Background graphic Copyright © 1998 T. GhostWolf Davidson

July through August, 2001

  Visitor: SANDI
Reference: RESEARCH
 Location: TX
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: 
     Date: Wed, Aug 29, 2001 at 23:28:33 (EDT)

Comments: HOW SAD FOR YOU AND TOTALLY UNFAIR!BUT AT THE SAME TIME GIVE YOURSELF A PAT ON THE BACK! WHAT A SURVIVOR YOU ARE AND NOW YOU ARE HELPING OTHERS KNOW THEY CAN GET OUT TOO AND THAT THEY ARE NOT ALONE. BEST OF LUCK TO YOU AND MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU

  Visitor: Paul McLaughlin
Reference: Links To Go
 Location: Eugene, Oregon
  WebSite: Stop Child Abuse-Save Our Children
 Web Info: A survivor who advocate on child abuse since the year 1975. Helpful resources
  Contact: scan@efn.org
     Date: Mon, Aug 27, 2001 at 10:39:55 (EDT)

Comments: Stop Child Abuse since Oct 13, 1975 from Donora, Pennsylvania and to Portland, Oregon by a handicapped man. The founder-Paul McLaughlin almost died twice during his 18-years childhood abuse and survived to become a crusade to fight for the rights of children from fear and abuse. Paul began his works in his hometown in Donora. Paul graduated from high school at the age of 21-Special Education-mental slow. Un-publish booklet. Read this incrediable story about this handicapped man and his WORKS that you will never see in your community. A true sample of a survivor and a role model for children. http://www.efn.org/~scan

  Visitor: Kayla
Reference: Surfing
 Location: British Columbia, Canada
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: daiseyduck74@hotmail.com
     Date: Thurs, Aug 23, 2001 at 03:53:27 (EDT)

Comments: I just wanted to say that your page is wonderfull and very moving. I could tell in your drawings the emotions that you must have been feeling the day that you desided to express them. I too love to draw, in penicle, to express the emotions that are going threw my body when there is no way that I can describe them in words. I want to say thanks and that I enjoyed your site very much :) Kayla

  Visitor: kate
Reference: yahoo
 Location: england
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: starbean@talk21.com
     Date: Thurs, Aug 23, 2001 at 01:30:52 (EDT)

Comments: Hi Im 12 years old and ive been sexaul abused by my own best friend in a sleepover.Ive told my mum she got kicked out of school.Im coping as best as i can.Also i was again sexaul abused by another girl last year she was abit younger then me but she tricked me into play house. I feel bad as i was older.but i was too nerves to call for help.

  Visitor: Michael Ruiz
Reference: friend
 Location: El Paso, Tx
  WebSite: My Homeoage
 Web Info: 
  Contact: mikeruiz@excite.com
     Date: Wed, Aug 22, 2001 at 18:33:41 (EDT)

Comments: Thanks for the excellent site. Hope you are having fun with it,.... I am.

  Visitor: Theresa Smith
Reference: Searching for others who are incest survivors
 Location: Tucson, AZ
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: ok2btweety@aol.com
     Date: Wed, Aug 22, 2001 at 02:15:25 (EDT)

Comments: I just pulled up your site and have not read it yet. I wanted to sign in first. I have decided to write about my childhood also. If not for myself, but to hopefully help others. God Bless you and your family. T

  Visitor: Michelle Martinelli
Reference: Through Lycos
 Location: Anchorage Alaska
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: ShellNelli@aol.com
     Date: Tuesday, Aug 21, 2001 at 14:28:38 (EDT)

Comments: No comment at this time.....

  Visitor: Joy
Reference: Surfing
 Location: Mobile, Alabama
  WebSite: XxMsTroublejlwxX@aol.com
 Web Info: http://geocities.com/themomjw
  Contact: 
     Date: Tuesday, Aug 21, 2001 at 12:03:37 (EDT)

Comments: Guess I was lucky compared to you and your siblings. I too am a survivor of sexual and ritual abuse as a child. I read your story, and found a lot of things familuar. Thank You for your story.

