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March through April, 2002

  Visitor: patricia
Reference: friend
 Web Info: 
     Date: Tuesday, Apr 30, 2002 at 01:01:26 (EDT)
Comments: I got so much info from this web page,i too am a survivor,as well as some of the rest of my family.Gods grace to you.

  Visitor: oliver
Reference: Surfing
 Location: Germany
 Web Info: 
     Date: Fri, Apr 26, 2002 at 13:48:01 (EDT)
Comments: Very good site- congrats! Keep such sites running - that we never forget, what humans have tried to destroy

  Visitor: Amanda
Reference: Google
 Location: USA
 Web Info: 
     Date: Tuesday, Apr 23, 2002 at 20:24:46 (EDT)
Comments: Love your site! We are currently looking for fetish models. If interested, you can visit http://www.bondage-fetish-tattoo-gallery-pictures.com

  Visitor: sharon
Reference: unde keyword indian
 Web Info: 
     Date: Thurs, Apr 18, 2002 at 21:09:16 (EDT)
Comments: No comment at this time.....

  Visitor: Andrea
Reference: searching info. on incest
 Location: San Jose/ California
 Web Info: 
  Contact: andreageo@hotmail.com
     Date: Wed, Apr 17, 2002 at 17:59:44 (EDT)
Comments: I'm researching information on incest for a class presentation and came across your web address. I'm thankful that there are others out in the American Indian community who are talking about incest. The main idea in my presentation is the need to voice what has happened to many people in the world. It took me twenty-eight years to tell anyone and now that I did I'm so glad. The pressure to keep the secret is no longer hanging over my every word. It's now almost five years later yet still in my family it's not talked about. That will soon change.

  Visitor: Rachel Nelson
Reference: Looking up information on sexual abuse.
 Location: Detroit Lakes, MN
 Web Info: 
  Contact: rachnel@arvig.net
     Date: Wed, Apr 17, 2002 at 11:36:44 (EDT)
Comments: I am a sexual assault advocate. I just recently started this job, but have had personal experience with abuse. I am a paraplegic. I have 3 children. My two older children were physically abused and my daughter was sexually abused for 6 years. (From ages 6-12) I was physically,verbally,emotionally abused. I was rivoted by your story. I think you are an extremely strong person to survive what you did. I know that the only way to get through my situation was my faith in God. We don't know our strength until it is tested. I hope you find happiness in life now. Thank you for sharing your story. It's inspiring!

  Visitor: Rachel Nelson
 Web Info: 
     Date: Wed, Apr 17, 2002 at 11:27:36 (EDT)
Comments: No comment at this time.....

  Visitor: Celia R. Javadi
Reference: surfing the net
 Location: I live in Ohio; I grew up in Iowa; My ancestry hail from South Carolina, 
France, Germany; Arkansas, Mississippi (Pearl River Res), North Carolina (Cherokee area); Ireland WebSite: Web Info: Contact: javadic@netscape.net Date: Wed, Apr 17, 2002 at 00:52:19 (EDT)
Comments: I have the same heritage as you. That means many things. My father wants a star quilt. That's why I'm here.

  Visitor: di
Reference: just browsing
 Location: uk
  WebSite: na
 Web Info: na
  Contact: na
     Date: Mon, Apr 15, 2002 at 11:04:48 (EDT)
Comments: keep on going, and believe in yourself.

  Visitor: Jessica
Reference: Just searching
 Location: Houston
 Web Info: 
  Contact: thuong@ev1.net
     Date: Sat, Apr 13, 2002 at 17:02:03 (EDT)
Comments: Thank you very much for sharing your story. I am in tear and have the utmost admiration for your strength and love for your sibblings. I can't imagine how anyone could live through what you have. I can't imagine how you managed as you did. I can't imagine how you survived. You are an inspiration to me. Thank you for showing me true courage and love. I could never believe that there are such evil people in this world. You have given strenght!!

  Visitor: Diane
Reference: I was searching
 Location: New Jersey
  WebSite: Don't have one
 Web Info: 
     Date: Thurs, Apr 11, 2002 at 13:31:45 (EDT)
Comments: I haven't been feeling great lately and I recently went back into therapy. Hasn't been a good time. I was feeling pretty depressed and alone and started searching out information. Trying to find a reason to continue. Anyway, I came upon your website. Thank you.

  Visitor: netzewerfer (net-thrower)
Reference: www.tauwetter.de  - German victim website
 Location: Germany
 Web Info: 
  Contact: netzewerfer@talknet.de
     Date: Wed, Apr 10, 2002 at 18:06:45 (EDT)
Comments: Thanks for your pages. N.

