Date: Sat, Jun 29, 2002 at 23:40:20 (EDT)
|Comments: Thank you so much for your honesty. I don't feel so alone today and your words, and more importantly, the feelings behind them have helped me. Thank you.
Visitor: Lance Syufy
Web Info: change civil lawsuit time limits
Date: Tuesday, Jun 18, 2002 at 19:10:51 (EDT)
|Comments: Thanks for your hard work and caring. I love you too!
Visitor: juan barrientez
Date: Mon, Jun 17, 2002 at 19:52:17 (EDT)
|Comments: No comment at this time.....
Reference: by a google link
Web Info: its really cool
Date: Sun, Jun 16, 2002 at 15:28:51 (EDT)
|Comments: you stuff is cool email me please?
Reference: through some other links
Location: I live in the East Bay (Concord)
Date: Fri, Jun 14, 2002 at 11:18:06 (EDT)
|Comments: I stumbled across your website and read through your pages for over an hour last night. I wept for you and your sister and am amazed that you have survived and pushed on with your life. You are my hero! I haven't been able to stop thinking about you since yesterday; you have shared an incredible story. Thank you for your website and your strength. It makes me look at my own childhood differently. I have played out a pity party for myself because of chronic verbal abuse (I was a major bedwetter) from my mother. I need to get a grip and realize that was then....this is now. Thank you again for your incredible story and your ability to survive happily. Joanna
Visitor: ABEL COOPER
Reference: LOOKING FOR TEACHINGS
Location: I AM OKLAHOMA CHOCTAW LIVING IN MICHIGAN
Date: Tuesday, Jun 11, 2002 at 08:48:07 (EDT)
|Comments: I LOOK FORWARD TO VISITING AGAIN
Reference: Doing wolf related online research...
Location: So Calif.... (raised in the midwest) also a survivor
WebSite: RedHeadTiger OnLine & In Real Life On The Go...
Date: Sun, Jun 09, 2002 at 03:01:35 (EDT)
|Comments: It was as if I was meant to find your site, just when I did... I enjoyed my visit here and I will come again.
Date: Sun, Jun 09, 2002 at 02:56:12 (EDT)
|Comments: No comment at this time.....
Visitor: Wanda Byrd
Reference: Researching RAS info for friend.
WebSite: Abba Father's House 1
Web Info: Live Internet Bible Study; we study God's word for His truth, not doctrine
or religious beliefs.
Date: Sat, Jun 08, 2002 at 12:01:55 (EDT)
|Comments: What has happened to RAS is worse than horrifing. God can heal but must be given the opportunity to work with you. Your healing will not be quick or easy. I am so very sorry anyone is ever exposed to this horrific sin; you are not responsible for your experiences. The abuserortrators may or may not be punished on this earth, but they will pass on the to the next and God will deal with them at that time. God bless you and yours.
Visitor: Wanda Byrd
Reference: Researching RAS info for friend.
WebSite: Abba Father's House 1
Date: Sat, Jun 08, 2002 at 11:58:28 (EDT)
|Comments: No comment at this time.....
Visitor: Sharla Fulkerson
Location: Duchesne UT
Date: Thurs, Jun 06, 2002 at 06:22:54 (EDT)
|Comments: My children were taken by the
state of Texas in 1991 and 1992, from their natural father, who was a
product of the system. I had left him and was trying to make a better
life for them. Only the oldest child was placed in a good foster home,
he was lucky. The 2 oldest girls were placed in with alcoholics, the youngest
and fourth was placed in a foster home and sexually abused by foster parents
in the fourth foster home. Moved to Utah and have been harrased by the
state, for years. They took the youngest last year at the age of 14, placed
her in 3 detention centers and juvenile mental health for not conforming
to what a caseworker wrote in her report. Our daughter was drugged by
the state, raped and gave birth 3 days before she was returned last year.
She spent 10-1/2 months locked up for a caseworkers lies. I know there
is true abuse, but in our case the abuses was by the system its self.
For not backing a caseworker for lying on the paper work. In fact many
young Indain girls from AZ, were locked up at Copper Hills in West Jordan
Utah, with my daughter. Their parents were not allowed any contact with
their children. Is this not abuse by the system, to lock children away
for not protecting the caseworkers stories. In fact our daughter has been
on a path of self distruction, since her return. She doesn't remember
me visiting her twice a week, since most of the time she was passed out
in my lap, due to the use of psychotic medications. She called her baby
an alien, because dcfs/cps told her she wasn't preganant. I kept track
of her monthly problems, which she did not have for 8 months. The former
caseworker has told several other parents, her son will never be found,
because cps destroyed the paper trail. He is 7 months old, been diagnosed
with failure to thrive. No psychal defects, but slow developing mentally,
because of the psychtoic meds used. She assualted 2 police officers last
week, she had run from home because she didn't want to do chores. Clean
her room and feed her dogs. She has a friend that is Ute Indian, who is
only 14. This girls mother takes my daughter and her daughter and drops
them off on the reservation with men 21 years old and older. The state
does not care, I have told them about this repeatedly. In fact her friend
doesn't go to school, her mother doesn't care where she is, are who she
is with. I was told today, let my 15 year old daughter do as she pleases.