  Visitor: Lois Brown
Reference: through the pages of OSOYA
 Location: I am from Cleveland Tennessee
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: cheok425@aol.com
     Date: Sun, Aug 19, 2001 at 08:06:38 (EDT)

Comments: Thank you for sharing your page with us. I too am a servior of abuse. As I read your page I know that healing for me will come. Thank you

  Visitor: Grandfather Peter Red Wolf
Reference: Browsing
 Location: Southern Ontario now in U.K.
  WebSite: The Bearclan U.K.
 Web Info: dedicated to healing iuselves and our earth mother
  Contact: thebearclanuk@yahoo.com
     Date: Sat, Aug 18, 2001 at 10:34:19 (EDT)

Comments: A good visit brother keep up the good work

  Visitor: Windi Rosson
Reference: From Healing Journey
 Location: TN
  WebSite: Windi Rosso, Quality and unique art for your home and business
 Web Info: My work
  Contact: 
     Date: Fri, Aug 17, 2001 at 13:24:14 (EDT)

Comments: Surfed in from Healing Journey. I just love this site!! I am a survivor too. Kudo's to you, and to the others that speak, be it in a guestbook or other ways.....we are silent no longer!

  Visitor: Skip Gundlach, AKA Giant, Trashman
Reference: DSL 
 Location: Currently near Atlanta GA, grew up near Rochester NY
  WebSite: none, yet - have not bothered to acquire the skill
 Web Info: 
  Contact: skip@bae.uga.edu
     Date: Thurs, Aug 16, 2001 at 00:22:32 (EDT)

Comments: Terry and I met when he had yet another name, on a newsgroup where we were both trying to survive life's surprises. We met personally at a picnic in Washington, DC, an event which will stick in both our memories for different reasons, as that's where he met MOU. I'd been looking for this bald guy, and he'd been looking for santa clause, and we missed each other several times as neither of us was quite as described by others. However, we found each other, staked out a landing zone for the others, and commenced to feed the multitude with a handful of food stamps and loaves :{)) Shortly thereafter I flew north to help him move out his about-to-be-ex-wife, and not long after that he and MOU visited my home in GA on their way home to CA. Though we are of greatly dissimilar backgrounds, I found an immediate affinity for GW and his accumulated wisdom, and have come to appreciate his thinking and writing over the course of more than 8 years. L8R Skip

  Visitor: Lorna Singer
Reference: search
 Location: santa cruz mountains
  WebSite: none yet
 Web Info: 
  Contact: lornasinger@yahoo.com
     Date: Wed, Aug 15, 2001 at 20:08:02 (EDT)

Comments: Thank you for your courageous share, I am deeply moved. I too am a survivor and tw and cherokee - it really hit home.

  Visitor: Lorraine
Reference: yahoo search engine
 Location: London
  WebSite: You Cant Tame Me
 Web Info: My personal story, poetry, quotes...
  Contact: you_cant_tame_me_uk@yahoo.com
     Date: Tuesday, Aug 14, 2001 at 16:08:00 (EDT)

Comments: I really like your website. I wish you luck in the future. Thankyou for the site.

  Visitor: Gina
Reference: Searching for Wolf Sites
 Location: NJ
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: Kiche13@aol.com
     Date: Sun, Aug 12, 2001 at 17:01:59 (EDT)

Comments: I have no words to say to you that would even come close to expressing how I feel after reading your biography. Anything I can possible think of seems trite-- but here goes anyway, what a brave person you are--we are all lucky that you survived your childhood, and shared it with us. Thank you.

