
    
Background graphic Copyright © T.  GhostWolf Davidson
      July-August 
      2000 
   
   
 
  Visitor: amess
Reference: sanctuary
 Location: RI
  WebSite: N/A
 Web Info: 
  Contact: amess1943@yahoo.com
     Date: Thurs, Aug 31, 2000 at 10:54:56 (EDT)
   
      | Comments:  you moved me with your bio. 
         i am a survivor in denial. after reading your story, i destroyed 20 discs 
         of what i have been denying. thank you for freeing me. peace amess. 
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  Visitor: Pamella
Reference: Web Ring
 Location: California
  WebSite: Parents for Internet Safety
 Web Info: Laws I lobby for and Child safety tips
  Contact: pfis@parentsforinternetsafety.org?subject=Parents
     Date: Wed, Aug 30, 2000 at 23:12:05 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: Parents for Internet Safety 
         would like to invite you to visit us and print out our safety tips for 
         children traveling the Internet. It will take all of us voting and writing 
         our congress to get pornography materials on the Internet of our children 
         obliterate. How sad it must be for the children to grow up and in their 
         travels around our wonderful Internet run across a picture of being sexual 
         abuse by an adult. Please take a moment of your time and write your people 
         in office about your concerns over child abuse pornography of our children 
         on the Internet. Parents for Internet Safety 
            The Native American Indian, Hopi, Prophecy states. 
               When the Grandmothers speak the earth will be healed. The Care 
               Act of 1999 http://thomas.loc.gov/cgi-bin/query 
               
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  Visitor: Corn
Reference: Search Engine
 Location: -
  WebSite: Kramp
 Web Info: Come git the goods!
  Contact: krampsite@hotmail.com
     Date: Wed, Aug 30, 2000 at 17:58:48 (EDT)
   
   
  Visitor: GA Hugs
Reference: Angel Dreams & Hugs Member List
 Location: 
  WebSite: Angel Dreams & Hugs
 Web Info: protecting our kids *s*
  Contact: angelhugsdreams@aol.com
     Date: Sun, Aug 27, 2000 at 21:22:36 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: Hello, I am out visiting our 
         Angel members homes. You have put so much of yourself into this site. 
         Great job and glad you are a part of ADH. *s* hugs, GA Hugs 
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  Visitor: Becca Rusch
Reference: MSN Search
 Location: Fort Collins, Colorado
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: beccabecca66@hotmail.com
     Date: Sun, Aug 27, 2000 at 20:57:52 (EDT)
   
      | Comments:  Very happy to see your site. 
         I haven't checked it all out yet, but so far so good. I have been a cutter 
         for a couple of years, but consider myself 80% cured. I love your philosophy 
         about treatment. For a long time, I worked with a therapist who thought 
         that I should never cut again. I felt like such a failure when I relapsed, 
         and that I would never get well. Now that I have given myself permission 
         to do it if I have to, I have found that I rarely cut, if ever. And if 
         I do, I have promised myself that I need to look into why, and not just 
         ignore it. 
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  Visitor: Dean
Reference: Search Engine
 Location: D.C.
  WebSite: Underground Abductions
 Web Info: Missing Children, Whereto?
  Contact: 0108@terra.com.br
     Date: Fri, Aug 25, 2000 at 14:20:07 (EDT)
   
      | Comments:  About Missing Children, The 
         huge numbers of missing children every year have recently come to my 
         attention. It seems obvious that they have not disappeared along conventional 
         lines. As many as 400,000 children disappear in North America every year, 
         and they are nowhere to be found on the surface of the Earth. I doubt 
         that so many children are flown off in UFOs to other worlds, either. 
         Which leaves a shocking alternative ( a quick read ): http://skyboom.com/hollowearthpuranas/index12.html 
         Thanks for the attention, 
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  Visitor: Shari
Reference: a webring
 Location: ohio
  WebSite: Shari's Corner
 Web Info: my causes, graphics, globes, ect
  Contact: shariohio@hotmail.com
     Date: Fri, Aug 25, 2000 at 11:14:15 (EDT)
   
      | Comments:  ghostwolf, I admire you 
         for writng your story. You are helping so many other victims of abuse. 
         We must protect our children. We need to join hands across the internet. 
         We can make a difference. *S* I want to invite you to join a webring, 
         Guardian Angels Watching Over Them. We address childrens issues, especially 
         child porn on the net. Please take a look at our homepage and consider 
         joining. I know you would be a valuable member. ~Shari~ 
  
