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November through December, 1998

  Visitor: Pyper7
Reference: link in my guestbook
 Location: Canada
  WebSite: Forver Dancing - Pyper's Place
 Web Info: 
  Contact: pyper7@yahoo.com
     Date: Tuesday, Dec 29, 1998 at 18:56:08 (PST)
 
Comments: What a beautiful, touching, deep and meaningful site! (okay, too many adjectives I know, but... I mean it all). Your artwork is wonderful. Wow, I don't have the words to describe the impact your site has. Stay strong, and keep dancing to the wolf song.
  Visitor: mark (LITTLEWOLF)robertson
Reference: just surfed on
 Location: virginia
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: littlewolf2@prodigy.net
     Date: Mon, Dec 28, 1998 at 21:05:40 (PST)
 
Comments: Brother, you have created a beautiful web site!! Keep up the good work! SURVIVOR...our people have always been SURVIVORS!! Stay strong WARRIOR! LITTLEWOLF
  Visitor: Linda  Champine
Reference: I  had  it  booked  marked  or  should  i  say  i  had  it  
        saved  in  my  favorites  in  one  of  my  other  computres.
 Location: State  of  Maine
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: lchampine@wworx.net
     Date: Sun, Dec 27, 1998 at 12:26:08 (PST)
 
Comments: I think your sketchs are real nice.
  Visitor: Linda Ehrisman
Reference: thru links on SA sites/recognized name
 Location: New Hampshire (NJ originally)
  WebSite: don't have one (yet)
 Web Info: I want lots of flowers and stuff/my son won't let me. ;-)
  Contact: 2crues@macol.net
      or 2creus@asarian-host.org
      or 2creus@my-dejanews.com
      or 2creus@asarian-host.org
     Date: Mon, Dec 21, 1998 at 22:03:21 (PST)
 
Comments: It's taken me a while but I've read most of you site. I had to do it in small increments because it's so powerful. But very good. I like it a lot. Especially, your poetry and drawings. They speak volumes. I'm sorry that you had to go thru what you did though to find that voice. I only hope people listen and really hear. Best Wishes, Linda 2creus (engage? are we a trekkie per chance?) :)
  Visitor: LIZ SCHAAL
Reference: LOOKING FOR OTHERS LIKE ME
 Location: MISHAWAKA,IN
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: GSCHAAL@WORLDNET.ATT.COM
     Date: Mon, Dec 14, 1998 at 21:38:13 (PST)
 
Comments: IT WAS STRANGE TO READ OF YOUR ABUSE.EXCEPT FOR THE GENDER AND NATIONALITY. MY ABUSE WAS SIMILAR. WHEN I WAS OLD ENOUGHT TO CONFRONT THE ABUSERS THEY WERE DEAD. IT WAS MY FATHER AND UNCLE. RECOVERY IS VERY HARD.I'M SO SORRY FOR YOUR PAIN. I DO KNOW WHAT IT IS LIKE.THANK YOU FOR YOUR HONESTY.
  Visitor: LIZ SCHAAL
Reference: LOOKING FOR OTHERS INCEST SURVIVORS
 Location: MISHAWAKA,INDIANA
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: GSCHAAL@WORLDNET.ATT.COM
     Date: Mon, Dec 14, 1998 at 21:26:17 (PST)
 
Comments: IT WAS STRANGE TO HEAR A MAN TALK OF HIS FEELINGS. I QUESS THE THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS OF INCEST SURVIVORS TRANSENDS GENDER. THANK YOU FOR YOU CANDER
  Visitor: RUSSO[MAHA] (Wolverine in Russian)
Reference: Grape vine
 Location: RUSSIA
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: igork@uptsd.com
     Date: Mon, Dec 14, 1998 at 18:46:40 (PST)
 
Comments: I think the term American Indian reflects the mistake Cristobal Colon made when he confused the way he tried to reach India. Knowing that the Earth is a sphere, he did not recognized that this materic is a new materic, not India itself. As soon he'd never seen Indian Indians (Hindus) that time, he called them Indian mistakenly. The same way the West India come. It had nothing to do with close to God eventhough it sounds consonant. Every boy in my Siberian town know that. Am. Indian came originally from our area, we still have a lot of in common, even your vigvam and Siberian choom are the same shape. But you should have not started your site with such original expalnation and did not expalin why the old hypothesis is not valid. It was Colon's fault, he did know that these people had nothing to do with Hindu. Why we should create something knew just because somebody may find it romantic and more spiritual. Regards, RUSSO.
  Visitor: bev neider
Reference: link
 Location: amelia, ohio
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: neia7a@msn.com
     Date: Mon, Dec 14, 1998 at 09:50:04 (PST)
 