  Visitor: jessy james
Reference: www.nemasys.com/ghostwolf/sign.shtml
 Location: 
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: 
     Date: Fri, Aug 10, 2001 at 16:17:04 (EDT)

Comments: I LOVE YOU I AM UN NOTICESD IN SCHOOL BUT I HAVE BEEN WATCHING YOUR BACK AND I JUST LOVE YOU AND YOUR WEBSITE

  Visitor: jessy james
Reference: www.nemasys.com/ghostwolf/sign.shtml
 Location: toronto ont
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: 
     Date: Fri, Aug 10, 2001 at 16:16:41 (EDT)

Comments: I LOVE YOU I AM UN NOTICESD IN SCHOOL BUT I HAVE BEEN WATCHING YOUR BACK AND I JUST LOVE YOU AND YOUR WEBSITE

  Visitor: Anita
Reference: 
 Location: UK
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: queenbitchuk@yahoo.co.uk
     Date: Fri, Aug 10, 2001 at 05:37:09 (EDT)

Comments: I am speechless. Words fail me. You are an amazing, incredibly strong and brave man. You write so vividly, and have a talent with a pen, drawing and writting. I hope your next life is as kind and happy as your past was abominable. My heart goes out to you and your siblings. You have fought a good fight and lived to tell the tale. Much love and admiration Anita

  Visitor: Mrs Viki Demello
Reference: under Native Amrican Art
 Location: Hilo, HI
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: valesaloa-HI@webtv.net
     Date: Thurs, Aug 09, 2001 at 00:19:36 (EDT)

Comments: I love wolves, I to am a survior of meantal and physical abuse from both my parents, and I exspress some of it through art, through painting and drawing animals,horses are my favarite, next to wolves. I am just starting to work on people, I find people hard to do! I too am Cherokee/Irish(but I always put human under other, living in Hawaii has tought me to respect all people and culture.)and I just happened to be lookig for art to inspire me. Thank you for taking the time to read my posting-God bless-Viki

  Visitor: KARON
Reference: SURFING
 Location: SAVANNAH  GEORGIA
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: KWALKE50@BELLSOUTH.NET
     Date: Wed, Aug 08, 2001 at 15:52:16 (EDT)

Comments: I WAS SURFING AND CAME UPON YOUR PAGE I WILL RETURN ... WE HAVE A LOT IN COMMON THANKS FOR THE JOURNEY TO THE PAST.

  Visitor: harsha 
Reference: browsing
 Location: 
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: 
     Date: Tuesday, Aug 07, 2001 at 17:30:58 (EDT)

Comments: Was surfing the web to look at american history, its a shame americans' do not accept all the blunders that were commited and preach to the world about human rights etc. its a shame america treated people by race in reality when the country has principles of all human beings are equal, liberty etc all the lofly theoritical ideals. its a shame a civilization was wiped out for the gluttony of settlers and colonialism. its a shame the european settlers now feel the country is theirs because they have been there 200 years and ignore the feelings of natives who have been there for thousands of years.

  Visitor: Bruce
Reference: previous visitor
 Location: Australia
  WebSite: It Really Is Okay To Talk About It
 Web Info: A site dealing with mental health and abuse issues
  Contact: bpollard@hotkey.net.au
     Date: Fri, Aug 03, 2001 at 07:22:08 (EDT)

Comments: Hi Ghostwolf, It is good to visit an old friend again. You were one of the people who encouraged me to start with, and I come back for little refreshers now and again. Take Care Bruce.

  Visitor: Sophia
Reference: Was searching for a site like this one, where others have been 
           through similar experiences in the hope of learning how to confront 
           the fears i have pushing away.
 Location: Scotland, Britain
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: 
     Date: Wed, Aug 01, 2001 at 12:59:02 (EDT)

Comments: Hiya Ghostwolf, I'm still reading your story, but just wanted to say how amazing you are to have written this. I'm not so sure that i have the courage, although i wish i had. It's almost as if you're free as a bird, reaching to the skies with with all your might. I truly admire your strength. Three of my abusers are still living and this has always put me off doing something about my writing but hey, there's plenty of time i suppose. There's so much i wish i could say to you about what i've read but i'd just run out of space and probably not get to the point, so i'll just leave at this for the time being, at least until i've finished reading it and i'll get back to you. In the meantime take good care. Regards Sophia :-)

