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July - August 1999

  Visitor: Bob Egner
Reference: guestbook
 Location: Kentucky
  WebSite: Runningbear
 Web Info: It's a site about my heritage,searching
     Date: Tuesday, Aug 31, 1999 at 14:15:55 (EDT)
Comments: O'siyo, Brother. Wow I dont know what to say, You have done a wonderful job with your pages, They are sad, But to get the truth out is the best thing that can happen. One doesn't know what to say after you have said it all. The best of luck to you in your new world brother, I cry for you. Walk in peace. Runningbear.
  Visitor: Jun Jones
Reference: Surfing the Web
 Location: Florida
  WebSite: none
 Web Info: I am also a surviver
     Date: Tuesday, Aug 31, 1999 at 08:04:57 (EDT)
Comments: I like your webpages....they hit home with me...Sometimes it is just nice to know you aren't the only one.
  Visitor: Bonnie
Reference: -
 Location: -
  WebSite: Poetry of the Soul
 Web Info: poetry of the soul read here. 
     Date: Sat, Aug 28, 1999 at 04:33:44 (EDT)
Comments: Congrats Ghostwolf! you have won the Angelic Service award! Your site has done a wonderful service to the community by educating about child abuse. please check your mail for your award plus an extra gift. And keep up the good work! You are an inspiration to many.
  Visitor: simply
Reference: been before
 Location: Canada
  WebSite: none
 Web Info: 
     Date: Sat, Aug 28, 1999 at 02:32:18 (EDT)
Comments: Terry: As always you impresses the hell out of me. Your site is amazing and makes one want to search the soul. Wow it justs gets better and better like the man himself. My mind is unable to articulate properly at this moment. Awesome!
  Visitor: Bonnie
Reference: been visiting for a bit now
 Location: Boston
  WebSite: Poetry of the Soul
 Web Info: poetry, stories, add your name to the 
comradery wall and help break the silence. Contact: Date: Thurs, Aug 26, 1999 at 15:25:36 (EDT)
Comments: Hi Ghostwolf~ Still doing great with your site I see. I have been voting for ya. You deserve to go in the lead for us all. In fact I have followed your example and added a story page to my site if anyone ever wants to add theirs. And to show I mean it from the heart to really break the silence, I added a bit of my story. And I owe anything that comes from this to you and your first steps that you show from your site. You are a beacon in the night for us to follow. Thankyou for helping me find my way. :-) Be seeing ya~Take care~~ Bonnie
  Visitor: Debbie Alvarez
Reference: I was looking up info on incest.
 Location: San Fernando Valley in Southern 
California WebSite: Web Info: Contact: Date: Thurs, Aug 26, 1999 at 03:35:20 (EDT)
Comments: I absolutly could not stop reading your story. I can totally relate. Me and my sisters did not suffer as much as you and your sister and brother, but our father was very abusive. My sister was subjected to incest. We had to eat dog food, were sat in a row as my dad took turns putting his finger on our throat which caused us to stop breathing. It's a miracle we're alive. Theres alot of other things that happend to us but I can not list them all. Like you I am a suvivor. Me and my sisters remain very close. We do everything together. I am so happy that you were rescued. I wish you nothing but happiness in your life. Bye from Deb
  Visitor: Cameo
Reference: A group we are in together
 Location: Texas
  WebSite: Cameo's Pure Country
 Web Info: Blah Blah
     Date: Wed, Aug 25, 1999 at 06:28:55 (EDT)
Comments: GhostWolf, I am so happy that I have had the oppurtunity to meet you through the group we are in together. You are a very nice and interesting man. I have read some of your survival story and my heart broke for you and the rest of your family. I am so sorry that you had to go through what you did growing up. I am truly sorry for Peggy and your other siblings. I will keep all of you in my prayers. I know it took a whole lot for you to write this story and relive it in order to help others. You nkow, I did not realise it till now, but you and I have the same first and middle name. That is too cool. Well, I hope to see you on my ICQ sometime soon or maybe in chat, you are a very pleasant man to talk to. Oh, and by the way Shane is very nice looking. He looks alot like my brother. See ya soon sweety. All my love and prayers.
  Visitor: karyn
Reference: webbieworld
 Location: australia
  WebSite: dont have one yet
 Web Info: 
     Date: Mon, Aug 23, 1999 at 00:07:50 (EDT)
Comments: dear ghost wolf you are an inspiration to abuse survivors all over the world ,I am myself struggling to overcome an eating disorder as a result of abuse in childhood, reading your story has given me the courage to go on , joy and light to you dear friend.