 
  
 
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  Visitor: Shari
Reference: a webring
 Location: ohio
  WebSite: Shari's Corner
 Web Info: my causes, graphics, globes, ect
  Contact: shariohio@hotmail.com
     Date: Fri, Aug 25, 2000 at 11:14:01 (EDT)
   
      | Comments:  ghostwolf, I admire you 
         for writng your story. You are helping so many other victims of abuse. 
         We must protect our children. We need to join hands across the internet. 
         We can make a difference. *S* I want to invite you to join a webring, 
         Guardian Angels Watching Over Them. We address childrens issues, especially 
         child porn on the net. Please take a look at our homepage and consider 
         joining. I know you would be a valuable member. ~Shari~ 
  
 
  
 
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  Visitor: Kathy
Reference: Integration issues web site
 Location: Wi.
  WebSite: I have none
 Web Info: 
  Contact: uneverknow39@hotmail.com
     Date: Fri, Aug 25, 2000 at 08:40:34 (EDT)
   
      | Comments:  I like your pages (especially 
         the Wolf). I am MPD and still trying to survive. 
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  Visitor: Nana
Reference: angelhugsanddreams
 Location: Oklahoma
  WebSite: In His Service
 Web Info: 
  Contact: nanaio@mmcable.com
     Date: Thurs, Aug 24, 2000 at 17:08:13 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: Welcome to Angel Dreams & 
         Hugs Hi, I am Angel Nana and want to welcome you to our family. We are 
         looking forward to growing and joining wings across the net to help bring 
         awareness for our children. We hope that the bigger we grow, the more 
         the bad guys take a look and see that they need to stop! There is help 
         for them, we pray they will see a better way! Thank you for joining us. 
         God Bless Nana   
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  Visitor: Jo
Reference: Survivor looking for others
 Location: NYC
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: Amarell93@hotmail.com
     Date: Thurs, Aug 24, 2000 at 15:03:37 (EDT)
   
      | Comments:  Sir, I applaud your strength 
         in putting it out here the way you have. My mother was schizophrenic 
         and my father worked 6 days a week most of my childhood to stay away 
         from her. You can guess what happened. I emancipated myself but still, 
         at age 29, have difficulties coming to terms with my survival. I'm also 
         an INFP, which I thought was very interesting... Thanks for sharing your 
         story. Good luck to you. Jo 
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  Visitor: Angel Venus
Reference: Angel Dreams & Hugs
 Location: Cleveland, Ohio
  WebSite: Venus' Domain
 Web Info: 
  Contact: venus28@earthlink.net
     Date: Wed, Aug 23, 2000 at 22:34:01 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: I stopped by to welcome you toAngel Dreams & Hugs!
 You have a great site here
 I really like the lay out and graphics!
 Have a GLORIOUS day!!
 
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  Visitor: GA Dreams
Reference: lil angel
 Location: 
  WebSite: Angel Dreams & Hugs
 Web Info: 
  Contact: angeldreamshugs@aol.com
     Date: Wed, Aug 23, 2000 at 21:57:11 (EDT)
   
      | Comments:  Hi there, Welcome to Angel 
         Dreams & Hugs, glad you and your family could join us. I have taken a 
         little more time and visited more of your pages and links. I am learning 
         as I go :-).. Some things I did not know was happening! I am glad to 
         be able to come back and learn more... angel hugs to you and your family 
         GA Dreams   
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  Visitor: Cool Nurse again
Reference: 
 Location: 
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: 
     Date: Mon, Aug 21, 2000 at 17:45:23 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: Just wanted to leave you 
         this: 
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  Visitor: Cool Nurse (Amy)
Reference: From Angel at secret shame
 Location: Florida, USA
  WebSite: Cool Nurse - Teen Health and More!
 Web Info: Educational info for teens (and adults) on health, 
				mental health & other topics of interest to them.
  Contact: coolnurse@coolnurse.com
     Date: Mon, Aug 21, 2000 at 17:39:25 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: Wow, what a great jo you 
         have done here, I am glad I found these pages. For a long time I thought 
         I was the only survivor of childhood sexual abuse and one in four. Of 
         course as an RN who worked with teens in a psych institute I knew i wasn't, 
         but no one talked about it except my patients Thank you for bringing 
         this common crime out of the darkness! This took a lot of courage. I 
         am really proud of you -- that sounds demeaning, it is not meant to be. 
         Be well, -Amy- 
              A> 
 