  Visitor: sherry
Reference: Searching
 Location: Tn.
  WebSite: Spirit Wolf Creek 
 Web Info: Wolf and Wolfdog Rescue
  Contact: sherrysimmons@earthlink.net
     Date: Fri, Apr 05, 2002 at 22:44:07 (EST)
Comments: Loved your site!Very Informational,and Educational,would like to exchange links or banners if wouldnt mind.I am a Wolfdog Rescue,been in it for 17 years and finally able to up grade to a new site.Please visit our site.Thank you and God Bless.

  Visitor: John
Reference: Google
 Location: Texas / New York
 Web Info: 
  Contact: jwilson@jwilson.com
     Date: Fri, Apr 05, 2002 at 16:08:47 (EST)
Comments: I read your biography from start to finish. How inspiring to read about someone who broke the cycle. Best to you and your family, and thanks for sharing your moving story.

  Visitor: Tresha
Reference: Yahoo
 Location: USA
  WebSite: Angels Cry too
 Web Info: Female Abuse survivor w/ Borderline Personality Disorder
     Date: Thurs, Apr 04, 2002 at 23:55:53 (EST)
Comments: I was just browsing, but I couldn't stop reading. My back (not to mention other places) hurts from sitting here so long, but Ijust had to read everything. It's a very good site that I know helps people, even those wh don't comment. Thank you so much for putting this up. I'm 20, a college stufent , and a survivor. My history is affected by both physical and sexual abuse, and now I am so worried for my younger siblings. They aren't in immediate danger, but there's always the WHAT IFs?

  Visitor: Robin
Reference: Searching SRA webrings
 Location: Minnesota
  WebSite: Growing Pains In Christ
 Web Info: DID/SRA
  Contact: gpic7@msn.com
     Date: Wed, Apr 03, 2002 at 18:49:55 (EST)
Comments: Ghostwolf, I have only read half of your bio and you have me in tears. You are the first and only person I have ever signed their guestbook. I had to write to you. I had to tell you that my heart breaks for what you endured throughout your childhood. I was diagnosed DID/SRA in 1998, but to this day I struggle with denial. My memories are simply still pictures in my head-they make it easy to deny. Have you remembered all of your abuse forever? Do you have DID? I can't imagine what it must be like to remember and live with all that pain. My mind simply can't handle it as the tears flood my eyes. Do you have a relationship at all with God? Some days I'm a Christian and other days I absolutely hate God. I don't know if I'm a Christian or not. I don't think I will ever understand how a God who can create the entire world, but He can't (won't) stop a child from being abused. I just wanted to say thank you for telling your story. For sharing your pain and letting others know that this hell does exist. GPIC, Robin

  Visitor: Kelly Rush
Reference: Found it  on web..looking for answers to help my husband who was a victim 
           of abuse and incest
 Location: Ny
 Web Info: 
  Contact: DarkPantherKtn27@aol.com
     Date: Wed, Apr 03, 2002 at 00:51:39 (EST)
Comments: Thank you for sharing to us the life which you had to lead... I respevt you and say it took a lot of will and courage to survive... if you can ever trust again and you need a friend...look me up..(((((hugs))))) Love Kelly

  Visitor: mary
Reference: email reference
 Location: alamo
 Web Info: 
  Contact: justmary@alamo.bia.edu
     Date: Mon, Apr 01, 2002 at 14:36:59 (EST)
Comments: scalping originated in the old testement....not with natives...brutality was done by natives to settlers to honor them by killing them in the manner in which they killed...many tribes only tagged one another with a stick...coupe.....never killing....beating children and molesting them is European in origin... not native.....the evil white man who raised my father made me also a survivor

  Visitor: Laura
Reference: I forgot
 Location: Korea, South
  WebSite: Dragons Den (It kinda stinks though... -_-;;;oooieee....) 
 Web Info: Mainly a site about fantasy, darkness, dragons, funny stuff, a chicken 
(just joking on the chicken...) ^_^ Also music, I love music...! Contact: Not telling Date: Sat, Mar 30, 2002 at 22:57:28 (EST)
Comments: Like your site. Also, CHICKENS! AUUUUUGH! lol.....

  Visitor: Toni
Reference: just searching
 Location: NY
 Web Info: 
  Contact: dreamscape35@yahoo.com
     Date: Thurs, Mar 28, 2002 at 16:34:06 (EST)
Comments: I can relate to all of this. Unbelievable!! Thanks for sharing. It does help. Thank you!