  Visitor: Susan Kennedy
Reference: On aar, of course!  :D
 Location: Springfield, South Dakota
  WebSite: Don't have one yet
 Web Info: 
     Date: Fri, Aug 20, 1999 at 21:31:49 (EDT)
Comments: Just exploring your pages, GW. I loved the page about why you prefer to be called American Indian! Dragon
  Visitor: Judith
Reference: I walk beside you in spirit, friend
 Location: Georgia, USA
  WebSite: WilliamsHoller
 Web Info: It is our world of dreams... where we 
share our hearts Contact: Date: Thurs, Aug 19, 1999 at 23:05:48 (EDT)
Comments: I have not been here in so long a time, I was shocked at the changes -- but in a very pleasant way. Your site always makes me grateful, and it makes me want to give you a hug for the pain you have lived... No one should have to live through what you have, dear friend. You are such an inspiration, and to see such a gentle, caring soul rise from the horror you have suffered is reason enough to believe that survivors of abuse really can go on to lead lives that are more than just good. You are exceptional. Thank you for sharing your heart. We will forever include you in our family of choice, dear Ghostie. If you ever need love and support, please don't hesitate to call on us. In admiration, Judith
  Visitor: donna cowfer
Reference: searched
 Location: el paso texas
 Web Info: 
     Date: Wed, Aug 18, 1999 at 03:13:56 (EDT)
Comments: You made me cry, I cried and still cry for survivors and non-survivors.
  Visitor: Saabirah
Reference: alt.abuse.recovery
 Location: Pittsburgh, PA
  WebSite: none
 Web Info: 
     Date: Tuesday, Aug 17, 1999 at 03:21:08 (EDT)
Comments: Hi there GhostWolf... I've just gotta say that your site is one of my favorites. Someone else who signed your guestbook said that perhaps being abused makes one want to shout it from the rooftops. Well....Thank God for those like you who have the courage to do exactly that!... Thank you for being that people like me can finally see that we weren't the bad ones.... We were the victims and we will be the SURVIVORS... I love the music... it is so calming and I can hear hope and strenght in it as well.... I love the imagery of the wolves too.... Sometimes the thought of a wolf is scarey but I think that you have shown that not all wolves are that way.... sometimes they are the protectors... and that's how it should be.... if you know what I mean. Saabirah
  Visitor: Marja-Riitta
 Location: Finland
 Web Info: it's for a very rare breed Black 
Russian Terrier Contact: Date: Mon, Aug 16, 1999 at 12:37:56 (EDT)
Comments: You have a great page here, lots of interesting things to see.
I really enjoyed my visit.
Greetings from Finland!

  Visitor: Diane
Reference: Limk from Bruces site
 Location: New Zealand
 Web Info: 
     Date: Sun, Aug 15, 1999 at 22:50:43 (EDT)
Comments: For the last 3 evenings, once my children are in bed, I have sat here and read your biography. The tears flowed.....for you and your siblings, and for every other child in the world who was/is abused, and for myself as I have just begun my journey. I so admire your strength and courage, you are truly a shining light amongst all the darkness in the world. I have always known that my children are gifts to me, not posessions, not burdens, but precious gifts to be cherished and loved, and kept safe. Once again this belief has been reinforced. I cant thank you enough for sharing not only your story, but your inner most feelings, your soul, your heart. You have tremendous strength. Be safe and well *hugs*
  Visitor: barbarab
Reference: searches
 Location: New york
  WebSite: none
 Web Info: 
     Date: Fri, Aug 13, 1999 at 20:40:27 (EDT)
Comments: I can not view a couple of your pics, was wondering if there is a problem with them. The one of your stepfather, and the one of your baby pics. I think what you are doing is wonderful, and I am voting for you everyday through webbieworld.
  Visitor: Recruiter Sunflower
Reference: surfin' the net
 Location: The Rumbles
  WebSite: The Rumbles
 Web Info: It's a friendly place for competition
     Date: Thurs, Aug 12, 1999 at 12:13:23 (EDT)
Comments: You've got a great page..keep up the good work
  Visitor: Tasha
Reference: thru an award page
 Location: il, usa
  WebSite:  Tasha's Spot
 Web Info: find out what your dreams may mean, 
Teahouse on the Tracks, coffee & tea
fun, poetry by James Morrison set to
images, and umm my scribbles :o) Contact: Date: Wed, Aug 11, 1999 at 20:21:17 (EDT)
Comments: well...i have to bookmark and come back cause i got all emotional while reading your father's day page that you wrote for your son, Shane. I liked your poems alot.
  Visitor: Rhonda
Reference: have had it for awhile
 Location: Arkansas
  WebSite: Rhondas Page
 Web Info: not much as Im not too good at it .
     Date: Tuesday, Aug 10, 1999 at 00:06:46 (EDT)
Comments: There is something about this site that draws me back time and time again .It touches my heart and brings tears to my eyes. You truley are a miracle ,and hope for all the abused childern and adults.There is always hope'' May God Bless you and keep His hand on you always. Please keep me informed of new things and on your e-mail list.Thank you
  Visitor: Sean (aka Ugly)
Reference: your email list
 Location: Ontario Canada
 Web Info: 
     Date: Mon, Aug 09, 1999 at 06:51:15 (EDT)
Comments: When I got word of your website I thought I'd take a look. Best wishes. -Sean
  Visitor: PATTIE
 Location: NEW JERSEY
AND PRAYING ALL WILL BUY. Contact: MYJAG@WEBTV.NET Date: Mon, Aug 09, 1999 at 06:03:55 (EDT)
  Visitor: Danielle
Reference: friend sent me the link
 Location: Washington state
 Web Info: 
     Date: Mon, Aug 09, 1999 at 05:11:14 (EDT)
Comments: Wow.... ummm... I am sort of speechless... I just spent the last 2 1/2 hrs reading everything in your site. I am a survivor as well... I survived by becoming multiple. What you describe sounds so much like my experience right down to my Grandfather being named ART... BLAH!!! I love you simply because you can share and give of this horrible experience... it helps me be not alone in some of the memories... I now know that what happened to me did happen... I didn't make it up.... Thank you
  Visitor: Toni
Reference: A Friend
 Location: Nevada
  WebSite: Tahoe's Spirits
 Web Info: It's about my interactions with wolves, hands on and what a magnificent animal they are.