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  Visitor: Charlotte
Reference: my daughter
 Location: Austin, TX
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: mart3@swbell.net
     Date: Mon, Aug 21, 2000 at 16:59:01 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: My daughter, Korine, wrote 
         in your guest book some time ago regarding our similar experiences and 
         the autobiography I have written. She mentioned to you that I, also, 
         had and uncle Ray who was involved in the abuse. In looking at your pictures, 
         both drawings and photos, I find incredible similarities. You and your 
         sister look like my brother and I. Your story is similar to mine is many 
         ways. Even to the words you were told. I would be interested in receiving 
         a photo of your uncle Ray. If you have one please e-mail it to my daughter's 
         e-mail address. I am visiting her this week. If you respond after 8/24/00, 
         please send it to bethia47@swbell.net. My God bless you on your journey. 
         Charlotte 
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  Visitor: GA Dreams
Reference: another guestbook and bookmarked your site
 Location: 
  WebSite: Angel Dreams & Hugs
 Web Info: childrens causes
  Contact: angeldreamshugs@aol.com
     Date: Mon, Aug 21, 2000 at 01:14:09 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: I have visited before and wanted 
         to thank you for sharing your site with us. You have done a great job! 
         hugs to you and your family GA Dreams 
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  Visitor: Teresa
Reference: Viewing another guestbook
 Location: The RAOK Group & Michigan
  WebSite: T'nT Graphics
 Web Info: Linkware for personal web pages.
  Contact: tatsuro@voyager.net
     Date: Sun, Aug 20, 2000 at 21:56:40 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: I 
                  Noticed Your Note In A Fellow Member Of The RAOK Group's Guestbook 
                  & Wanted To Stop In. It Was So Nice To Meet You!
              
 
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  Visitor: Amy
Reference: I found it on A&R
 Location: From Kentucky, but I'm living in Florida
  WebSite: I don't have one.
 Web Info: 
  Contact: Babenewyr@aol.com
     Date: Sun, Aug 20, 2000 at 20:09:30 (EDT)
   
      | Comments:  I Started reading your web 
         site last week sometime, and it is so inspiring, and interresting that 
         I find myself at work looking forward to coming home so I can read more 
         of it. Thank you for sharing your story. Amy 
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  Visitor: Simon
Reference: 
 Location: UK
  WebSite: Simon's Page
 Web Info: 
  Contact: guestbook@simonet.com
     Date: Sat, Aug 19, 2000 at 06:12:55 (EDT)
   
   
  Visitor: Felisa
Reference: from signing another guestbook
 Location: Massachusetts
  WebSite: My Poetry World
 Web Info: Poetry, writings, links, women & cancer
  Contact: toonice9@yahoo.com
     Date: Fri, Aug 18, 2000 at 20:45:54 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: Hi, you have a great site. 
         I hope you will come visit my site and join my nature's alliance webring. 
         We too believe in the preservation of the animals especially the wolf. 
         God bless you!   
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  Visitor: Georgia Peach
Reference: search engine
 Location: Georgia
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: deadvolvo@aol.com
     Date: Thurs, Aug 17, 2000 at 22:51:18 (EDT)
   
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  Visitor: Star Gaze
Reference: a friend passed your link onto me
 Location: Canada
  WebSite: Women Of Strength & Inner Beauty
 Web Info: 
  Contact: stargaze@thekeyboard.com
     Date: Thurs, Aug 17, 2000 at 16:55:26 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: Hi Wolf, Your pages are so 
         interesting, I'm so sorry for the struggles life has handed you. I'm 
         not done my visit yet, I just wanted to stop in before I forgot and got 
         too caught up. Thankyou for sharing your story, may you have inner peace. 
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  Visitor: Angel of Mercy
Reference: Link on another site
 Location: 
  WebSite: Secret Shame
 Web Info: 
  Contact: mercy_angel@hotmail.com
     Date: Thurs, Aug 17, 2000 at 11:28:04 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: I have no words to express 
         how deeply your site has touched me. Thank you from a kindred spirit. 
     