Comments: wonderful keep up the good work and continue to heal
  Visitor: marc 
Reference: wolfring
 Location: washington
  WebSite: i don't have one
 Web Info: 
  Contact: biggoodwolf@hotmail.com
     Date: Sat, Dec 12, 1998 at 14:48:00 (PST)
 
Comments: i like all the wolves they were asome
  Visitor: Nyrma Soffel
Reference: As a link from an abuse/incest survivor page
 Location: Puerto Rico
  WebSite: None
 Web Info: 
  Contact: soffel@earthlink.com
     Date: Fri, Dec 11, 1998 at 20:25:43 (PST)
 
Comments: I share this page with my husband who is also a survivor. He is just beginning his journey. I am trying to understand as much as possible what I have (fortunately) never experienced. I hope to learn how to best be of support for him by reading about your and other's experiences in the healing process.
  Visitor: shauna
Reference: link from another page
 Location: BC Canada
  WebSite: Gardener's Paradise
 Web Info: Gardening Tips Galore
  Contact: shauna_nagy@bc.sympatico.ca
     Date: Sun, Dec 06, 1998 at 21:12:00 (PST)
 
Comments: Great website. Love everything I've seen. Will be back to see more later. Thanks for being here. ~Shauna~
  Visitor: Lorrie Ann/aka RavenWolf
Reference: Earthlink/health/medicine/child abuse
 Location: The Great Mother Earth, Mid-west Mo.
  WebSite: Southwinds Ranch
 Web Info: I have several Ranch things going on, I hope to do 
             Animal Asst. Tx. soon.
  Contact: On my page.
     Date: Sun, Dec 06, 1998 at 20:15:24 (PST)
 
Comments: I love your opening comment, nor am I any famouse RavenWolf. I have not read all, yet, but am thumbing through. I hear the moon in depth of soul as you sing your song of pain and desolation. In the quiet of spirit comes the mending and healing and, yes, resetting of the bones. It is Wild Woman who has called me back to my own truths, own knowledge and I have sat in the healing circle. I see my journey as coming to circle, spiral upwards. Once a victom/survivor now a powerful ~V~ictor of Journeys. I see the poetic justice as I climb free of the cloak of humiliation. I have given myself permission to feel, to see, to hear and be who I am. Now gifted with a wisdom not many have insight of nor ever will. GhostWolf, I bid you greatest of inner streingth, may your moccicins never wear out and your journey staff as strong and reliable as ironwood. May your medicine stay strong. Keep taking care of yourself. Ra~V~enWolf, ~V~ictor of Journeys.
  Visitor: Peggy
Reference: thru another's web page
 Location: Canada
  WebSite: n/a
 Web Info: 
  Contact: 
     Date: Sat, Dec 05, 1998 at 20:45:35 (PST)
 
Comments: Thank you so much for sharing your experiences, strengths and hope for a better future. You are a true survivor. Hopefully you have got in touch with the Creator and follow the Red Path of unconditional love and gentleness..
  Visitor: Pat
Reference: searching information on wolves
 Location: California
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: I have none at this time
  Contact: frompat@cnetech.com
     Date: Sat, Dec 05, 1998 at 10:53:38 (PST)
 
Comments: I have never actually encountered wolves, I raised, raced and showed 12 Siberian Huskies and learned their love, giving and acceptance into their pack. I feel very strongly and have some kind of kinship with a wolf since, in my opinion and those of other siberian husky lovers, the siberian is the closest animal to wolves. The intelligence, intuity, gentleness and kindness plus the love they give in return is truly unbelievable.
  Visitor: CJ
Reference: a link from a webring page
 Location: Texas
  WebSite: never mind
 Web Info: just a bunch of sillyness
  Contact: cjnorx@yahoo.com
     Date: Thurs, Dec 03, 1998 at 20:31:35 (PST)
 
Comments: Your web site was hard to read- but ultimately inspiring. It shows your strength and all the work you have put into your recovery. My best wishes.
  Visitor: Carol Rose
Reference: Searching for poems
 Location: Nottingham,England
  WebSite: Carols Counselling Webpage
 Web Info: 
  Contact: carolrose@bigfoot.com
     Date: Fri, Nov 27, 1998 at 16:17:07 (PST)
 
Comments:
  Visitor: Ramona Cross
Reference: The Mining Co.
 Location: Florida
  WebSite: Let's Talk PTSD
 Web Info: Education and Support for those with PTSD
  Contact: rodiemarie@aol.com
     Date: Fri, Nov 27, 1998 at 10:08:29 (PST)
 
Comments:
  Visitor: Peg
Reference: Link
 Location: Colorado
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: peggyt1@airmail.net
     Date: Wed, Nov 25, 1998 at 13:06:49 (PST)
 