     Date: Mon, Aug 09, 1999 at 01:42:07 (EDT)
Comments: Hi Wolfie! I had to stop by and check out your new pages and again I must commend you on some very powerful writing. I also must say once again how I admire you and Mou for putting this horror story up for the world to view and be educated about. It is an honor to call you Friend and I continue to walk with you through this ordeal. Love you much...~Toni
  Visitor: Luke
 Web Info: 
     Date: Sun, Aug 08, 1999 at 01:06:51 (EDT)
Comments: Too real...I live in fear of my life being called in.
  Visitor: Tammi
Reference: Member of FOW
 Location: NH
  WebSite: Families on the Web
 Web Info: There is No Excuse for Child Abuse
     Date: Sun, Aug 08, 1999 at 00:15:12 (EDT)
Comments: Hi Ghostwolf. I spent my day reading your long and sad story. Wow what a horrible experience. I wanted to let you know that you have broken the cycle and you should pat yourself on the back for that. I am happy you are living a somewhat happy and normal life. I am sorry your sister is missing. Im glad your mother is making an attempt to come to terms with what she did and what she has been through!

  Visitor: Dakotah Wolf
 Location: Ohio
 Web Info: 
     Date: Sat, Aug 07, 1999 at 22:42:34 (EDT)
Comments: Aho, takuye. I admire your courage, strength, and good work. I hope there are plans for a book. Such a work would do much good. I survived, but you survived much more. Here's to you, my Brother.
  Visitor: Ellen
Reference: You visited my website..thanks for 
stopping by! Location: PA WebSite: Ellen's Website Web Info: Contact: Date: Sat, Aug 07, 1999 at 22:36:02 (EDT)
Comments: GhostWolf, What could I possibly add to your guestbook that other's before me haven't expressed...As I sat here tonight reading your story of abuse, your poetry and viewing your artwork..tears were in my eyes, I can't seem to find words adequate enough to let you know how much your pages touched me. I applaud your courage, your strength and your spirit! Yes, it is time in this country for people to fully understand the repercussions that abuse impacts on an individual..a family..a community..a nation..and the world. Due in part to websites such as yours, perhaps we can all gather together collectively and spread the word, Abuse in any form is intolerable! Thank you so much for sharing your life experiences with me, and in return I wish for you the peace of mind & spirit that each of one of us is entitled to on this earth. Love and Light, Ellen
  Visitor: owl
Reference: i visit often!    : )
 Location: WA State
 Web Info: 
     Date: Sat, Aug 07, 1999 at 16:07:30 (EDT)
Comments: heyyyyyyy.......... got notified of updates on your site. as always, i'm in awe of your hard work and commitment!! thanks....... you help give me hope again. glad to keep voting for your site and VERY excited to see it had top billing at one point. the more that the silence is broken, the better. may We Walk in Beauty... owl
  Visitor: Webmaster ImpulsX
Reference: guestbook
 Location: Germany
  WebSite: ANDALANANGA - the dance with the fantasy
 Web Info: a big German Fantasy and Poetry Website
     Date: Sat, Aug 07, 1999 at 12:21:11 (EDT)
Comments: Great Fantasy-Homepage! It was a very nice surfbreak for me here. Greetings from Germany! :o)
  Visitor: Royal
Reference: Guest book my site
 Location: Ontario Canada
  WebSite: Survivor
 Web Info: 
     Date: Fri, Aug 06, 1999 at 00:12:31 (EDT)
Comments: I bookmark your site as you have so many nice thing to see.I`m allso a victim of abuse and now a survivor of both.Its a hard battle but with people like you and some in holas well get to where we belong.Your site is very interesting to look at
  Visitor: Julie Lenton
Reference: child abuse sites
 Location: sydney Australia
  WebSite: none
 Web Info: 
     Date: Thurs, Aug 05, 1999 at 10:11:41 (EDT)
Comments: For some reason I am drawn to your page and keep returning. Many are the nights Ive stayed awake with thoughts of you and Peggy and hell.i look at my 2 beautiful angel babies and pray to God no one will ever harm them, they are so precios. It is so much harder when we are not believed or misunderstood about how our the abuse inflicted on us still lives inside. BELIEVE THE CHILDREN.
  Visitor: Carrie Johnson
Reference: Aww hell, I've known you forever
 Location: The Heartland
 Web Info: 
     Date: Wed, Aug 04, 1999 at 13:35:10 (EDT)
Comments: Ghostwolf my friend, I just wanted to drop a note here on your website to let you know how wonderful I think wha tyou do with your site is. As I read the comments enclosed on your guestbook I am in awe at how you've helped people. You are a good man, Ghostwolf Davidson and I am grateful to be able to call you friend. Please, say hello to Mou for me and keep up the good work. Thanks again for sharing, I'll talk to you soon.