  Visitor: darktide
Reference: we know the way
 Location: 
  WebSite: darktide rising
 Web Info: 
  Contact: darktide@direct.ca
     Date: Wed, Aug 01, 2001 at 01:38:17 (EDT)

Comments: stopping by, sending lots of love and gentle light to you and AMOU... hope you are taking care of you all :) darktides

  Visitor: Dougal Fraser
Reference: MSN Explorer
 Location: Hamilton, New Zealand
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: dougalfraser@hotmail.com
     Date: Sun, Jul 29, 2001 at 05:19:27 (EDT)

Comments: Dear GW, Thanks for your website. I too am an incest survivor to a female perpetrator. I'm working through issues I've denied for too much of my life. Nice to see your pictures and your smile. Gives me lots to hope for. Thanks and best wishes, Dougal F

  Visitor: Heart
Reference: Been here before 
 Location: 
  WebSite: Heart's index
 Web Info: child abuse and Multiple personaality 
  Contact: heart7@iname.com
     Date: Fri, Jul 27, 2001 at 19:27:52 (EDT)

Comments: Hi I've read about you often and been here a couple times. This time thought to sign the guest book. and also to invite you to join my webring. and take my award for you pages. the url for the webring is http://www.angelfire.lycos.com/ca/heart13/MPD.html and the award is http://www.angelfire.lycos.com/ca/heart7/apply.html

  Visitor: Kathy
Reference: Been here many times
 Location: Upstate New York
  WebSite: A New Start
 Web Info: I'm a Survivor
  Contact: kat22m@hotmail.com
     Date: Fri, Jul 27, 2001 at 16:46:20 (EDT)

Comments: Well hello again! Just thought I would stop by and visit and let you know I've updated my sites as well, started some graphic design and web design, and have helped others make their pages. In fact, I've done a few professionally *s* Yep, you can say, I've come a long way.... I love you site...it still pains me to read YOUR STORY, and how I ache for you. You too have helped so many people. And I love how you revamped your site... *S* God Bless... Kathy

  Visitor: Rebekah
Reference: from a search engine
 Location: winchester ,uk
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: How to get to heaven and escape lifes troubles
  Contact: rrolfe@orange.net
     Date: Wed, Jul 25, 2001 at 06:39:29 (EDT)

Comments: Thankyou for sharing with me what you have been through. I myself has been abused by my father since the age of about 7 until about 11. My only hope is the Lord Jesus Christ I have been absoloutly changed since I became a christain. I have a hope, and a goal in life! Isaiah 55 v 6 'Seek the Lord with all your heart while he may be found, call upon him while he is near!'

  Visitor: Melissa
Reference: another site
 Location: Kansas
  WebSite: Women Against Domestic Violence
 Web Info: 
  Contact: melndan@kans.com
     Date: Wed, Jul 25, 2001 at 00:00:35 (EDT)

Comments: This is an awesome site...would love for you to visit mine!

  Visitor: Farazidar Aziz
Reference: by accident
 Location: Malaysia
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: farazidaraziz@hotmail.com
     Date: Fri, Jul 20, 2001 at 11:38:49 (EDT)

Comments: Dear Ghostwolf, I had been reading your pages in 1995. After a while, I e-mailed you for advice and I followed the development of your pages very closely back then. And then I totally lost your web address until tonight!! Congratulations, it's fantastic. Your pages had been my place to overcome my issues and I'm sure they are for other too. Thank you Ghostwolf for your sharing and love. God bless. Fara

  Visitor: Matt
Reference: By computer
 Location: England
  WebSite: Loud
 Web Info: Loud
  Contact: mtaw@hotmail.com
     Date: Fri, Jul 20, 2001 at 05:13:51 (EDT)

Comments: Hiya!