She has never been abused at home, only while in custody of the state.
I'm a bad mother because I want to know where my 15 year is at, what she
is doing. Yet, if I let her run wild as her friend's mother lets her daughter
do. I will be charged with neglect. Our dogs are not just dogs, the are
half wolf. So, I know how wolves are protecting their own. They will lay
down their livies for the pack, just as a Loving Mother will do anything
to protect her children. Most of the children in the foster care system
are not substaniated cases of abuse. Yet the families are made to live
in fear, of the system. This is the sign they had in the cps building
this afternoon. It list everyone who is supposed to report when a parent
ask for help. Utah Domestic Violence Advisory Council There's No Excuse
For Abuse Call 1-800-___-____ The statewide Domestic Violence Info Line
will link you to free confidential information about: Shelters & Safe
houses Counseling for Vicitms and perpertuators Health Clinics Support
Groups Police Mental Health Services Human Service Agencies Legal Services
& MORE You don't have to tell us your name to get help. Why do they have
caller ID then? Why in the federal manual for cps, it states caseworkers
notify parents they are going to talk to their children in schools, before
they interview your child? When I know for a fact they never called me
first, before they interviewed my daughter. When a parent does everything
cps ask, then has to redo it, to please a caseworker. Yet the system never
tells of the abuses they cause, the threats they make. Believe me, I know
all to well how they tear a family apart. I know of the abuses some foster
families inflict on children and the abuses of the caseworkers, judges
and all court personnel. When a 15 year old child can not remember all
of last year, due to the psychotic meds, the caseworker told shrinks to
put her on. The nightmares, the flashbacks, the degrading done by the
system. Sure, I felt bad when that caseworker got done today. But, I'm
a Mother and I refuse to roll over and play dead and keep silent about
the abuses the system has bestowed upon our family. The system these days
sees dollars signs, not families. If a caseworker can not find abuse,
they fabricate it to benifit the cps system. To secure a job, at the expense
of a family. To allow girls in the foster care system, to see any male
they wish without any reguard for that childs safety. Look at the cps
system in Florida, they have over 200+ children they have no idea where
these children are. Yet the children are on the books and the federal
government pays the state of Florida for children that are missing. Abuse
is all around us, it's not only in our homes, it's in our schools, it's
in our churches, in the boy scouts, girl scouts, etc. We don't know of
the other pedophiles until they are caught. In Utah alone, being a poligamist
state, which they deny. There are more poligamist than are being let on
about. They make mortars out of those who get caught practicing mormon
ways. Families are as endangered as wolves, these days. Take Care Sharla
Visitor: Siddhartha Malone
Reference: Searching for Robert Ghost Wolf site
WebSite: Mind Body Spirit Harmony
Web Info: Inner Child Healing,Relaxation Therapy & more..
Date: Thurs, Jun 06, 2002 at 03:04:48 (EDT)
|Comments: Dear Mr.Ghost Wolf,
I read your story & all I can say is you are a True Warrior & a Modern day Heroe!
I sincerely Reccomend you start writing a Book about your Experiences.
It would definately be a Best seller & a Powerful Healing Tool for Millions of people on this Planet.
Web Info: www.childhoodwithoutfear.com
Date: Mon, Jun 03, 2002 at 10:06:52 (EDT)
|Comments: You seem like a man who is
genuinely concerned about the protection/welfare of children. However,
did you know that the 'Missing Children' link you have with NCMEC is counteractive
to what you are trying to do? Children are being protected by their mothers
(or sometimes other relatives) and taken to places unknown to their perpetrator/abuser
because the Courts REFUSE to protect children from Sexual Abuse, even
when it was their pediatrician who reported it, even when there were eye-witnesses
to the abuse, even when the children are attempting suicide because of
being forced to live in the custody of their abuser and NCMEC is SUPPORTING
this sexual exploitation by ruthlessly hunting down the mother (or other
protective relative) and the child/children she is trying to protect.