  Visitor: Lexy McSteel
Reference: have it bookmarked *S*
 Location: Alabama
  WebSite: Lexy McSteel's Place
 Web Info: Poetry and Genealogy
     Date: Wed, Aug 04, 1999 at 12:47:44 (EDT)
Comments: I'm so glad you're gettin the recognition your site deserves! I know I keep returnin again and again. Lexy
  Visitor: Paul Ortiz y Pino
Reference: Luck
 Location: New Mexico
  WebSite: none
 Web Info: none
     Date: Tuesday, Aug 03, 1999 at 13:30:43 (EDT)
Comments: I am in awe. I am approx. six weeks away from seeing my own story in print, and I find yours. People like you and Dave Pelzer have been my rock, when my only alternative was suicide. I am no longer a victim, but a survivor, and I pray that with the release of my book I may somehow touch people as you have strengthened me. Thank you...Muchas Gracias...Pablo I hold a copy of my book, Victim's Road, for you. Contact me.
  Visitor: MooBug
Reference: Followed a link from a newsgroup
 Location: Sheffield UK
  WebSite: N/A
 Web Info: N/A
  Contact: rather not say just yet
     Date: Tuesday, Aug 03, 1999 at 12:01:48 (EDT)
Comments: I too am a survivor of abuse - you may have read my story in the newsgroup... your words at the foot of the page that sometimes the its over now forget it approach doesnt always work is only just becoming a fact for me I am 19 years old and I fear I may never fully get over what happened / understand it / find the right approach but knowing that there are others out there who can understand makes all the difference. On a lighter note - I really like the picture of your office - seems i am not the ONLY soft toy fan I will visit this site again *hugs* luv moo
  Visitor: hungry-cook
Reference: Periodically visit
 Location: NY
 Web Info: Newbie page, but I have a link to 
your site. Contact: Date: Tuesday, Aug 03, 1999 at 10:20:44 (EDT)
Comments: Congrats on making it to #1 on Webbieworld. I hope your site gets tons more exposure and visits. You have a vital and eloquent site that I hope more people will visit and learn from.
  Visitor: Ann
Reference: I've been here many times
 Location: England------>USA
  WebSite: Ann's Art: A Work In Progress
 Web Info: A unique art site that shows the 
progression of a picture from start
to finish. Contact: Date: Mon, Aug 02, 1999 at 09:09:12 (EDT)
Comments: My sincere congratulations on being chosen as this week's People's Pick over at WebbieWorld. You have a lot to be proud of with this website of yours, and you deserve every honor and recognition that you get for it. Keep up the wonderful work, and again, thank you for sharing yourself with us all.

  Visitor: Susan Maree Jeavons
Reference: Just luck I guess! :)
 Location: Ohio/North Carolina
  WebSite: Child Abuse & Recovery
 Web Info: Articles, discussions, polls about 
child abuse Contact: Date: Fri, Jul 30, 1999 at 08:55:05 (EDT)
Comments: Thank you for opening my eyes to the reality of ritual abuse. All abuse is intolerable and our stories must be told to bring about awareness and hopefully prevention.
  Visitor: Gentle Touch
Reference: I have always known of your site 
 Location: Connecticut Originally, High Ground 
of the Mojave Desert just north of
Los Angeles, CA now. WebSite: Gentle Touch's Web Web Info: For All Survivors Of All Forms Of Abuse, now including Hate Crimes Contact: Date: Fri, Jul 30, 1999 at 05:56:33 (EDT)
Comments: Dearest GhostWolf, Blessings and light to you always for the work you do for survivors. Guess we are truly both miracles in our own right. Never give up hope, and never stop until abuse ends, and I won't either. Love and light to you always, Gentle Touch
  Visitor: Jill (Twigger)
Reference: Link from Di's page
 Location: Illinois
  WebSite: Still working on it...
 Web Info: 
     Date: Fri, Jul 30, 1999 at 01:03:47 (EDT)
Comments: I'm speechless after reading your story; how someone can find the strength to come through the things you've been through is inspirational to say the least! I applaud your efforts to bring this too-often hidden subject into the light where it belongs, and I hope in doing so you find the inner peace that you so well deserve. Excellent site!!! God bless you, GhostWolf :o)
  Visitor: Joanna/Cinnamon Pineda
Reference: Thru my wonderful friend, Diana Glen
 Location: Thunder Bay, Ontario, Canada
  WebSite: Cinn's Place
 Web Info: 
     Date: Thurs, Jul 29, 1999 at 17:23:40 (EDT)
Comments: Hello, Ghostwolf! *s* I've been to your site many times since I found the link on Diana's page.. It's truly wonderful! I've been voting each and everyday, and I hope you win because by winning you'll get your message out to so many people and that's become very important to me lately.. I truly admire your courage and spirit! Good luck and best wishes in getting a subject that's long been taboo out into the open for all of us, GhostWolf! *HUGS* Cinn/Joanna
  Visitor: payday 
Reference: my best friend loves this site
 Location: tx
 Web Info: 
     Date: Thurs, Jul 29, 1999 at 00:27:44 (EDT)
Comments: i really like your page and hope to create one as good as yours!
  Visitor: sher
Reference: an e-friend
 Location: Texas
  WebSite: MY PAGE:  and Why Not?