  Visitor: Elaine Wiley
Reference: surfing
 Location: texas
  WebSite: Wiley's Homepage
 Web Info: family, Poetry,photos, and a new arrrival soon
  Contact: yellow_rosetx2000@yahoo.com
     Date: Thurs, Jul 19, 2001 at 18:19:10 (EDT)

Comments: very nice page :0) alot of work and thoughts when in the page and it shows

  Visitor: Melanie Ouellette
Reference: Through a search for hard to find ressources on male victimization.
 Location: North Bay, Ontario, Canada
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: melouellette@hotmail.com
     Date: Mon, Jul 16, 2001 at 16:00:10 (EDT)

Comments: Thank you for sharing in great detail your abuse history. I appreciated it greatly and it will help me to understand the very profound impacts that abuse can have on a person. Your first-hand account will help me in my future career as a social worker, as I myself have never been subject to abuse. I know that it must take a tremendous amount of courage for you to arrive at this sort of acceptance of what your life has been, and to be able to share it in this most public of ways, to bread understanding to all who may stumble upon it either by accident or on purpose. Thank you again for your generosity in sharing of your expericences. Sincerely, Melanie Ouellette, B.A.

  Visitor: kathie blevins
Reference: research for understanding after finding out sons were abused
 Location: virginia
  WebSite: n/a
 Web Info: 
  Contact: kathie@aisva.net
     Date: Sun, Jul 15, 2001 at 02:23:13 (EDT)

Comments: today i found out my sons were sexually abused by my brother...i need help to help them

  Visitor: Morgan
Reference: Webring
 Location: London, Uk
  WebSite: Beneath The Covers...
 Web Info: A website dealing with issues that are 'beneath the covers' such as 
           depression, self-harm, suicide and abuse. Includes a personal story 
           and help section.
  Contact: Beneaththecovers@angelfire.com
     Date: Fri, Jul 13, 2001 at 11:34:31 (EDT)

Comments: This is such a wonderful site! Well done for surviving everything - you are strong! You deserve to be happy.

  Visitor: Theresea Wasson
Reference: DRW's VE Friends
 Location: Illinois
  WebSite: Theresea's Page
 Web Info: Family site about us and our interests. Also free linkware graphics
  Contact: nutty1@speakeasy.net
     Date: Tuesday, Jul 10, 2001 at 17:53:50 (EDT)

Comments: I support your site through DRW's VE Friends and wanted to stop by for a visit. Your site has truely touched me, and I am very proud to support your site. You have shown true strength and courage to write about what you have gone through. God Bless you in your continued quest for healing.

  Visitor: Romeo 'Dex' Hickford
Reference: colin read from herne bay in kent england
 Location: im omnipresent
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: f******u
     Date: Tuesday, Jul 10, 2001 at 14:53:47 (EDT)

Comments: colins gona die, btw he lives opposite the st phillip howard primary skool in herne bay

  Visitor: Debra Masters
Reference: Link in my guestbook
 Location: Austin, TX
  WebSite: Brianna's Forest of Beliefs
 Web Info: A woman's search for God throughout a tumultous life.
  Contact: debra21@swbell.net
     Date: Fri, Jul 06, 2001 at 06:36:04 (EDT)

Comments: I have now read through your entire website. Wow. What a survivor you are. I am praying for your lost sister, that she finds you. I pray you all continue to grow and heal. God be with you.

  Visitor: Debra Masters
Reference: Link in my guestbook
 Location: Austin, TX
  WebSite: Brianna's Forest of Beliefs
 Web Info: A woman's search for God throughout a tumultous life.
  Contact: debra21@swbell.net
     Date: Fri, Jul 06, 2001 at 05:00:58 (EDT)

Comments: Thank you for visiting my site last year. I probably visited you before, but in case I had not, I wanted to visit you now. I really like your site.

