are handed, go get what you want. The cure for abuse is not to allow abuse, even if it means leaving everything behind it just isn't worth loosing yourself in the process. Wolves run in packs, most in the pack are just to serve the pack however there is always the lone one who creates the new pack, the true wolf.

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