 Web Info: my therapy, my writing, my family 
photo essay, and the like Contact: Date: Wed, Jul 28, 1999 at 23:20:26 (EDT)
Comments: your story takes my breath away. and I think the Halloween costume is inspired!
 Location: WINNEBAGO, NE
 Web Info: 
     Date: Wed, Jul 28, 1999 at 17:53:12 (EDT)
  Visitor: Barbara Mason
Reference: been here before
 Location: Mineral Wells Texas
  WebSite: none at this time
 Web Info: 
     Date: Wed, Jul 28, 1999 at 09:45:39 (EDT)
Comments: Glad you have came out of hiding and really like the improvements you've made on your site.Got a lot going on in my life right now just found my family that some never knew and some hadn't seen in 60 years and some haven't seen in 50 years.Keep up good work.I am voting for you every day hope you get up to #1 you deserve it
  Visitor: Michael aka Archangel
Reference: Wind Walker
 Location: Auburn, Washington
 Web Info: Its a very touching and inspirational 
site about my life. Contact: Date: Wed, Jul 28, 1999 at 04:40:22 (EDT)
Comments: Your strength and courage is remarkable. I'm at a loss for words. This is a ***GREAT SITE*** I'm 1/4 BlackFoot Indian on my mothers side. My given Indian name is Running Buck. Bless You Brother, Michael
  Visitor: Brenda
Reference: from a friend, 
 Location: Kansas
  WebSite: Angel * Hugs
 Web Info: 
     Date: Tuesday, Jul 27, 1999 at 19:21:32 (EDT)
Comments: Your pages have touched me deeply. I can't imagine the hell you have lived with, and to tell your story to the world has to be a break through for you. Congratulations on your #3 spot..and my vote is for you! God Bless
  Visitor: Jean Jiminez
Reference: known about it for a long time
 Location: Charlotte, NC
 Web Info: 
     Date: Tuesday, Jul 27, 1999 at 18:13:47 (EDT)
Comments: Ghostwolf, I just voted for your webpage vis-a-vis your email to your loyal listeners (--; I am thrilled that your website is number 3!!!! I am compiling a bibliography for my therapist about decent, useful, interesting website for survivers, and yours is at the top of the list. I come and go myself on my journwey of recovery, and think I may be back in the white water again. But I know how to paddle, and know that I will not drown in the memories. Take care, buddy!! Blessed Be Jean
  Visitor: dreamwolf
Reference: have been here before many times
 Location: Austria
 Web Info: About finding love on the web
     Date: Tuesday, Jul 27, 1999 at 16:54:57 (EDT)
Comments: I thought it was time to visit your site again, and to thank you for sharing it !!! *Howl*
  Visitor: Kristine (Steeny)
Reference: Through a friend (Darktides)
 Location: Milwaukee, WI
  WebSite: Steeny's Realm
 Web Info: Please go visit! :)
     Date: Tuesday, Jul 27, 1999 at 12:16:50 (EDT)
Comments: Dear Terry, I very much enjoyed reading your pages...seeing your art and reading your poetry. Tears were streaming down my face as I read much of a survivor of rape, physical abuse, sexual abuse, and emotional abuse at the hands of two boyfriends, I relate to some of what you have gone through. I am so thankful to read that you have found some peace. I am originally from California myself and so knew many of the areas of which you spoke. I was also interested to learn that you work for husband would give his right arm to work there! (He's a software developer.) You are a shining light in this world...thank you for having the courage to share your story with all of us out here. With love, Kristine (Steeny)
  Visitor: Gale
Reference: surfing
 Web Info: 
     Date: Tuesday, Jul 27, 1999 at 12:07:27 (EDT)
Comments: I began to read your story, though something inside of me told me I probably shouldn't. I got through your Decent into Hell, 1956 and quit there. I survived through physical, emotional, sexual and ritual abuse and your story hits far too close to home. I have endured many years of counseling, hospitalization, medications and hell as I have worked to overcome the destruction. I am married to a wonderful man, have 5 terrific children and 3 beautiful grandchildren with two more on the way. I have never subjected my children to the horrors of my life and they only know a portion of what I lived through. One day I will read the rest of your story, though I must tell you as wonderfully done as your website is, it's color design and music in themselves throw me back into hell. I voted for your site and wish you good luck and continued growth. Thanks for sharing, caring and working to help others.
  Visitor: Fran Valenta
Reference: invitaion
 Location: Pa
  WebSite: FranApple for abused children
 Web Info: a place for healing
     Date: Tuesday, Jul 27, 1999 at 10:54:04 (EDT)
Comments: Ghostwolf Thanks for the invitation I voted for your site and I enjoyed my visit back to your wonderful sharing site.
  Visitor: Pammie
Reference: A wonderful friend
 Location: Alabama
  WebSite: Angel Hugs
 Web Info: 
     Date: Tuesday, Jul 27, 1999 at 10:14:13 (EDT)
Comments: I am touched deeply by what I have read here...thank you for helping to open my eyes...and hopefully as others read and learn of such horrid acts can we all help in stopping this from happening to others..I will continue to stop in and read...I hope by you doing these pages...there will be some healing for you...I can't not begin to tell you I understand why this happens to thoughts and prayers will be with you and all that suffer from abuse.