These children that are reported 'abducted' and/or 'missing' are really
being protected from harm. The NCMEC and many courts will have you believe
that these mothers are delusional and making up allegations of abuse because
they are crazy/vindictive, but upon inspection of these cases you will
find that it is often not even the mother who reported/noticed the abuse
in the first place. Often the doctor noted a ripped anus, torn vagina,
bleeding, etc. and reported it. Other times the child reported horrific
sexual abuse to their teacher after being caught sexually acting out on
a classmate, other times someone walked in on the father abusing the child...in
ALL of these circumstances the Court either ignores the evidence or seals
it, not allowing it to be brought out in Court. These children are then
forced to go live with their abuser and are denied access to their mother
and other relatives. By hosting NCMEC's 'Missing Children' on your website,
you are contributing to the sexual exploitation of children. If you looked
into these cases you would find good mothers who never had any previous
complaints of mental disorders, never had criminal records, were known
in the community to be good, caring mothers raising good kids UNTIL the
Courts and abusers ripped the kids from their arms and forced them to
live a sexual nightmare with their perpetrators. This is happening day
after day, all over America and Groups like the NCMEC would have you believe
that the mothers or protective relatives are crazy, unstable criminals
but the facts indicate otherwise. Most normal fathers do not wish to take
their children from the mother. No matter how bitter divorce can get,
your average good father realizes that children need the continuity of
their primary caregiver which is normally the mother and they do not deny
what is best for their children. They are happy with normal visitation
with their children. It is only obsessive, abusive men who would go to
such great lengths to 'hunt down' their children and the mother who was
doing a fine job raising them. If you read the propaganda these men write
you will realize they do NOT have their children's interest in mind at
all. They want maximum punishment for the mothers (how does this benefit
the children) and they want the children never to see their mothers in
any normal kind of situation again. They isolate them and deny them their
usual friends and activities until they can be certaint the children will
not reveal the horrors going on at the hands of their perpetrators. Children
all over the U.S. are committing suicide, shooting classmates, acting
out rage on the innocent because they are being forced by OUR Courts to
live with their abuser and are being denied the only protective safe love
they ever knew. For a small but real picture of what is happening visit
www.childhoodwithoutfear.com and read the voices of the children themselves.
If you are mothers who want to Unite for children, PROTEST against the
NCMEC (which is now International) and tell them you demand they remove
all children from their pages that are with their primary caretakers,
their mothers. Tell them until the Courts change and begin to give Children
and mothers a voice, posting these protective mothers is promoting the
sexual exploitation of these children and punishing the very person trying
to protect them. Remove all NCMEC links, literature, etc. from your site
and begin to go to their funding sources and demand they stop funding
until they stop posting protective mothers as criminal 'abductors.' Unite
for children! |
Visitor: Meg Owens
Reference: Windlady's website
Date: Sat, Jun 01, 2002 at 14:51:15 (EDT)
|Comments: I am so so sorry that anyone has had to endure the suffering that you and your siblings have gone thru. I am curious as to the therapy you have had? And, do you do seminars or have you written a book? What else do you do to help other survivors? My heart has broken reading your story. I came across your website looking for something that my husband could read to make him understand that he is abusive. (not sexually, just physically and emotionally). I know that Lester is dead, and your mother may as well be, but I feel angry with them both. I am sorry. God bless you and Mou and your son and his family. I hope you find your sisters. Meg
Visitor: ruth & thecru
Reference: surfed on in
Location: washington state-usa
WebSite: don't have one
Web Info: don't have one
Date: Fri, May 31, 2002 at 09:37:16 (EDT)
|Comments: thank you for sgaring your past, present and future with us. we are a large sra survivor system and enjoyed your site very much-very infornative and enjoyable
Visitor: Mona Lisa et al
Reference: a link from our Resource Links page!
Location: Oakland, Ca USA
WebSite: Displaced Parts
Web Info: MPD/DID survivor site!
Date: Thurs, May 30, 2002 at 19:38:55 (EDT)
|Comments: You have such a powerful site Ghostwolf! It touches our hearts, and at the same time making us feel glad, it also makes us sad. It takes great courage and strength to speak up and out to the world. We are also realizing that in order for the healing to happen, we have to write it down, allow the alters to express themselves freely and then release it. It is a hard process, that we know you understand. Keep the faith, and most importantly the love that you have in your heart. You are truly special and don't let anyone ever tell you different!
Smiles. Mona Lisa et al
Reference: surfed in
WebSite: Wolfpack Clan Headquarters - Honor United Worldwide
Web Info: This is the home of the Wolfpack Clan
Date: Thurs, May 30, 2002 at 19:38:44 (EDT)
|Comments: Your site is insightful and thought provoking.
Web Info: WebHostXL Web Hosting and Design
Date: Thurs, May 30, 2002 at 06:21:24 (EDT)
|Comments: Hey great site, Ill check back soon to see whats new. Check out my site if you get a chance.
Reference: sanctuary mud
Location: Asheville, NC
WebSite: Labyrinth Of People
Web Info: Multiple Personality Disorder support and understanding
Date: Wed, May 29, 2002 at 13:34:56 (EDT)
|Comments: Loved your site! Very nicely done! Come visit us, won't you?