Comments: As usual, your pages are a work of art and show your love and caring. I am drawn back to your story time and again, and as I learn about survivors, each word of your story takes on new meanings. Stay safe and I wish you well on your journey!
  Visitor: Terri
Reference: Link from www.the wheel.com
 Location: Arizona
  WebSite: RevT's Spiritual Home Away From Home
 Web Info: My first attempt at a web page -- humble.
  Contact: 
     Date: Tuesday, Nov 24, 1998 at 22:47:00 (PST)
 
Comments: All I can say is {{LOVE}} to you and Amou. You both are an inspiration and true heroes in my eyes. I'll hold you in prayers for your continued healing and continued upliftment into the Light. As an abuse survivor, it is an honor for me to see people who now serve and uplift others. The Creator's Blessings in all you do.
  Visitor: Barbie
Reference: aol netfind
 Location: Acworth, Ga
  WebSite: Lady Araydia's Castle
 Web Info: An interesting site with lots of different info...
  Contact: Ldyaraydia@aol.com or Coolkittn@aol.com
     Date: Tuesday, Nov 24, 1998 at 07:02:45 (PST)
 
Comments: I really enjoy your pages. You have such good information, and you very much deserve all of those awards. I have put a link to this page on my page. Go check it out sometime. :o)
  Visitor: Arwythur Michaels, (yep, real name)
Reference: From the web
 Location: Buffalo, New York, (now, Sprgfld,Ill.)
  WebSite: Boline.com
 Web Info: It's about specialty Knives and tools
  Contact: Arwythur@hotmail.com
     Date: Mon, Nov 23, 1998 at 00:53:39 (PST)
 
Comments: I'm Gardnerian, now. Was a RCatholic. My Mother and your Mother have a lot in common, especialy the definitions of 'love' between a Mother and a son... Thank you for telling the story... Only one candle left to burn now, Before the Darkness comes
  Visitor: Ginger Holliday
Reference: You signed my guestbook a while back but was sent your 
               URL because of a question I have.
 Location: Currently North Idaho
  WebSite: Ginger's Exotic WolfCam
 Web Info: A WebCam pointed at wolves.  YOU know.
  Contact: ginger-holliday@usa.net
     Date: Tuesday, Nov 17, 1998 at 02:15:32 (PST)
 
Comments: H'lo, again, Ghostwolf. I'm looking for someone who knows the significance of the owl in Native American Indian culture. Could that be you? A little more than a week ago the youngest son (22) of a friend of mine was killed in a head-on collision. When my friend rushed to the site of her son's death (not knowing he had expired) there was a large golden owl standing, unafraid, beside the highway. This is a busy highway, made busier by the fatal accident and it was early afternoon (about 2:30 PM). It seemed strange to me when I heard this later and decided to research the subject. Can you tell me what this owl might symbolize, if anything?
  Visitor: Ariana Evers
Reference: Through a webring I think...
 Location: East Coast, USA
  WebSite: Cyberian Silhouettes
 Web Info: Daily diary and incest survivor-related pages
  Contact: ariana@technologist.com
     Date: Sun, Nov 15, 1998 at 13:18:37 (PST)
 
Comments: Hi GhostWolf, :)

I've added a link to your excellent site on my 'survivors wall' page at:

http://www.geocities.com/SoHo/Lofts/8366/Wall.html

and I've added your thoughtful comments to my 'reinventing family responses' page at:

http://www.geocities.com/SoHo/Lofts/8366/ReinventFamilyResponses.html

Thanks so much for stopping by. Even more, thanks so much for sharing your story on the web like this. In the year or so that I've been a regular visitor here, your pages have moved me more than I can articulate. You've inspired me to share my own story of incest survival, and the support I've received in doing so has been very healing. And when things feel especially overwhelming I find myself wandering back here and taking great comfort in knowing I'm not alone.

Blessings, Ariana
  Visitor: Phoenix Wolf
Reference: Link through my guestbook
 Location: N. Oregon
  WebSite: The Wonderful World of Phoenix Wolf
 Web Info: It's basically about my works - which at this time 
                  includes my original poetry.
  Contact: RiseWolf@aol.com
     Date: Sun, Nov 15, 1998 at 02:14:38 (PST)
 
Comments: GhostWolf.....I loved the time that I have been honored with to spend here. There are so many immensely detailed things herein that I enjoyed. Thanks much. May the wolf spirit protect you.
  Visitor: Bonnie Cooper
Reference: my daughter told me
 Location: winnipeg,manitoba,canada
  WebSite: none
 Web Info: 
  Contact: cooper@escape.ca
     Date: Sun, Nov 08, 1998 at 22:26:32 (PST)
 
Comments: I am Really glad you survived the past and can write about it and help others it is hard to believe that things like that really do go on ,my heart is with you, Bonnie Cooper
  Visitor: WhiteDove
Reference: News Group-AAR
 Location: Manitoba, Canada
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: doellel@mb.sympatico.ca
     Date: Sun, Nov 08, 1998 at 21:55:57 (PST)
 