  Visitor: Darlene Nashkewa
Reference: The Creator Guided me :-)
 Location:  B.C. Canada
  WebSite: sorry, still learning
 Web Info: If it is a fraction of what yours 
is I will be happy:-) Contact: Date: Tuesday, Jul 27, 1999 at 04:10:51 (EDT)
Comments: Dear friend, many times I have come to your site. Each time, I have left with a little more self awareness. I have learned that I am not alone and choose to help break the silence, the cicle of abuse. I am 43 years old, happily married, no kids. I used to wonder why it was that I was on this earth. I have learned that I may not be here, to bring children into the world and perhaps I am one of the Creators mesengers that stops along the way, at sites like yours and passes the wisdom, hope, strength and courage on to others. There was a time that I felt I was not intended to be in this world. That I was not good enough, pretty enough, nor rich enough. For some reason the Creator saw me fit to still be here today. I am not an educated person, nor do I have fame or wealth. Fortunatly I have learned through sites like this, I only need, a heart and health. To all that read this, may the Creator bless each and everyone of you. All My Relations Dar Nashkewa Canada
  Visitor: Sassy
Reference: some very special people
 Location: Vancouver Island
  WebSite: My Kinda Paradise
 Web Info: 
     Date: Tuesday, Jul 27, 1999 at 04:07:22 (EDT)
Comments: I've been by before, and each time am touched deeply by what you share...thank you for helping to open the eyes of the world that they might see and hopefully one day join together in making our world one that is safe... and a place of beauty and love for all... May your days be filled with the things you love Sassy
  Visitor: Kristi (Mab)
Reference: your note on asar.m
 Location: Boston, MA
  WebSite: I should be that organized!!!
 Web Info: 
     Date: Mon, Jul 26, 1999 at 23:50:20 (EDT)
Comments: Nice site, GhostWolf. I like your sig, and your words. Be well. Be one! Kristi
  Visitor: Trisha
Reference: looking for info on depression
 Location: Australia
  WebSite: don't have one .. yet
 Web Info: 
     Date: Sat, Jul 24, 1999 at 10:34:00 (EDT)
Comments: Sorry, I couldn't read the detailed accounts, thanks for putting warnings on them. I had that feeling of tightness in the gut ... I listen to it nowadays. I can do something about my choices nowadays. :-) I am a survivor of abuse too - I can't see where it came from in generational terms, though of course there are lots of secrets. My mother was my main abuser .. and before I realised what was happening I was starting to follow into her footsteps with my child (moderate physical, beginning emotional abuse). There was also sexual abuse (not long-lasting nor very severe) from her father. I have to live with the knowledge of my actions, but I am very grateful that my relationship with that child is a very loving and warm one now. I have told the whole truth, and we have a good understanding of ourselves as having broken the chain. I must tell you, I was mistaken -- it has taught me about myself -- gee, thanks!;-) I thought at first you were a woman, and I guess (I'm not sure) statistics may bear me out, maybe it's my own experience, maybe your gentle and compassionate writings -- in any case I have learned what a stereotypical thinker I can be. I'm getting there, slowly, and like you I believe we must tell the truth, because there are still lots of others who can't yet do so ... AND because WE have nothing to be ashamed of, and everything to celebrate! We survived! and we are surviving still!
  Visitor: Linda
Reference: Our friend Toni, a beautiful spirit.
 Location: Massachusetts
  WebSite: Wystoria's fantasy Pages
 Web Info: Fantasy tales, and poetry, especially 
survivor's. Contact: Date: Fri, Jul 23, 1999 at 20:17:04 (EDT)
Comments: It is such an honor to call you my friend. I have traveled light years in a matter of months and I owe so, much of my growth to you for it was your sharing which awakened my sleeping dragons, your poetry and your art reminded me of all that I kept concealed, locked away and never wanted to look at again. It did not matter was my reasoning, and I feared to remember for to remember was to feel the agony again. I liked to be intellectual, unemotional, feelings were shameful things to me but, because of you, your sharing, your pages and our mutual friend Toni, a great stone wall came tumbling down and I discovered my feelings were still very much alive and that they both wanted and needed to be shared. How can I ever thank you for your courage, compassion and kindness. I have said it before and I will say it again, you are a most remarkable human being! I am so, blessed to have found you in this world. And let me say thank you as well, for being MY Spirit In The Sky, on those occassions when I was most troubled and needed to be heard. This work that you do, this hope that you give, through these efforts and this site is the true mensurative of success in this world. What really matters in life is the salvation of our souls and God blesses the soul who reaches out with trembling fingers to touch the souls of others in an effort to comfort and to guide. And so, I know He smiles on you, my dear, sweet friend for your tireless efforts and your giving, selfless ways. Peace,Love and joy to you and 'Mou, your forever friend, Lynnie
  Visitor: Angela Johnson
Reference: surfing
 Location: Tennessee
 Web Info: 
     Date: Fri, Jul 23, 1999 at 02:45:47 (EDT)
Comments: I was appalled at the abuse you suffered. It is hard for me to imagine that there are people as cruel as the ones you had to encounter as a child. I wish you the best. I am waiting to hear the rest of your story. God Bless You and your sister and brothers.