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  Visitor: SheCat
Reference: Engine
 Location: Boston
  WebSite: Graphics by the Month
 Web Info: 
  Contact: 
     Date: Wed, Aug 16, 2000 at 23:40:32 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: Hi there:):) Excellent! Great 
         resources, great everything. You are a brave person, and there should 
         be more like you out here:):):) Kudos, SheCat:):)   
   
 
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  Visitor: Daphne Canale
Reference: soc-um
 Location: tulsa
  WebSite: paso parents against sex offenders
 Web Info: educate parents on looking at sex offender registeries, 
				provide helpful info at one place, encouraging parents 
				to take action, speak out, contact congress, and orchestrate 
				a fund raiser where a portion will go towards a non-profit 
				org. We are not a non-profit org. but will be set up as a 
				sole proprietor in the future.
  Contact: jdkbc@aol.com
     Date: Wed, Aug 16, 2000 at 20:58:44 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: We are currently still in develpment 
         although have published my home page so that Im guaranteed my site name. 
         Im near completion of the other pages. If you need ot contact me feel 
         free to do so. 
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  Visitor: Sea
Reference: a search for abuse survivors (DH was abused by 
				father/step-father)
 Location: TX
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: felisuncia@aol.com
     Date: Wed, Aug 16, 2000 at 14:44:56 (EDT)
   
      | Comments:  A very emotional experience 
         reading your history.DH had both physical (father) and sexual(step-father) 
         abuse from age 0 (father) to 19 (sexual abuse began at 12).The big difference 
         was the abusers were good christians(their words not mine).I have a female 
         friend with a similar experience to yours (the satanic ritual abuse and 
         she actually had to kill her first born when it was born as part of a 
         ritual).I only hope that people don't make the mistake of thinking that 
         all shamanic/nature religions allow torture and abuse or that all christians 
         shun abuse (cults of all types do).There ARE good pagans(not all pagans 
         worship satan) as well as bad christians.I wish you well and hope your 
         siblings will be ok. 
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  Visitor: maisy 
Reference: cult link
 Location: midwest
  WebSite: maisy's website for Jesus
 Web Info: show pagans and witches that they are thristy for 
				something and they aren't going to be filled drinking wicca
  Contact: maisylovesme@ivillage.com
     Date: Mon, Aug 14, 2000 at 20:59:28 (EDT)
   
      | Comments:  I haven't read all your stuff 
         here.....but I just had to stop and read and sign this book --- YES you 
         are doing the right things to expose this cult, I pray for protection 
         for you and your family..... GOD BLESS Love, T.L.C. (my actual initials) 
         aka: maisy 
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     Visitor: Dragon Muse
Reference: webbieworld
 Location: Canada
  WebSite: Dragon Muse Realm
 Web Info: A fun and informative place for fantasy writers, children, dragon lovers,
  Contact: dragonmuse@yahoo.com
     Date: Mon, Aug 14, 2000 at 13:32:09 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: Your site has truely touched 
         me. Joe's story broke my heart. I cannot understand how anyone could 
         be so thoughtless. I started to read the children's pages too, but the 
         tears get in the way. I will try again next time I visit. Thank you for 
         creating such a necessary site. 
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  Visitor: Nico
Reference: Net-search
 Location: Belgium
  WebSite: Bluesboys page
 Web Info: varia
  Contact: nsmets@vub.ac.be
     Date: Sun, Aug 13, 2000 at 21:05:06 (EDT)
   
   
  Visitor: Journeyman
Reference: alright
 Location: Amsterdam
  WebSite: The R@dical Zone
 Web Info: Non-commercial Internet Service providers
  Contact: webmastere@radicalzone.nl
     Date: Fri, Aug 11, 2000 at 11:47:26 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: Capitalism is the astounding 
         belief that the most wickedest of men will do the most wickedest of things 
         for the greatest good of everyone [Keynes]. 
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  Visitor: joyce
Reference: from another
 Location: california
  WebSite: see what tomorrow brings
 Web Info: it is  a memorial and spiritual journey since his death
  Contact: joymlcat@yahoo.com
     Date: Wed, Aug 09, 2000 at 18:54:19 (EDT)
   
      | Comments:  After reading your pages, 
         I find I am at loss for words, Yours is truly heartbreaking . I see in 
         these pages your journey and in many ways it touches each person who 
         comes here, Your poetry has touched my heart beyond words, I think I 
         can many people I know in those words, Your a very gifted and deeply 
         insightful person,and you can express it so richly, I know that i am 
         enrich in spirit and in heart for crossing your path. My heart and my 
         thoughts are with you, THank you, for sharing a very painful and heartbreaking 
         story with me and with others. 
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  Visitor: Larry
Reference: surf
 Location: USA
  WebSite: Loving Wolves
 Web Info: Is's about wolves and my work with them
  Contact: b4wolves@hotmail.com
     Date: Mon, Aug 07, 2000 at 22:41:35 (EDT)
   