  Visitor: Micky Dell
Reference: Thru Ultimasurf Search Engine
 Location: NY, USA
  WebSite: Ultimasurf Search Engine
 Web Info: Searchable Search Engine Directory
  Contact: mickydell@hotmail.com
     Date: Wed, Mar 27, 2002 at 21:24:39 (EST)
Comments: A nice site. Hope to c it updated more often. Micky Dell

  Visitor: pia
 Location: Finland
 Web Info: 
     Date: Wed, Mar 27, 2002 at 07:47:06 (EST)
Comments: More comments... I forgot to say, that your webpages are great. There is only two things I wonder: why you went to see your mother after all (even thouhg you explain it...). I would have stayed far away from her! Second thing is that you say being an introvert: but you tell about yourself very very openly to the whole world....so you must be a little extrovert too... One more thing is stunning: your ability to recover after all that happened to you. I could not have recovered such a past. Then I admire your righteous mind, that you did not fall in the trap of blaming yourself, but put the blame where it belonged. I think you are a good rolemodel to anyone, who wants to recover from abuse.

  Visitor: vonnie
Reference: looking for info. about  american indians
 Location: phila., pa
  WebSite: no home page
 Web Info: 
     Date: Tuesday, Mar 26, 2002 at 11:45:51 (EST)
Comments: No comment at this time.....

  Visitor: Marianne Marggraff
Reference: just by luck
 Location: Berlin Germany
  WebSite: Music Boulevard
 Web Info: Nothing but oldies *music* midis and lyrics
  Contact: ugodottcom@aol.com
     Date: Mon, Mar 25, 2002 at 20:34:53 (EST)
Comments: I am at awe, to find such a lovely page. I love the poem so very very much. Thanks for sharing it.

  Visitor: pia
Reference: seeked material about incest
 Location: Finland, Scandinavia
 Web Info: 
     Date: Mon, Mar 25, 2002 at 11:04:32 (EST)
Comments: It was nice to know, you believe in Jesus! I found child porn magazines in my fathers room when I was 12-13 yrs old and did not tell anyone about them, but stopped going to school regularly. Then my father lost his mind and threatened to offer me because of his sexual sins. I lived in fear and still don't know, if he had any sexual feelings towards me? I stopped hugging him for safety at that stage. After 3 yrs he committed suicide and I found him hunged in the middle of our living room. My selfesteem had gone very low and lost my virginity to a boy who I thought wanted to marry me. He wanted to sleep with me, nothing else. Then I turned out immoral and kept on sleeping with 20 different men, one of them being my husband, who turned out insane and violent. Now I am getting married after 66 hours. My husband-to-be has very very close relationship with his mother and I fear, that there might have been something inappropriate between them, but maybe they are just close. God knows and tells me the truth if there is some truth I must know about them. God Bless You and me and everybody who believes in Jesus.

  Visitor: Shelley
Reference: surfed on
 Location: Michigan
  WebSite: Hidden Tears
 Web Info: I am a freelance writer always looking for the bare facts of all forms of 
           abuse. Resources are provided for those in need.
  Contact: shelley_m63@hotmail.com
     Date: Sat, Mar 23, 2002 at 12:06:26 (EST)
Comments: I like your layout and as always it still amazes me on all the abuse that is out there, but as a writer I need to learn in order to help with the lack of awarenesss. Thank you for sharing and may the angels watch over you.

  Visitor: Courtney Young
Reference: Web Search
 Location: Mobile, Alabama
 Web Info: 
  Contact: L8Blumr@BellSouth.net
     Date: Mon, Mar 18, 2002 at 17:56:38 (EST)
Comments: I've read your entire biography and have flinched, cried, then reveled in the fact that you survived with such strength. More power to you; perhaps your knowledge and bravery will allow others to avoid the unhappiness and pain you suffered.

  Visitor: Emily Reese
Reference: Searching for Native American Spriit Healing
 Location: Alabama
 Web Info: 
  Contact: ereese7208@aol.com
     Date: Sat, Mar 16, 2002 at 08:25:35 (EST)
Comments: Bless you.

  Visitor: Johnny B
Reference: chance... good luck
 Location: New Jersey
  WebSite: none... sorry
 Web Info: 
     Date: Fri, Mar 15, 2002 at 12:11:29 (EST)
Comments: I got to your site from Michelle Haines home page. My wife is a victim, survivor and now thriver of abuse. It has taken me a long time to understand all of this and be more considerate of her past. Kudos to everyone who is sharing and thriving despite their past.

  Visitor: Penny Scharf
Reference: Refered by a friend
 Location: Eatonia, SK, Canada
 Web Info: 
  Contact: prascher@sk.sympatico.ca
     Date: Fri, Mar 15, 2002 at 02:26:42 (EST)
Comments: Hi T. GhostWolf Davidson, I would like to thank you for sharing your story with us. I strongly admire your courage and bravery and the strength you have to reach out and help others with your story. It helps us to deal with our own tragic nightmares of childhood experiences and keeps us aware of the danger that is out there in our wonderful world. God Bless You and Thank You once again. Sincerely Penny

  Visitor: Tracy Dee
Reference: research on another situation
 Location: Central Coast, CA
 Web Info: 
     Date: Sat, Mar 09, 2002 at 12:27:36 (EST)
Comments: You are so strong and brave. I admire you. You are a miracle of love and God's Grace!