  Visitor: Brenda
Reference: In a ng
 Location: Michigan
  WebSite: none
 Web Info: none
     Date: Fri, Jul 23, 1999 at 01:12:15 (EDT)
Comments: I feel you have a big heart and I don't know how with all that you suffered.Have you heard from your sister or brother since you seen them last? I know god is watching out for you. I don't know why he didn't step in sooner.I wish he had for you and your siblings.Live a happy and fullfilling life Take care always. Brenda
  Visitor: Bikerbabe
Reference: AAR
 Location: Vancouver, Canada
  WebSite: don't have one
 Web Info: 
     Date: Wed, Jul 21, 1999 at 21:12:38 (EDT)
Comments: GhostWolfe, As you already know, I think very highly of you. You are very inspriational and reading your website has been both gratifying and emotional. You are one amazing human being and I feel very fortunate to have at least met you online. Keep up the good work my friend!!! Luv, Bikerbabe
  Visitor: Wendy aka Harlyquin :)
Reference: You gave it to me :)
 Location: Des Moines
 Web Info: 
     Date: Wed, Jul 21, 1999 at 18:05:57 (EDT)
Comments: Hi- I thought maybe this would catch your eye. :) I miss you & Mou. Unfortunately, I lost your number. Thanx for the jackets my friend. :) Miss you & love you. Hugs :) Your forever neice as long as you'll claim me. :) Wen
  Visitor: Sortee
Reference: email
 Location: NC
 Web Info: 
     Date: Wed, Jul 21, 1999 at 09:24:51 (EDT)
Comments: Hi Ghostwolf. I admire the photography in the picture of Simba and the pack horse. Also, that is a gorgeous horse! later, sortee
  Visitor: Eric
Reference: Your truck
 Location: SF
  WebSite: don't have one
 Web Info: don't have one
  Contact: no, not now, got a lot to think about
     Date: Tuesday, Jul 20, 1999 at 23:17:05 (EDT)
Comments: Ghostwolf; You saved my life. What for, I don't know, just you saved my life. I've gone through hell in the last six months, divorced, bankrupted, lost my job, drying out in the tank, arrested for assault and battery when I lost it all in a bar when I lost my temper over some guy calling me a wimp; arrested for drunk driving, haven't been able to get a new job because of my record, you get the idea I think. I was driving back from another failed job interview and was going to go back to the boarding house and blow my brains out, and you passed me on 280. Your bumper sticker right next to that believe the children sticker and your license plate got my curiosity up. When I got back to the boarding house, while I was cleaning my gun and writing out the note, I kept thinking about why you'd have what is obviously a personal website advertised on your truck, and I just couldn't get that out of my mind, so I went to another one of the guy's rooms, and asked him to go to your URL; he had to do a search for ghostwolf since I couldn't remember the whole thing, but soon as I saw nemasys I knew it was the right one. I thought I'd been through hell, but reading your bio, and reading that How to kill love that you wrote showed me that a guy could go through hell, grief, and an absolute wreck of a life and still go on living and rebuild his life. If you could make it (and you obviously have, I looked at your career page too and your personal page), then I sure as hell can make it too. Both me and the other roomate were crying by the time we finished reading, and he suggested that I let you know about it. I don't know what the future is going to be for me, but now at least I'm going to find out. I'm going to find a counselor, both a mental kind and a career kind and see if I can get some pointers and some help. Thank you for showing me that life is possible. Eric
  Visitor: Brian Brunner
Reference: ASARM
 Location: Earth.  Oh, sorry, California 
originally,then NY. WebSite: None Yet Web Info: under construction Contact: and Date: Tuesday, Jul 20, 1999 at 22:35:18 (EDT)
Comments: Please finish, if you can. The help you do me is not small.
  Visitor: JayBird
Reference: By GuestBook
 Location: Texas
  WebSite: Native American
 Web Info: 
     Date: Mon, Jul 19, 1999 at 00:11:48 (EDT)
Comments: Hi GhostWolf, Really enjoyed my visit, you did a Great job on your page. I bookmark it so i could come back to visit again. Drop by and sign my GuestBook.
  Visitor: Mr. Brent C.Donley
Reference: by accident from a web search
 Location: Beltsville MAryland 
(Washington D.C. Suburbs) WebSite: Web Info: Contact: Date: Sun, Jul 18, 1999 at 20:18:08 (EDT)
Comments: I Find your site Extremely Illuminating. I was a victim of abuse sexual and verbal and physical at the hands of my mother and older brother as well at times while a child. I have never seen anything on the net quite as personally expositive as yours and am extremely Pleased that you prevailed over these terrible circumstances to be here to relate this to so many people at this time of societal upheval. I have been a disabled epileptic since age 18 and currently am kept alive by life support equipment. I am well aware of what it means to be grossly discriminated against by strangers and abused by loved ones and abandoned by so called professionals who pretend that the child's welfare is their prime interest when in my case at age 12 the PhD psychologist wanted MONEY more failing to report my Mother to child welfare for seducing me at puberty. AS my parents paid him, he went with the bucks. I am pleased to see that you have midi files in the background to help punctuate your text. I play keyboards and sequence, if you may like, I can upload or attach rather midifiles of original haunting music to you.. I now am going through the discrimination made by society against people in chronic pain as I've been on morphine derivitive by Rx for several years to conquor the pain of bone loss and being nourished via indwelling catheter. The regulaters in my state mercelessly hound compassionate physicians and their patients. In a way it seems the battles never end. Take care. Thanx.