      | Comments:  You have a very nice site 
         thanks for being a friend to the wolf. 
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  Visitor: Pamela
Reference: AOTS newsletter
 Location: My Mama but I live in Florida...*G*
  WebSite: Pamela's Poetry Corner
 Web Info: Poetry from my heart
  Contact: metaz6300@yahoo.com
     Date: Sun, Aug 06, 2000 at 02:21:44 (EDT)
   
      | Comments:  Wolf I have been sitting here 
         for over two hours now reading your pain... I have cried for what you 
         have survied... reading your pain makes mine seem less painful... You 
         have done the most wonderful thing any human can do... you have shown 
         others they are not alone.... and that no matter how bad the world can 
         be there is always someone who had to endure more and yet they managed 
         somehow to survive... That should give everyone the will to carry on... 
         yours in loving friendship Pamela 
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  Visitor: Angels of the Storm
Reference: 
 Location: ~Everywhere~
  WebSite: Angels of the Storm Webring
 Web Info: 
  Contact: stormangels@hotmail.com
     Date: Sat, Aug 05, 2000 at 14:55:03 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: Dear GhostWolf, On behalf of 
         the Angels of the Storm, I would like to congradulate you on being Featured 
         Angel of the Month....you are most deserving...for ALL that you do to 
         help others....for sharing your story, your poetry...and your great courage 
         and strength. You give others great hope and inspiration...Thank you 
         for all that you do. Sincerely Star*Shine And Stormy 
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  Visitor: Nancy Schollian {Firemist}
Reference: I found a document I saved with your web address 
				on it some time ago
 Location: Virginia
  WebSite: The Lair of Firemist
 Web Info: Misc. causes, interests, links to my personal pages, 
				links of interest to me
  Contact: firemist@rocketmail.com
     Date: Wed, Aug 02, 2000 at 10:21:38 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: I am so glad that you survived 
         this tragedy. Some years back, I never would have dreamed things like 
         this could happen to anyone, but I found out differently. One of my pages 
         talks about how I felt and dealt with a problem in my family. I applaud 
         your success! Nice pages, a lot of good information here! Thank you for 
         allowing me to visit with you! Have a wonderful day and a better tomorrow! 
         {{{ H U G S }}} 
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  Visitor: janice
Reference: a link from a BPD site
 Location: youngstown, ohio
  WebSite: none
 Web Info: 
  Contact: jaybird6001@aol.com
     Date: Tuesday, Aug 01, 2000 at 03:50:32 (EDT)
   
      | Comments:  i have never read a more horrific 
         and saddening story as yours. i only wish i could talk to you in person 
         and learn your strength dealing with recovery. i't unbeleivable that 
         went on for such a long time without people being suspicous. but then 
         again people did look away in those years. you must have tremendous inner 
         strength, and are truly one of God's special children. wishing you all 
         the best.......Janice 
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  Visitor: Roslyn
Reference: searching 
 Location: texas
  WebSite: don't have one
 Web Info: 
  Contact: prosabuserhine@aol.com
     Date: Sun, Jul 30, 2000 at 04:47:23 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: I read your site. And i'm crying 
         but i knew that was going to happen when i started reading i just hoped 
         it wouldn't be so bad. But it was. I don't know what to say. Other than 
         i hope you find your one sister and i can't begin to express my anger 
         i guess at your family. Not all of them just the ones who hurt you. No 
         one should have to endure that kind of pain and not a child.. Of all 
         people not a child. I was molested/raped by my uncle. I'm 17 and i don't 
         know how to deal. I push everyone away. How do you manage? I was sexualy 
         abused as a child by friends. And i don't know how to deal with it. Right 
         now i'm crying for you and your family and for myself. I wish i knew 
         how you kept going. So i could learn from it 
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  Visitor: wendy
Reference: splitangels.org
 Location: texas
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: wendy00@swbell.net
     Date: Sat, Jul 29, 2000 at 19:49:01 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: my heart aches for u and your 
         sis and bro. i have my own pain which has surfaced as i read your story. 
         i only hope i can be as brave as you have been. i hope u will live in 
         peace for the rest of your days wolf 
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  Visitor: wolf_angel
Reference: the greatest i have seen yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 Location: australia
  WebSite: none yet :(
 Web Info: 
  Contact: wolf_angel_05@hotmail.com
     Date: Thurs, Jul 27, 2000 at 22:47:26 (EDT)
   