Comments: It's taken me quite a few days to read your biography. I too am a survivor. You site has given me hope that there will be good days ahead.
  Visitor: sherry
Reference: a friend
 Location: 
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: 
     Date: Sat, Nov 07, 1998 at 15:43:35 (PST)
 
Comments: Thanks for opening some doors l thought were closed to me.
  Visitor: Rose Shuy LeBaron
Reference: from you!
 Location: I'm a military brat, and I now live in Dallas 
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: lebaron@airmail.net
     Date: Fri, Nov 06, 1998 at 14:59:33 (PST)
 
Comments: hey there GW. got your message and checked out your page on ther bio. My husband and i lived in Seatle for several years. we both went to UW. My background is Chinese, got a lot of family and relatives in the Bay area. Lived there in the late '70's up the hill from the Gray Hound Station on O'ferrel St.. Near China Town. Ths Chines culture is not too good for kids and women either. I come from a military family. Someone was asking me what I did to make myself well. One thing is that I know my dad loves me, he wanted to be a good father, but his ways were damaging. He now understand this. It was a huge breakthrough for me to be able to communicate myself at this level with him. To make him understand without getting angry or putting him on the offensive. This was one of the last big step of my healing, I was gearing up to do this big one for all these years. To be heard and understood. It was like a wall coming down between us. It's a very different things with sexual abuse, pluse each person, each case is different. In my research, as part of my healing, a very important part. Knowledge is power. I figered it out why my dad acted the way he did. He, as a combat vet. also suffered post traumatic stress disorder, my grandma being a mental case futher intensified the illness. It helped me a great deal having this knowledge. He loves me, and he's also not well. He is much better now, much calmer, less explosive. He's not exactly the kind of father I'd wish for, but knowing that he loves me and how he grew up, I can work with him on this. He and mom just came back from a tour from Peking. He's tired, he said. Happy but tired. He visited some of the old places he once lived as a small child. He can die with a tranquil heart now, he said. Him and I never had a Heart to Heart in my life. But when it's time for him to cross over, I'll miss him just as much. I worked at my healing with urgency. I don't wanted have any unfinished business with him or my mom. I had unfinished business with my grandfather, I learned my lesson. Now the heart is tranquil and at peace. No more unresolved business. Lui-May (Green Rose) Shuy
  Visitor: FRANK CONGLETON
Reference: I SEARCHED UNDER BI-POLOR DISORDER
 Location: DENVER
  WebSite: N/A
 Web Info: N/A
  Contact: FCONGLETON@hotmail.com
     Date: Fri, Nov 06, 1998 at 12:28:53 (PST)
 
Comments: I'M BI-POLOR... JUST LOOKING FOR MY FRIENDS.
  Visitor: Jennifer
Reference: 
 Location: 
  WebSite: 
 Web Info: 
  Contact: 
     Date: Fri, Nov 06, 1998 at 09:42:34 (PST)
Comments:
  Visitor: CouncilWolf
Reference: Surfing the Web
 Location: All over but I reside currently in Pennsylvania
  WebSite: In the Council of Wolves
 Web Info: Devoted to wolf conservation and knowledge, also containing 
          wolf art and photography and poetry
  Contact: CouncilWolf@cyberdude.com
     Date: Fri, Nov 06, 1998 at 07:19:17 (PST)
Comments: I found your page to be a breath of fresh air on a stagnet internet. It is rare when you find an honest website to view. Thank you.
  Visitor: Rivonna Jefferson
Reference: Browsing on Angels in Heaven sight
 Location: Maryland
  WebSite: N/A
 Web Info: I don't have a sight
  Contact: jeffersr@od.nih.gov
     Date: Tuesday, Nov 03, 1998 at 09:45:47 (PST)
Comments: I was really, really hurt by your story. I can't believe, but then again, I do believe, that something like that could happen for that long. I read about stories of child abuse all the time. And everytime I feel for those children. It truly hurts that children are treated in that way. Children are so precious even when they may be bad. How could ANYONE do anything to hurt them that bad? I truly don't know why your mother didn't do any jail time. Then in addition was allowed to have other children and treat them the same way. I don't know to what extent that your brothers and sisters were abused but I'm sure that it wasn't nothing nice. How is your sister, Peggy? I hope and pray that you had a normal life after your ordeal. But I know to say that is sort of not reality. I pray for you and all other kids that have to go through anything that wasn't meant for them to go through. Ihope you are blessed in the most sweetest way.
  Visitor: marilyn [jane] martin
Reference: net
 Location: Chickaloon,Ak
  WebSite: me
 Web Info: No site 
  Contact: paulharrson@matnet.com
     Date: Mon, Nov 02, 1998 at 12:41:34 (PST)
Comments: Hello How have you been? We are fine up here in Ak. This is jane Gary Harrison's other half. Have a light day.
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