  Visitor: Ruth
Reference: aar
 Location: Scotland
 Web Info: 
     Date: Sun, Jul 18, 1999 at 17:03:16 (EDT)
Comments: I think your site is amazing. Great work
  Visitor: Lois Wilkins
Reference: by accident
 Location: Queensland Australia
  WebSite: don't know how to do a homepage yet
 Web Info: don't have a sight yet am new to 
the internet Contact: Date: Fri, Jul 16, 1999 at 11:18:55 (EDT)
Comments: have just started reading your page when i saw the words Ghost Wolf, thought i would check it out as i have a character that is a she wolf. have read some of your story did't complete the abuse parts because i felt like i was intruding on something so personal and my abuse was mild to yours i am really sorry and believe father God's heart would have been grieving for you at the time of your personal hell. Don't know why i have a wolf, i also have a cheetah, eagle a horse and indians, negros etc. i was born in Memphis Tenn. in 1948 my mother was a australian war bride my father now lives in Montana i have a USA passport seem to be rattling on will close for now will come back to your page again see ya bye
  Visitor: Donna
Reference: interest in the pick of the week site
 Location: Maine
  WebSite: Keeping Me in Stitches
 Web Info: It is how I heal myself from abusive parents also.  I too use art.
     Date: Tuesday, Jul 13, 1999 at 06:27:00 (EDT)
Comments: I loved your art. I love poetry and art and your expressions are very good. I am an art teacher. You have such a natural talent. It is good that you can use this to express your anger, hurt and other emotions. It is very healing. Many others were granted gifts to allow them to express themselves as you and I do. I give thanks! So very nice to see this site. A way for us to know we are not alone!Much love and (((hugs))) Donna
  Visitor: bONNIE
Reference: got you in my Favs
 Location: Boston
  WebSite: Poetry of the Soul
 Web Info: poetry from survivors
     Date: Mon, Jul 12, 1999 at 04:13:43 (EDT)
Comments: Hi again~~ Hope all is well with you. I am writing here cause your mail seems slow :-)
Anyway, I was wondering if you ever considered putting webrings on your site. It would reach ever more people to help. (just a thought) got a few in my favs I could send ya.
Also, I would be honored if I could add a poem or two of yours to my poetry site. Do you have any YOU want to submit?
Well, take care and don't work to hard now~~ ~~BE SAFE~~
  Visitor: Shadowwolf
Reference: through a goplay website
 Location: Alaska
  WebSite: I don't have a homepage I'm sorry
 Web Info: 
     Date: Sun, Jul 11, 1999 at 18:36:39 (EDT)
Comments: Thank you. You remind me I'm not the only one out here to have gone through what I have. I also was trained in the Native Paths.. My Uncle taught me.. against tradition as I am female. He taught me as he would have taught his son. I'll be 21 in a few weeks.. tears are not something I can shed even yet.. I tell people I have no tear ducts. I am a mother now. and steadfastly have to argue with my friends as I refuse to raise my voice or strike my son even to swat his butt. When he disobeys we talk about it or he stands in the corner.. once more..thank you. You pages did not resurrect any memories or instill any flashbacks i do not deal with on a nightly basis. I don't know what your beliefs are now. but as a practicing eclectic pagan. what they said about what they worshiped was perverted and wrong. as our largest edict is An ye harm none. do as ye will. rage fills me at the thought of what happened. would that I could go back.. maybe having gone through much of the same i would recognize and be able to help. but sadly.. for most of the time my mother wasn't even a twinkle in my grandmothers eye. Thank you once more for your site. Shadow
  Visitor: Susan N. Dunbar
Reference: It's in my Bookmark file :)
 Location: London, Ontario, Canada
  WebSite: Naomi's Rainbow Nook
 Web Info: I just tell a bit about me.  I hope to use it as an educational page about Arthritis and like conditions as well.
     Date: Fri, Jul 09, 1999 at 09:20:55 (EDT)
Comments: As always Wolfie, I am reminded of the harshness of your background and the gentleness in you that has arisen from it. Thanks very much for being you. shanti Susan
  Visitor: Suzanne Foubert
Reference: It found me
 Location: Houston
 Web Info: 
     Date: Thurs, Jul 08, 1999 at 16:09:48 (EDT)
Comments: From Crisis: Your page is beautiful - just like your heart. Thanks for the wonderful music for my ears and my brain. Suz.
  Visitor: Sandy Campbell
Reference: exploring
 Location: Tennessee
 Web Info: 
     Date: Sat, Jul 03, 1999 at 20:09:32 (EDT)
  Visitor: Christine
Reference: I have it bookmarked :)
 Location: still in San Diego
  WebSite: Christine's Mental Fragments
 Web Info: I've added some new artwork
     Date: Fri, Jul 02, 1999 at 00:41:06 (EDT)
Comments: Hey guy, How have you been? Just thought I would pop by and say Hi. I'm off to see if you have added more poetry or art. By the way, I have added some new pastels. There is a special one there ;) Peace and have a happy 4th of Jul. Big hug.

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