      | Comments:  Hey there what a great site. 
         oh boy were do i start. i was so overwhelmed by it all. if u can give 
         me any information on how to start a web page and on the wolves i would 
         greatly appreciate it. thanks angel keep howlinggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
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  Visitor: Dorothy
Reference: you already know the answer to that, Wolf.. 
 Location: Chicago
  WebSite: none yet
 Web Info: 
  Contact: toto54@my-deja.com
     Date: Wed, Jul 26, 2000 at 00:23:09 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: Wolf, you know I have been 
         here and read your story many times I love the artwork and poetry you 
         have here, but mostly, I think you are one of the most courageous and 
         wise people I have met online. Breaking the silence on the issue of child 
         abuse and in particular of child sexual abuse is important and your site 
         does more to show people the reality than any I have seen. Take care, 
         my friend. May your journey continue to give you the healing strength 
         you need to live with joy instead of pain.. 
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  Visitor: cate
Reference: 
 Location: VA
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: cate65@aol.com
     Date: Tuesday, Jul 25, 2000 at 17:07:25 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: Good for you suvivior for telling 
         your story, I am so sorry Danny had to go back, absolutely ridiculous 
         that social services would do that to him. Could he survive outside your 
         mothers home? Does he know any better? Stay in touch with them, if nothing 
         else but for his sake. I am so sorry for Peggy too. You keep surviving......spreading 
         the word. It makes others strong and then they know how horrible things 
         can be. Then they learn to save the children...as you were saved 
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  Visitor: Korine
Reference: link from another page
 Location: TX
  WebSite: I'll add it later:)  not finished
 Web Info: It will be an online magazine of sorts...dealing 
				with SRA, cults, spiritual warfare etc...just in 
				the research phase now.
  Contact: jkamartinez1@juno.com or jkamart@swbell.net
     Date: Sat, Jul 22, 2000 at 12:34:05 (EDT)
   
      | Comments:  Wow. You know I can't beleive 
         all the disbeliefe there is for survivors when people who have never 
         met, describe such similar circumstances in such detail.... My mother 
         suffered as you did, actually your stories are quite similar only she 
         had it a bit worse (if you can imagine that)...In fact, one character 
         in your story is almost hauntingly similar to one in hers...did you use 
         real names?? email me and let me know please. anyways she too has come 
         out strong...She just finished her book on her life... I would llike 
         to commend you on your site and for telling your story, i know it can 
         be a scary thing to do. May God bless you. I don't know if you are a 
         christian, you didn't mention it...but I would like to say to anyone 
         else who reads this, When you are a survivor, Christ can heal wounds 
         that even your best therapist can't. God bless you Ghost wolf, keep up 
         the good fight. 
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  Visitor: S Lake
Reference: Searching for information on art therapy
 Location: Missouri
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: 
     Date: Thurs, Jul 20, 2000 at 15:48:10 (EDT)
   