Visitor: Reta Cannon
Reference: Looking for Capt John Cooper my G GGG Grandfather
Date: Mon, May 27, 2002 at 18:52:26 (EDT)
|Comments: I am proud of my Choctaw Indian Blood, but cant prove,the blood line.
Reference: Search Engine
Date: Mon, May 27, 2002 at 08:08:57 (EDT)
|Comments: Just thank you. It's nice to know that you're not alone. This website has provided great comfort.
Reference: got lucky
Date: Thurs, May 23, 2002 at 04:50:05 (EDT)
|Comments: I read your story, i just couldnt stop. I was crying the whole way through. I have been abused too, by my brother and mother, and something here just clicked with me. This is kind of ackward, but if anybody here knows ghostwolfs email, could you send it to me? My computer tries to connect to aol everytime i try to email.
I have never felt like that, just hearing something. Im sorry for everything that happened to you, you must be a very strong person. The way you looked out for your brothers and sisters was something heroic. I wish you all the best things in this world and beyond.
Reference: WEB SITE
Date: Tuesday, May 21, 2002 at 14:42:07 (EDT)
|Comments: I JUST READ YOUR STORY I DONT SEE HOW YOU COPE WITH WHAT YOU WENT THROUGH .HOPELY YOU WILL FIND THE REST OF YOUR FAMILY,THIS IS SO SAD . GOD BLESS YOU .
Reference: google search
Location: Humboldt Co., CA
Date: Mon, May 20, 2002 at 11:21:52 (EDT)
|Comments: Greetings from the Redwoods. Thanks for the info. I was searching for sights containg info on Cheveyo. That is the name of my son born on May 14th, 02. He has the spirit pulsing through him and will be a protector of this planet, animals and the love spirit that connects us all.
Visitor: Margrét H.J.
Reference: From Welcome to Barbados
Date: Sat, May 18, 2002 at 15:05:46 (EDT)
|Comments: I myself have experienced sexual abuse(once)but I didn't know such cruelty existed, thank you for this page.
Visitor: Sara Michele O'Sullivan (Gypsywolf)
Reference: Search for Survivors, Wolves, Poetry
WebSite: Of Wolf and Woman -and- Songs from the Dark Side of the Moon
Web Info: Songs - Survivor Poetry, Lyrics; Of Wolf and Woman - Poetry, Wolves
Date: Fri, May 17, 2002 at 19:34:49 (EDT)
|Comments: I love your poetry. Your site is a true gift to survivors. Thank you, Ghostwolf, for sharing this passion and your vision. Sincerely grateful, Gypsywolf
Reference: web link
Web Info: Native AmericanPride Committee
Date: Mon, May 13, 2002 at 19:10:29 (EDT)
|Comments: wow! I don't know how you survived all of the abuse. As a victim of childhood abuse I know how hard it is . Megwetch for sharing your story. good luck in the future
Date: Sun, May 12, 2002 at 10:00:09 (EDT)
|Comments: i like it so much
it is so good .
and it is fun to look at
Date: Thurs, May 09, 2002 at 20:57:36 (EDT)
|Comments: this is help mw in project i have been thought some these myself
Reference: my teacher
Date: Thurs, May 09, 2002 at 17:15:07 (EDT)
|Comments: Man i don't have much patients for reading alot....and i normally get bored after the first paragraph.......but i read all of yours man................when ever i am in a bad mood or feel like everything is wrong.....i will remember this and just think how lucky i am!
Reference: searching for information about incest
Date: Wed, May 08, 2002 at 21:04:26 (EDT)
|Comments: oh my God, oh my God, My experience is a splinter compared to your devastating car wreck from hell. I don't know how you survived. I am so sorry for your pain.
Visitor: echo lynne
Reference: i'm not sure
Date: Sat, May 04, 2002 at 07:59:38 (EDT)
|Comments: thank you
*trying to find the words-failing*
familiarity,confusion,shock,numb,nothing,off... Doesn't Matter
Reference: Well, dad said Hey, cute mini-skirt and...... :})
Location: I am *Truly* from Mork :)}
WebSite: Actually, Im gonna build one
Date: Fri, May 03, 2002 at 16:13:20 (EDT)
|Comments: Love ya, My Brother. And please give my AMOUsis a hug and tell her to say hi once in a while :)}
Reference: By chance searching for tradtional purifications lodge in my area (I relocated)
WebSite: Do not have one
Web Info: none at present
Date: Fri, May 03, 2002 at 15:06:59 (EDT)
I like your explaination of the labels people give. Bless you and good luck in your endevors.
Date: Fri, May 03, 2002 at 09:06:29 (EDT)
|Comments: You are amazing.
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