  Visitor: Andria Knight
Reference: link in an ezine
 Location: Kentucky
  WebSite: sweet cheeks
 Web Info: just a page about me and my family
  Contact: andriaknight@peoplepc.com
     Date: Thurs, Jul 05, 2001 at 19:11:54 (EDT)

Comments: Wolf, I was mesmerized by your story and needless to say had to stop reading several times to wipe the tears away. I don't know what to say to you about the horrible experiences you went thru as a child. Most people would say I'm Sorry that you had to go thru that without ever realizing they know nothing about the pain, anger, degredation, shame, guilt, and other myriad emotions felt by an abuse survivor. i was sexually abused and raped for years by my genetic father, from the time I was 12 until I married at 17. I tried running away from home at 16, just to get away from it all. While on the road, I was raped by two men that held a gun to my head while they took their pleasure on my body, but I dealt with that easier than the abuse by my father. I was 31 years old when I found out that my father was also abusing my little sister. She finally admitted that to me. He used to use threats against her to get me to cooperate with his abuse and to keep me silent. My father wasn't a cultist or anything so I didn't have that pain to go thru the way you did, but I still understand and feel some of the same emotions that you feel. I am now 32 years old and still have nightmares of my abuse as a child and teenager. Please consider me a friend and fellow survivor. If you need to talk, I will listen.

  Visitor: Lori Whittiker
Reference: searched spousal abuse   chatroom
 Location: Dallas, Texas
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: zena@i-love-dogs.com
     Date: Thurs, Jul 05, 2001 at 14:40:00 (EDT)

Comments: It's hard to believe that abuse like this happens! You must be extremely strong to have endured such abuse. God bless you. You and your family are in my prayers.

  Visitor: Brenda Bernstein
Reference: following links from angelfire
 Location: Texas (parentage from Georgia)
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: 
     Date: Wed, Jul 04, 2001 at 07:39:03 (EDT)

Comments: from what i have seen so far, i love your site. i will try to see it all.

  Visitor: connie lam
Reference: from other web site
 Location: yahoo.com
  WebSite: n/a 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: clam2@visto.com
     Date: Tuesday, Jul 03, 2001 at 19:29:39 (EDT)

Comments: let the truth ring out, i like the motif of the web ring. as a victim of catastrophic, continous, arbitrary intrusion, manipulation, probable lies, intimidation, use, abuses, harassment, discrimination, humiliation, insult, obstruction of justice, denial of protest ... ever since I filed a sexual harassment case with the government agency EEOC in 1999, TRUTH AND JUSTICE are music to my ear and my prayer. I have tried so hard to get fair information, fair compensation from the government of all the countless sexual harassment, discrimination on the base of sex, age, country of origin, race, whatever for a long time now. Lies and version of lies, and overt, probable collective lies callously block, destruct all aspects of my life (school, church, car, job, house, life, anywhere, any time, by any body, for no reason, no id, no explanation, no apology...) if you may direct me to any legal assistance or community support, or if you have sympathy or info to share, please feel free to contact me clam2@visto.com Each additional day is more damages. i have not been living for 1.5 years and no justice, peace, truth... are in sight yet. it is an endless x-file terror that i have been living in for 1.5 years. enough is enough, it is ashame. God know my pain and all the injustice, and maybe other crime victims too.

  Visitor: Chuck
Reference: Google
 Location: Lowell, MA
  WebSite: Stupid Stuff
 Web Info: It stinks
  Contact: patsfan2@hotmail.com
     Date: Mon, Jul 02, 2001 at 18:50:32 (EDT)

Comments: Yeah.

  Visitor: Sandy
Reference: search engine
 Location: Ont. Canada
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: sandy1512@home.com
     Date: Mon, Jul 02, 2001 at 00:36:40 (EDT)

Comments: My heart goes out to you, I was abused in a very much the same matter as a child and young adult.My sister took her own life a year after the abuse ended.I am not as far in my healing as you are, thank-you for giving me hope.