      | Comments:  Your story is a testament 
         to what the human spirit can endure. My heart aches for you, your family, 
         and other victims of abuse. You are in my prayers. Thank you for sharing 
         your experiences. I am a middle school teacher and I am studying to be 
         a school counselor. I stumbled across your sight while searching for 
         information on art therapy. I pray that in my work, if when encounter 
         children that are in abusive situations I am able to recognize their 
         silent pleas for help and reach out to them, much like the social worker 
         that was able to rescue you. 
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  Visitor: Robert James Smitham
Reference: About.com
 Location: North and Central America
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: robertjames98@excite.com
     Date: Wed, Jul 19, 2000 at 08:16:59 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: I am Huron, Pottawatami, and 
         Scottish; also a victim of intense childhood sexual, ritual, emotional 
         abuse. Sometimes I am called Stickwalker. I strive to learn how other 
         have healed, hoping it may be of assistance to me in my journey. I appreciate 
         this site. 
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  Visitor: Kathy ( a.k.a Silky )
Reference: been here many times my friend ~ *S*
 Location: I am a Joisey Goil...*L*
  WebSite: A New Start
 Web Info: You have described my site well yourself *g* ~
				 yes hon, I too am a survior!
  Contact: kat22m@hotmail.com
     Date: Tuesday, Jul 18, 2000 at 19:07:22 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: Hello again my friend... *BAS* 
         .. It's been quite some time since I have written in your book, *geesh 
         how many do you have now?* *LOL* I am still in awe of your site... You 
         update and move things around, and change the colors but the content 
         still leaves my jaw hanging open as I read it again. God Bless You and 
         all the people that you have inspired with your story. I will continue 
         to return over and over again, especially NOW, because I just bought 
         myself a speedy new computer ~ *LOL* Take care Ghostie....*hugs* 
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  Visitor: Gamma Jill
Reference: Search for Incest/Rape Sites
 Location: Kansas City, MO
  WebSite: Gamma Jill's Web Site
 Web Info: My site is mainly a support site for depression, 
				hysterectomies, young grandparents, incest &/or 
				rape and migraines.
  Contact: jkleinowski@kc.rr.com
     Date: Tuesday, Jul 18, 2000 at 01:15:08 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: GhostWolf: Thank you for 
         this beautiful and sensitive site. Many of these sites are made by women. 
         It is refreshing getting a man's view. Please, allow me to link your 
         site on my web site. I would like to put your link on my Incest &/or 
         Rape Survival Page. I would love for you to send me a clip art that I 
         can have friends click to get to your site. Thank you for your insight.  
 
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  Visitor: Marlene
Reference: inspiring sites
 Location: Missouri
  WebSite: Tobacco Kills & Marlene's Thoughjts and Dreams.
 Web Info: it is inspiring, truethful and from the heart.
  Contact: iam1mess@yahoo.com
     Date: Sat, Jul 15, 2000 at 20:23:14 (EDT)
   
      | Comments:  I read your story from start 
         to finish, I am still wondering if all this abuse was possible? And how 
         much of this still goes on today? Have you researched to find out if 
         these people are mentally insane? What could possibly cause people to 
         act in such a way? What keeps you from killing your Mother? Do you have 
         any children of your own? I think I feel sick now! 
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  Visitor: D. Burton
Reference: I am making a resorce guide for teens about domestic violence.
 Location: Portland
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: 
     Date: Fri, Jul 14, 2000 at 16:37:47 (EDT)
   
   
  Visitor: Tracy
Reference: Link from another sight
 Location: Twin Cities
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: gizmo902@yahoo.com
     Date: Fri, Jul 14, 2000 at 04:05:33 (EDT)
   
      | Comments:  Ghost, I am awe struck. It 
         has taken me about 2 weeks of coming back to read your whole story. I 
         suffer from Major Depression, due to some emotional abuse in my childhood 
         and some strange family situations. NOTHING like what you have been through. 
         Before I read your sight, I have to admit I did wonder about the cult 
         stories, but not anymore. I don't think even Stephen King could come 
         up with the detail you have remembered. I hope you have spiritual peace 
         now, you deserve it. Thank you for building this sight and enlightening 
         all of us. Sincerely, Tracy 
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  Visitor: Donna Yeaw
Reference: google.com doing search on personal missing 
				children's pages (recruiting writers for my 
				Family Channel at BellaOnline.com)
 Location: All over but most recently the mountains 
				(okay hills) of western PA
  WebSite: My Prime Years
 Web Info: This is our personal site that somewhat chronicals 
				our RVing journey and our move to a cabin in a somewhat 
				rural location.
  Contact: donna@myprimeyears.com
     Date: Thurs, Jul 13, 2000 at 00:26:29 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: What a wonderful site you have! 
         You are obviously an extremely intelligent and talented individual who 
         has rise way above what your abusers wanted you to be. I come from the 
         mainframe world (a few years behind you - latecomer), moved to UNIX and 
         then PCs. I have done the technical stuff, consulting, management and 
         now enjoy freelance writing and web design. I maintain a business site 
         at dbyeaw.com, am the Senior Living guide at About.com and am the Channel 
         Manager for the Family Channel at Bellaonline.com (as well as the Small 
         Office/Home Office Host). I was looking for good writers to recruit for 
         some of the open topics at Bella (The Voice of Women on the Web) and 
         ended up spending a lot of time here. Oh - we like a lot of the same 
         musuc, too! 
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  Visitor: Kelpy
Reference: Twisted Whispers Webring
 Location: 
  WebSite: Kelpy's Spiffy Page
 Web Info: Stories, poems, 10th Kingdom fanfiction, 
				Artwork... all by me.
  Contact: writerchiq320@worldnet.att.net
     Date: Mon, Jul 10, 2000 at 16:57:02 (EDT)
   