  Visitor: stacey maxted
Reference: wanted to understand boyfriends he has pts due to violent sexual abuse 
from father Location: united kingdom WebSite: freeserve Web Info: * Contact: stacey_loves_monty@hotmail.com Date: Fri, Mar 08, 2002 at 18:51:41 (EST)
Comments: I have only read a few chapters (still reading)thankyou for your courage to share your story i felt your pain and i could understand my boyfriends pain but its helped me to help him i love him and by saying i understood there is alot more to abuse than i ever thought and aftermath of feelings years after by reading your story my boyfriend has taken tretment in hospital he has alot of fear but i know he deserves to be happy thankyou from bottom of my heart love stacey

  Visitor: charlott roberts
Reference: from a book i was reading
 Location: ft. mill, s.c.
 Web Info: 
  Contact: charlottroberts@hotmail
     Date: Fri, Mar 08, 2002 at 16:21:57 (EST)
Comments: i admire you for coming through everything that happened in your life. i understand what you are saying, when you say being a indian no one pays attention . treats you like a second class ciizen, because you are a indian. my mother is from beggs,ok. so i know a little, how they treat the indians there. i am part indian myself. my great grandfather was full blood indian. he cut his leg when he was fifthy and died. it has been nice talking to you. keep up your spirits. charlott roberts

  Visitor: Rachelle
Reference: I was looking for poems.
 Location: Georgia
  WebSite: don't have one either
 Web Info: 
  Contact: don't have one
     Date: Wed, Mar 06, 2002 at 18:13:26 (EST)
Comments: I really enjoyed your site. You have really cool poetry. I'm doing a poem anthology for my literature class. I am part Native American. I am part crow tribe. I really enjoyed listening to your music. well i have to go bye Rainbow Fire

  Visitor: Patricia Poarch
Reference: search
 Location: Virginia
  WebSite: Poarch's Wolf Den
 Web Info: Wolves graphics links
  Contact: patricia@poarch-family.net
     Date: Wed, Mar 06, 2002 at 13:48:43 (EST)
Comments: Really great site.

  Visitor: Storm
Reference: Via Gentle Touch's Web
 Location: Cleveland Ohio
  WebSite: Hear Our Voice
 Web Info: Dedicated to doing what we can to help victims of all forms of abuse, and 
to helping adoptees and birth parents in their searches. Contact: stormiecub@yahoo.com Date: Tuesday, Mar 05, 2002 at 23:11:45 (EST)
Comments: I haven't yet finished reading your biography, but I must say that I am spellbound. It is very infrequent that I spent as much time at a site as I have here, tonight. Perhaps the exceptions to this rule are when I get engrossed in a story of trauma and abuse such as yours, for the simple reason that it helps me to see that others CAN survive, and that if they can, no doubt I will make it through myself. Thank you so much for what you've done, Wolf. It's appreciated at least by one humble woman who has suffered so much, and yet is humbled further by your own experiences. Your pages, your story, have all inspired me in what I hope to do for others through Hear Our Voice. It's a big project, and taking a lot of time, and my search for inspiration lead me to you. I truly found inspiration within these pages, and I felt that I could not leave without offering some words of thanks for what you have done. Be well, Friend.

  Visitor: Bobbie Jo 
Reference: A friend emailed me your page
 Location: Winchester Virginia
  WebSite: Morning glorys pics & pages
  Contact: mornin_glory4u@webtv.net
     Date: Fri, Mar 01, 2002 at 13:26:48 (EST)
Comments: I enjoyed my visit to your page very interesting glad to hear you are recovering I was also molested as a child but not by a family member by a so called friend of the family.It does leave scars.Keep up te good work on your pages and best wishes to you in the future.I also am cherokee myself not full blooded but enough (smiles)Have a great day and take care.

  Visitor: sabrina
Reference: by luck
 Location: malaysia
  WebSite: -
 Web Info: -
  Contact: AGONI7@excite.com
     Date: Fri, Mar 01, 2002 at 09:46:32 (EST)
Comments: i just wanna say, i deeply condemn all types of abuse especially the ones inflicted upon small children...i've read almost all accounts of the abuse you've suffered when u were still a child, and it just makes me feel angry that most of the abusers are still out there preying on other victims.when i was small, i got sexually abused by strangers...and a month ago, i nearly got raped and killed by a man inside my own house.i've been suicidal ever since.right now,im suffering from bipolar disorder control as a result of my childhood and recent trauma,but still your writing gives me a sense that im not the only one and that im not alone in this world.in life, i guess we just gotta put the past behind.its hard, cos we still remember this shards of broken pieces of memories.anyways, i hope wherever u go Jesus will always be on your shoulder.God bless you, and thanks.

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