      | Comments:  I like your page. The artwork 
         is really awesome. Go visit my page! 
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  Visitor: Sirena Onyx
Reference: surfing for wolves
 Location: St Pete Florida
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: Spirit Of Sirena@aol.com
     Date: Sun, Jul 09, 2000 at 10:07:43 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: Ghostwolf, I am amazed at your 
         site. I have never in my life seen anything like this, so open about 
         yourself, what you have been through. Your art is beautiful, your poems, 
         they made me cry for you, as i was also abused in my life. Your wife 
         Martha is very lucky.  And you are Cherokee. I have been to the 
         reservation in NC many many times. I am a follower of the Wiccan path, 
         although branching out in many directions, especially Shamanism now. 
         I want to learn and read everything there is on it. I commend you GhostWolf, 
         you have come a far way in your life. Remember, Mother Earth asks us 
         only that we love her. In Love & Faith. Sirena Onyx  your page 
         is in my favorite places, i am sending it to everyone i know!!!!!!!!!!!! 
         Thank you for opening my eyes and soul!!!!!!!!! 
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  Visitor: jake
Reference: i was looking for others that were used in cult rituals
 Location: the largest city in the midwest
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: korbin.dai@worldnet.att.net
     Date: Fri, Jul 07, 2000 at 17:07:37 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: i'd like to thank you for sharing 
         your story. i survived my abuse by running away after it stopping. but 
         the scars are still here. they never go away. just yesterday, my uncle 
         killed himself because of the abuse he suffered. he took his own life 
         just to prove our family right. i don't know how many times people have 
         told me that i'm lying or making this up, but i'm glad there are sites 
         like yours that prove this does happen. and from what i read, you aren't 
         that different from me. both of us don't like having sex. i pull away 
         from most people who are concerened about me, do you? i guess i feel 
         that you have a better grasp of your life than i do. i am only 17, but 
         it stopped three years ago. i just cried for the first time in 12 years 
         yesterday after i found out about my uncle. is that good progress? thanks 
         again for letting me see your life. i hope that this stuff doesn't keep 
         happening, or at least people will open their eyes to the problem. jake 
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  Visitor: yvonnekin@liespeopletell.com
Reference: search engine
 Location: Redford,Mi
  WebSite: liespeopletell
 Web Info: you will have a great time here
  Contact: yvonnekin@liespeopletell.com
     Date: Thurs, Jul 06, 2000 at 19:14:27 (EDT)
   
      | Comments:  check out www.liespeopletell.com 
         for a awesome site! 
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  Visitor: Jerry
Reference: survivor's  web ring
 Location: US
  WebSite: Jerry K's MH Advocacy Site
 Web Info: Mental Health Advocacy for consumers/survivors, 
				family members, mental health professionals.
  Contact: powerman@angelfire.com
     Date: Wed, Jul 05, 2000 at 22:33:41 (EDT)
   
      | Comments:  Ghostwolf: You have a very 
         encouraging and informative site. May we please exchange links? Don't 
         forget to sign my guestbook. 
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  Visitor: Mystic30/Paula
Reference: A link on another site
 Location: NC
  WebSite: Mystic30's Little Corner of the Web
 Web Info: Assorted stuff  :)  wolves, eagles, lake 
				applets, midis..etc...
  Contact: mystic3167@coastalnet.com
     Date: Sat, Jul 01, 2000 at 22:22:30 (EDT)
   
      | Comments:  Enjoyed your site very much. 
         Your message is clear and I commend you for your strength. May peace 
         be with you and your family. 
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  Visitor: Mona
Reference: *I have been here before*
 Location: TX
  WebSite: Mona's Closet
 Web Info: I am a survivor!
  Contact: monascloset@netscape.net
     Date: Sat, Jul 01, 2000 at 01:54:28 (EDT)
   
      | Comments: Ghostwolf.. I was so happy 
         to see you have joined Angels of the Storm..and I wanted to drop in and 
         welcome you. This visit, I enjoyed viewing your art. Please keep me posted 
         as to the well being of your sister Peggy..(I still think about her* 
         and you) Blessings to you! 
    
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